My Badboy Husband (On Hold)

Chapter 26

Chapter 26: What's wrong with me??

Isabella's POV

And yet again I was once woken up by the same nauseous feeling like yesterday, i've already thrown up like three times since this morning and I have no idea of what's going on with me. It's kinda starting to freak me out a bit especially with everything that's going on and knowing Carter isn't here to comfort me and tell me it's going to be okay made things even worse.

"Are you sure you don't want us to take you to the doctor?" Mell asks for the one hundredth time as she placed a plate with my breakfast down

"I'm fine I don't need to see a doctor "I replied taking a seat at the table

"but bella-"

"I said I don't need to see a doctor "I snapped back with a little more anger than I intended.

"okay then"she answered quietly. Regretting how I replied to her I got up quickly and pulled her into a hug "I'm sorry I didn't mean to sound like that "I apologized as she wrapped her hands around me as well

"it's okay, I understand what your going through right now and I shouldn't be bothering you about going to the hospital at times like this"

"Mell I know for sure your not bothering me, you care about me and I appreciate that. I just don't think it's so bad that I need to see a doctor. I'm probably just a little too worried about the situation, that's all" I tried convincing her

"Yeah your probably right"she smiled at me"I'm gonna go wake up everyone else "

"okay" I said as she jogged upstairs to wake up the rest. Soon everyone was gathered at the table eating.. Except for me that is. For some reason I couldn't handle the scent of the food, it all just made me want to throw up again and I think I've done enough throwing up for one day.

Excusing myself from the table I got up and went to the kitchen to see if I could find something to eat. I stood there for almost ten minutes straight just staring at everything but not having the appetite for any of it until I had the sudden crave for chocolate.

Reaching into the cupboard I pulled out three Hershey's chocolate bars and a KitKat and walked out the kitchen. Suddenly all eyes were on me and my chocolates. "What?" I questioned watching how they shared similar looks with each other before I walked off back upstairs into the bedroom.

As I sat there eating I couldn't stop my eyes from constantly drifting to Carter's shirt that has been on the bed since I came home yesterday. It helped me sleep last night when the constant fact that he was gone kept punching me in the face. I could already feel my eyes beginning to water as I thought about him or what he's going through right now.

I just wish he wasn't caught up in my problems, I know I was the one jane came for yesterday and I wasn't here so she took him, she knew it would taunt me, so that's what she did. She took him and left me here thinking that I'd go crazy.. And it's hard to say that it's actually working.

The tears slipped out my eyes without me even noticing until I felt as someone's arms were wrapped around me soothing me"it's going to be okay"I heard kells whisper softly to me"were gonna get him back and everything's going to be okay again"

Not having it in me to talk I just nodded my head in response as I laid my head on her shoulder. "Is everybody clear on what they're going to be doing tonight "I asked bluntly

"yeah, why do you ask?"

"Just wanted to know " I wiped my teary eyes as we sat there in silence for a while before she started talking again interrupting my random thoughts 

"Are you scared" she suddenly asked out of the blue" I mean like... how do you feel about all this?"she interrogated

"Honestly "I paused letting out a shaky breath"I don't even know how I feel about everything. It all just happened so quickly "I shrugged"No one expected anything to happen, especially not this"

"yeah, I get what you mean"she sighed getting up"anyways other than that how is your.. body feeling" she asked as I turned to her with a confusing look

"what'd you mean?"I questioned watching how she struggled to find the right words to answer my question.

"I mean like how are you feeling.. You know since you've been acting so.. "she trailed off  before answering "Strange"

"Strange?" I asked as she nodded her head yes." I haven't been acting that strange" I shrugged completely ignoring the fact that I have been acting quite differently

"You haven't been acting that strange?"kells question raising an eyebrow "okay let me see"she pause dramatically as if thinking "You throw up at least five times every morning"she counted the first one on her finger" you hardly eat anything, you've been awfully stubborn and you go through like ten different moods in under two freaking minutes.. Of course you've been acting strange and I'm starting to get worried" she finished almost yelling

Rolling my eyes and shaking my head I sighed. I mean I know this isn't how I normally act but they don't have to be making such a big deal out if it. It's probably nothing anyways.

"see" kells waved her hands in exhaustion at me"this is exactly what I'm talking about. This sudden stubbornness you've developed "

"I'm not being stubborn your just overreacting " I got up off the bed and headed to the door"I'll be outside getting some fresh air if you need me" I said exiting the room ignoring the long sigh that left her lips. 

I didn't have time for her rambling right now. I need some time to myself,  some time to think,  some time to just focus on getting the love of my life back,  not to talk about my random moods. Right now finding Carter is my main soul purpose and no one will lead my mind away from that.. No one.

Question of the day: Is your school closed yet? Mine isn't I just started my finals exams to be more exact.

Hey guys. I know it's been a while and the chapter is short but I hope you liked it anyways.

PS. Have you guys figured out what's happening yet or am I gonna have to make the hints more obvious.. If that's even possible 😂 😂