My Badboy Husband (On Hold)

Chap. 11

Chapter 11: You will never lose me

Isabella's POV

Slowly my eyes fluttered open as I tried adjusting them to the bright light shinning through the window. With a lazy yawn I sat up a little leaning against the headboard when I quickly noticed something wasn't right..I looked to my left to see that side of the bed was empty.

I drew my brows together looking around the room but there was still no sign of him anywhere. I swung my legs to the side of the bed and got up and walked out the room.

"Carter" I called as I walked down the hallway in search of him but I still didn't see him."carter where are you?". no reply.

I walked down the stairs holding onto the handrail as my heart began to race and my palms began to sweat as my mind began to think up wild conclusions.

What if they got into the house? Do they even know where we live? What if..something happened to him, oh my god I'm freaking out.

"Carter!"I yelled and paused to listen for a reply but the only thing heard was the deafening silence that filled the house. My chest began to rise and fall as I went from the kitchen to the dinning room and living room but still..I didn't see him.

I held onto the wall as I felt my head began to spin and sweat rolled down from my forehead. My hands are shaking like crazy and I feel like I'm about to collapse before I heard a voice immediately making me look up.

"Hey,what's wrong are you alright?" I heard Carter's panicked voice as he was immediately by my side holding me in place while I leaned my head onto his chest taking deep breaths to calm myself. He wrapped his hands around me enveloping me in a tight embrace as my heavy breathing calmed down and my body relaxed.

"Where were you?" I asked after about a minute of silence.

"In the shower and you still haven't answered my question yet,what's wrong?" He asked as I looked down to see him only in a towel wrapped around his waist. His hair was soaking wet with water droplets running down his chest and arms before falling to the floor.

The shower, the freaking shower? Why on earth didn't I think of that, I almost gave myself a freaking heart attack for Christ sake.

"Isabella answer my question" he demanded as I could see worry evident in his facial expression.

"Its just.. I thought-"I cut my self off before letting out a shaky breath"nothing"

I slightly lifted my head to see him frowning down at me making me avert my gaze to floor." You know you can tell me anything" I heard him whisper while leaning his forehead on mine making me look up into his eyes. Its like their begging me to just tell him the truth and I just can't seem to fight it.

"It's just that when I woke up I didn't see you and I thought-"

"Jane had something to do with it" he finished my sentence staring down at me intently.

"Yeah" I nodded my head looking down.

"Baby you need to stop being so paranoid"he sighed kissing my forehead

"So what, maybe I am paranoid but that still doesn't meant they're not out to get me"

Or you

"And I already told you I won't let them near you"

"And what about yourself?"I asked finally looking up to meet his piercing gaze that seem to be boring through me"I know your keeping me safe but what about you? I already told you Jane stated clearly that if she doesn't get her hands on me she'll hurt the closest person to me right now and anyone with a head could see she meant you"

"As long as your okay I'm fine just stop worrying so much" he tried calming me down but that still didn't help.

"You really don't understand, do you?"I shook my head with a frown.

"Understand what?"I could hear the confusion in his voice as he spoke.

"Carter I can't..I can't lose you"I finally managed to say" not to Jane not jessica not to anyone."I stated as a tear slipped out making his eyes immediately soften."I just can't"

"And you won't" he whispered loud enough for me to hear while wrapping his arms around me again, and just like that. Just one hug one touch and I'm already beginning to relax."you will never lose me,okay?"

"Okay" I breathed looking back up at him as he offered me a gentle smile making me return the gesture.

"Good, now I'm gonna go get dressed okay?"

"Sure I'm gonna go get something to eat in the mean time"

"Okay" he answered before leaning down to place a light kiss on my cheek.

I walked into the kitchen trying my best to keep my mind cleared. I really need to stop stressing over this, and its really affecting my sleep lately. Its like each time I close my eyes I see them, both of them with the same cruel smirk played across their lips and its driving me crazy. God I need help.

Taking a deep breath I let it out before taking up an apple and turned to walk out but before I could something caught my eye. Right there on the window in the kitchen near the stove were a few words in bold red YOUR END IS NEAR it read making me halt in my steps and that's when I saw it right on the counter a pool of blood. Shock took over my body as the apple landed to the floor and those two familiar faces appeared at the window then I hear it, a frightened scream a scream that held pure fear a terrified scream..my scream.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!. That's probably how I would sound if I saw that...no seriously that would totally be me. Anyways things are getting a tad more serious in the book. Do you guys think I should lay off the drama a little for the next few chapters or keep it coming? Comment me the answers.

Sherr💋💋