Levy's POV:
I know Lucy is having a hard time dealing with life right now and with Natsu and Lisanna or bitch as I like to call her. She might be a strong girl, but she still has yet to cry or worry about the fact that she is dying.... does she care at all.
"Lucy are you worried about it ....you know dying?? I know you don't want to talk about it but-"" Levy I am completely fine with my fate and-". "YOU NEED TO REALIZE THAT YOU ARE GOING TO DIE AND THAT YOU ARE GOING TO LEAVE US AND WE WILL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN WHEN YOU DIE!!!!! DO YOU CARE AT ALL!!!!!" I stopped I can't believe I said that to her I must be harder on her than it is on me, sure I'll be sad but she is probably going miss everything and everyone, since she will never experience certain things." Lucy i'm sorry I should not have said that to you." I looked up at Lucy and saw that she was crying, crying like crazy and when she looked up at me I felt all of her sadness.
Lucy's POV:
As Levy was screaming at me I know I could not hold it all in anymore so I let all my sadness out, that I have in me. I cried like I never cried before and I let all my feelings out," OF COURSE I CARE ,DO YOU THINK I WANT TO DIE I STILL HAVE SO MUCH I WANT TO DO IN THIS LIFE, I FALL EVEN MORE IN LOVE WITH HIM EVERY TIME I SEE HIM AND I HAVE TO LIE TO HIM EVERYDAY AND I KNOW I WILL HAVE TO LEAVE HIM ALL ALONE. I KNOW I WILL HAVE TO LEAVE YOU, ERZA, JUVIA, AND MIRA BEHIND ,IM LEAVING EVERY THING I LOVE BEHIND, ALL MY MEMORIES , HOPES, DREAMS, FRIENDS, FAMILY ARE ALL GOING TO LEAVE ME. I WANT TO GET MARRIED, HAVE KIDS ,WATCH MY KIDS GROW UP AND THEN WATCH THEM RAISE A FAMILY OF THEIR OWN ,AND GROW OLD TOGETHER WITH THE MAN I LOVE, BUT I CAN'T CAN I. I JUST GOT THE WRONG HAND IN LIFE ALL I WANT TO DO IS LIVE" tears streaming down my face ,my screaming came down to a whisper," want to do so much, but Levy I can't I don't want to leave anyone I just wanted to be with him, and live a life of no regrets. I mean who actually wants to die?"
"Lucy I'm so sorry I didn't know you were suffering all this sadness you should have told me earlier I would have helped you." Levy said crying and embracing me with a hug
I believe we cried for hours or maybe minutes but it felt good to cry.
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one month (a sad nalu story)
RomanceFirst story Lucy is a normal girl with a normal life until she is told that she has a unknown disease and is told she has one month left to live unless they find a cure .what will Lucy do ? will she find happiness before it is to late? everything b...
