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Amelia's P.O.V

"Hey Hart family. I know a lot of you have been waiting for this video. I'm here today to talk about Alex Jones. Alex Jones was an amazing person. He was a kind, caring, and positive person. He always knew how to cheer you up if you felt down. He was taken from us to soon. Alex was a great boyfriend. He always made me feel happy and loved. I'm going to talk about what happened on the day he died. Alex would always get home ten minutes before I did. So when I arrived home I called out for Alex like I did everyday. That day there was no answer. I just heard grunting noises. So I walked into the living room and saw Alex laying on the ground holding his chest. I ran over to him, saw he was struggling so I called 911. When they told me they were on their way I told Alex he was gonna be okay and to relax. I tried to calm him down while we waited for the ambulance to arrive. They arrived and we went in the ambulance. He flatlined two times but we go him back. Since then I have taken a break from being a paramedic. Being in an ambulance is too much for me. I just have the memory of being with Alex. At the hospital they gave him drugs so it could stop the heart attack. We stayed overnight so they could observe him. In the morning I went to get us coffee. When I came back I saw doctors and nurses run into his room. I walked over to the door and heard all the machines going off. He had flatlined and they couldn't get him back. I remember hearing the doctor say the words. "Time of death, 3:47pm. The only thing I remember after that is crying. I felt like I couldn't breathe. The love of my life was gone. My Alex, was gone. Before I left the room for coffee I said "I love you so much Alex" then He told me he loved me with all his heart and that he'd always be there for me. Little did we both know, that was the last time we would say I love you. After he died, everything was different for me. I wouldn't wake up in the morning with his arms wrapped around my waist. I wouldn't come home to the love of my life. I wouldn't say I love you to him anymore. I wouldn't go to the beach. I wouldn't see the sunsets. I'm sorry for not making this video sooner. Talking about Alex is extremely difficult for me to do. It's been 4 months, and it still hurts to say or hear his name. I love all of you guys so much. I'm so grateful to have you guys. Please stop the hate. Even if I do start dating again it doesn't mean I'll forget about Alex. Alex had been through a lot with me. He was there for me when my parents died. Alex wasn't just my boyfriend. He was my best friend. Alex will always have a place in my heart. He was my universe. See you guys tomorrow, Peace"

I slowly got up and turned off the camera. I grabbed my laptop. I uploaded the video and closed my laptop. It was about 8pm. I walked into the bathroom and took a warm shower. I got out and got dressed into some comfy clothes.

I climbed into my bed turned on the tv

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I climbed into my bed turned on the tv. I watched the tv for about an hour or two. I turned off the tv and posted a photo on Instagram. It was 10pm I was feeling tired. I got under my covers and let the sleep take over.

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