one month (a sad nalu story)

Final

Natsu's POV:
Today is the day I'm going to tell Lucy that I love her .

~time skip to class~
Lucy still is not here and its time for roll call as I'm waiting for my name to be called I hear the Mrs. Evergreen stop at Lucy's name sigh and mumble something about taking her name off roll call,"Mrs.. Evergreen why would you need to take Lucy's name off of the roll?" She takes in a deep breath and gets everyone's attention and says words that shattered my whole world
"Class I have some sad news, Lucy Heartfilia is no longer with us last night.....Lucy died due to her heart having failed." It took me awhile to process what Mrs. Evergreen had told us, Lucy is not dead she cant be, so I got up and ran to Lucy's house. I had to know for sure that Lucy, my Lucy is gone so I ran and ran and ran all the way to Lucy's house and banged on her door yelling for Lucy to open the door, but that did not happen I saw a puffy eyed Mrs. Heartfilia " I'm so sorry Natsu, I found this letter for you on Lucy's floor, I'm sure Lucy wanted me to give this to you when she died " she gave me the letter and closed the door but before that she told me that her funeral would be held next week. I started to walk while I was reading the letter Lucy left for when she died me.

~ Dear Natsu~
I am so sorry Natsu I should have told you sooner, but I did not want our fun to end because its always more fun when we are together. okay so the reason I died was because have a disease that affects my body and heart called parantumaton and the doctors gave me about a month to live so I did everything I always wanted too and I did it with you and that made it all the better, it made me forget all my worries you made me so happy when you asked me to see the cherry blossoms with you next week ,but sadly I most likely can't fulfill that promise I feel weaker with every passing day.
With all the love in my heart, Natsu I love you ,I have always loved you from the day I saw you to the day I died. I'm sure you don't remember it but you saved me, you saved me from sting when he tried to rape me and when. I tried to kill my self that day. I wanted to give you my everything, hell I was going to give you all my first's, I wanted to get married and start a family with you, So please in my next life please let me fall in love with you all over again. I promise I will find you again and I will always be with you in my heart. You need to remember that no matter how long it might take or how many life times I will always find you and I shall pursue you Natsu Dragneel and I will make you fall in love with me.

Love Lucy Heartfilia❤

I was in the road crying my eyes out. She loved me, but now she is gone and I'll never see her again."Lucy I love you too and I do remember you it just took me some time. I will always remember you so in our next life please pursue me like you said you would, I'll wait for you I promise."

Lucy from now on I promise to live every day for the both of us.

After walking for what seemed like forever I arrived home and saw my mother...oh right it is her day off today." Natsu sweetie why are you at home and not at school... Oh dear don't tell me the confession went bad." My mom asked.

"No mom I never got to tell her because she.... Died last night," I was sobbing," m-mom why didn't she tell me she was dying ....why didn't Lucy tell me." I looked at my mom and she had a shocked expression on her face."N-natsu did you say her name was Lucy," I nodded," I am so sorry if I knew she was the girl you liked I would have told you instead of making you suffer like this.......you see Lucy was the girl I was talking about last night." My mom whispered.

I looked at her and cried even more knowing that my mom felt my pain also being she knew along that Lucy was sick but not knowing she was the girl I loved. " Natsu I want to tell you something...in Lucy's last moment she was talking of only you and her last words was to tell you that she loved you I would have to you sooner if I only heard your name.... I am sorry baby." She cried out.

The rest of the day I cried out wishing that Lucy was still here with me.

End of chapter

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