I'm Lost Without Your Love (Trixya)

Chapter 18- Considering...

(Trixie's POV)

After Brian and I went down to the hotel's restaurant for a meal and a few drinks; we both went back upstairs to our hotel room and had a hot make out session which then turned into Brian fucking the hell out of me for hours.

It was 1:30 in the morning and I was laid upon the hotel room bed, flipping through random channels but I wasn't having any luck because all the channels are in french and I don't speak or understand it.

I've also figured that Brian's ribs have healed and I'm happy he is well again because I don't need my asshole sick.

"Hey dickhead" Brian smiled as he walked over to me, towards the bed "hey asshole" I smiled and threw the remote at the side of me as a sign of giving up.

"Okay I have this really crazy idea I wanna share with you and I need to tell you now" Brian smiled and he sat upon my lap "ow, well first you're hurting me so get the fuck off me" I laughed shoving him off me; he sat between my legs and held my hands.

"Okay so whats this crazy idea you want to share with me" I asked "okay this either may be an incredible idea or a shit one but" he paused for a minute "is this an idea about sex or how you want me to murder you" I asked with a smirk.

"What no; look baby I want a kid" Brian smiled playing with my hands "you must be out of your mind; you're a kid already" I smiled "I know but I'm being serious; if we had a kid then our family would be complete" Brian smiled.

"Hang on, you want a family with me" I asked in slight shock "why would I not want a family with you, I love you" he smiled and kissed my lips "I love you too baby bear" I smiled.

"Can I tell you the truth about this crazy idea" I asked "sure but it better good" he said "well its a crazy good idea but I think before we consider a kid, shouldn't we get a dog first and see how that goes" I asked as he continued to play with my hands.

"I suppose we should consider a dog first but are you on board with the idea of a kid" Brian asked "of course I am baby; I think it would be amazing" I smiled and kissed his lips he smiled "I love you baby boy" Brian smiled "I love you too Daddy" I smiled and Brian rested his head upon my chest; I wrapped my arms around him and kissed his head.

I never knew how how much Brian really wanted to a kid and to settle down; all these years I've been saying that I want that and I've never even considered that I would settle down with a kid with Brian.

Brian seemed serious about wanting a kid and I want to settle down with Brian more than anything in the whole fucking world.

"Hey Brian, about the dog" Brian asked sitting up to glance at me "yes Daddy, what about the dog" I asked "can we really get one, I've always wanted a dog" he smiled "we can have a look when we get back to LA" I smiled.

"Alright; by the way I've always wanted a pug" he smiled sliding off me and he laid next to me as he stared up at the ceiling.

"We're not getting a pug; let's get a husky" I suggested and laid upon my side to look at Brian with a smile "but aren't huskies like $2000 or more" he asked laying upon his side "pugs are the same price dickhead" I laughed.

"I have an idea, lets get a pug and a husky" Brian smiled "no, nope; I said we could get a dog not dogs" I rolled my eyes "oh please baby, Daddy will be happy" he smiled and scooted closer to me.

"Don't use the Daddy kink to get two dogs, not going to happen" I said and grabbed the remote by Brian's foot and started flipping through the channels again upon my back.

"Personally I think we should get a small dog because they will be a lot easier to train and look after" Brian smiled "no, I'm not arguing with you, I'm not considering a pug" I rolled my eyes and threw the remote again, not wanting to deal with french programmes.

"So...can we get two dogs" Brian asked; I turned to Brian and hit his head "ow, what was that for" he asked rubbing the side of his head "I'm not discussing the dog situation anymore" I sighed rubbing my head.

"Whats wrong baby" Brian asked with concern "nothing, I just want to watch something decent and its all in fucking french" I laughed "well we are in France so you can't expect everything to be in English" Brian laughed.

"Shut up asshole" I pulled the pillow from my back and hit him "ow dickhead" Brian laughed and hit me with a cushion "stop hitting me with the cushion" I laughed and continued to hit him with the pillow harder.

I eventually just threw the pillow upon the floor and pinned Brian to the bed; letting him know I wasn't messing around anymore.

"Oh look at my baby boy being the dominating one" Brian smirked and kissed my lips "shut up, I'm Daddy now and I just want to cuddle with my baby bear" I smiled and kissed his forehead.

"Well how about Daddy gets into bed and I'll strip off" Brian smiled I smiled and got off Brian and laid back down upon the bed.

Brian got up from the bed and he started to strip away his clothes; letting me admire his beautiful abs and gorgeous ass.

"Oh, I need to get something" Brian smiled and walked over to his suitcase whilst I stripped to my boxers and shirt and got beneath the covers for the night.

"Look what traveled with us" Brian smiled and in his hand was the movie Contact, oh god he must have kept that in his backpack from weeks ago and I forget to take it out.

"I hate you so fucking much" I sighed rolling my eyes "but its the only thing that is English unless you want to star at the walls" he laughed and grabbed my laptop from my rucksack and connected it to the TV.

"Or I could just star at you all night" I smirked "well you never know; you could do more than star at me tonight" Brian smiled and inserted the disc of Contact into my laptop and he waited to press play.

"Let's hope something does happen so I can let my attention run wild on you" I smiled Brian turned to me and crawled upon the bed, kissing my lips.

"You might get lucky baby boy" Brian smiled and he got beneath the covers with me and I crawled over to him, resting my head upon his chest.

He wrapped his arms around me and I settled down for the movie that I've always hated within my lover's arms; I eventually fell asleep and I was happy to know I was in Brian's arms.

A/N Sorry for not updating; I moved into a new house with no wifi and only yesterday I moved to university and trying to settle in, anyway hope you enjoyed this shit.