Hysteria (studxstud)

10. I hate studs.

Jay POV.

"You is NASTY! Not only is you gay but you gay for other butches wtf?"

Martin decided it was his time to attack me. I came back early from lunch because Julio had some work to get done. I stared at him because I wasn't gonna give him the time of day. 

"Come on dyke, I know you hear me talking over here."
"You don't gotta answer, just know say yuh nasty zeen"
"Ol sadamite."

"Bitch yuh mother chat way too bloodclaat much. Due to the fact that she ironed my outfit today and cleaned my shoes. You don't even wanna make me get started about how she cleaned my strap... with her mouth." I snapped at him.

"Guh suck yuh mother" he shouted getting up.

"Pussy ass nigga I already sucked yours." I jumped out of my seat.

He was walking up to me so I walked up to meet him half way, don't want his fat ass to get tired.

"Square up Bitch because you bouta get your ass whooped by a sadamite."

As I was about to swing the first punch I felt some arms around me. I looked around and realized that Joe had grabbed me and started pulling me outside the classroom.

"Let me go so I can beat this punk ass."
"No and shut the fuck up."

I was breathing so heavy that my lungs would surely collapse.

"Calm down ok? It's not worth it. We haven't even gottent the first paycheck as yet so breathe in and out and we'll wait out here until Ronald comes so there will be less tension." She hugged me and everything started to feel better.

"Alright, im calm.  Thanks man."
"No problem dawg, anything for a member of the community"

We both laughed as we hung out by the water cooler until lunch ended.

The rest of the day went by smoothly and it was time to go home. I found out that Joe lived two roads down from me so I offered her a ride home.

"You can come over whenever you want, I live with my girlfriend."
"Aii, I'll let you know man."

We chatted up a storm waiting on Julio to come down so we could go home. When Julio finally came out Joe had a questioning look on her face.

"This your girl? I mean nigga, I mean lover?"

"Yeeeaaaah..." I stared at her and wondered if she would switch up on me.

"What's wrong?" Julio asked.

"Ah, nothing man. I've just never really seen and open stud on stud couple in Jamaica. But if y'all cool then I'm cool."

"Well alright,  lets go then." Julio said.

We walked into her house and realized that Shane was home and her cheeks were bruised. She was lightskinned so it wasn't hard to miss even though it was faint. We started questioning her about it but she just got up with her beer, went to her room and slammed the door.

"Wow, who pissed in her soup?" We chuckled and decided to watch some tv after we had a showered and changed.
We were in the middle of watching Coraline when Julio asked me a question.

"Hey, Jaydana. Would you ever consider dressing feminine?"
"Nope! Its just not my style."
"For me?"
"I thought you was "cool" with me dressing like this?"
" I am but babe, people keep staring. "
"I DONT GIVE TWO FLYIN, WALKIN FUCKS ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE THINK!"
"Come on, don't get upset beb." She grabbed my hand.
"Nigga let me the fuck go. I can't believe you. I thought you liked me for me and realized that clothes is just fucking clothes. Why would you? Im hurt and  im leaving." I could feel the tears running down my cheeks as I got up to call the taxi.

"No wait, let me explain.. babe I didnt mean it that way. I just wanted to seem like a normal couple."
"You're a bloodclaat sadamite, faggot, carpet muncher. Where will normal fall in? Yuh done pass the stage of normal when you decided to dress like a stud and date girls so dont come to me with your pop up bullshit my nigga fuck you and im breaking up with you."

"No Jay wait please!" She shouted.

I stormed out of the house and walked to the curb to wait on the taxi. Luckily it came within five minutes because I was starting to get a bit chilly. I decided to go to Cris' house because I needed to talk.
When I got there I used the spare key to open the grill and walked in.
I started shouting for her but her dad came out instead.

"Hey you pumpkin head."
"Hey pops, where's my sissy?"
"Bedroom. Dinner will be ready soon."

I rushed to her bedroom. As I opened the door I started on everything that had happened to me. I just went on and on and one some more while Cris was on her bed listening to my ranting. Her laptop was opened so I assumed she was working on a website.

"Soooooooo" Cris finally said.

"Nigga shut up and come hug me"

"You better cut it and come to me"

I ran and jumped on her bed cuddling into her side.

"There there, maybe what we like is just out of the ordinary you know.  Maybe studs aren't supposed to like studs.  Or maybe we're just supposed to follow the hetero normative way of life and stick to masculine and feminine roles. But I tell you this today on Gaia that I look damn fine and I love being a stud and I will never change from my flyness. I look good bitch"

I laughed at her as she got up to start twerking and showing off her almost flat stomach. She was still a fatty though but her switching to being a vegetarian has made her lose some weight.

"Maaaaaaan. Im stoked af. I mean I really liked her."

" I know putus, I know."

"Wassup with Shane? I feel like you might've put your hands on her."

"Damn bestfriend, typa person you think I am? I could have smacked the bitch for calling me out my name but I just pushed her ass."

I doubled over with laughter because this hoe is unbelievable.

"Omg! Does your dad know?"

"No dawg. Bouta stay that way! Anyways, I wanna come up by your workplace. I got something special for Juliette and that other bitch ass nigga Martin. Ima fight his ass. I aint employed there so they can't fire me."

I stared at her and realized that she was really serious about it so I pushed her and grabbed her laptop. I saw words instead of website related gibberish.

"Wassup with this?"

"It's a blog post on suicide."

"Damn, you good?"

"Naw nigga, is you good?" She laughed at me. I assumed she meant with Rox taking her life a few months back.

"Yeah man," I sighed. We hardly talk about it but she attempted suicide once with Rox, funny part is Rox tried again and succeeded.  She smiled up at me and  took her laptop and decided to play some music. Her dad came in to let us know it was dinner time so we rushed out into the kitchen since the dining table was there. Everyone had chicken except for Cris and her dad kept calling her a goat, I laughed at the both of them because they were both so silly. I wish my mom had time for us again these days.

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Hey guys, soo really quick note sadamite is basically an offensive word that Jamaicans use for lesbians.

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