In My Heart || Logan Paul✔️

~Alex~

"What are these?"

"What is what?"

"These letters? From Alex? and he has been commenting on Instagram."

"I don't know what your talking about"

"Cut the bullshit Amelia!"

"Logan I ca-"

"Stop! What the hell is going on? Have you been lying to me?"

"Logan, I'm sorry ok? I got the first letter a month before our wedding. I had asked him what happened and how he was alive after all this time. I needed answers so I went and got them by writing letters to him."

"You've been lying to me for two months?!"

"I didn't know how to tell you and I didn't know how you would take it.I mean how the hell am I supposed to to someone that the person I loved so fucking much was suddenly alive after a fucking year?!"

"Sorry I didn't mean to start yelling"

"Can you just explain to me what's going on I'm not angry with you"

"You can read the letters that are in your hand to know what he said. I only replied because I was confused and scared and angry. I was confused at how he was alive. I was scared because I thought he might have been hurt. And I was angry at him for not telling me sooner."

"Did you ever meet with him in person?"

"No er...sort of?"

"What do you mean?"

"I-He kinda showed up at the wedding..."

"Wait what?"

"We were saying our vows and I saw him. It was real and he was there."

"I wanna meet with him"

"Um ok. I'll write him a letter"

"I just have one more question for you..."

"That would be?"

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"I didn't want you to think that I would leave you because I still love him"

"Do you still love him?"

"I-I don't know"

And with that he walked out. He left me alone in the room. I gabbed a pen and paper and started to write. Why did this have to be so complicated?

He asked me if I still love him. To be truthful I really don't know. When he 'died' I didn't know what to do. I didn't know how to go on and live. But when I met Logan, I knew I would get through it.

Over time I fell in love with him. I love him I know that. But I can't forget about Alex. He was there for me. I was in love with him. I just don't know if that love went away.

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Alex ended up sending me a letter a few days after I sent it.He had agreed to come meet up with me and Logan. We were going to meet up at this little coffee shop. I was going to drop off Hazel with Jake and Evelyn. After I did that me and Logan drove to the coffee shop.

We arrived and I parked the car. I grabbed my purse and we exited the car. We walking in and we both spotted Alex sitting at a table waiting for us. He looked up and his eyes met mine. We slowly made out way over to the table and sat down.

"Amelia, Logan" He greeted us

"Alex" I said in the nicest way possible

"Thanks for meeting us" Logan spoke up

"No problem. I'm sure there are lots of questions" Alex said

"Only a few questions" I said

"Where would you like to start?" He asked us

"Did you show up at our wedding?" Logan asked in a serious tone

"Yes, I did" Alex answered

"Why?" I asked

"I thought that maybe if you saw me, you would change your mind about Logan and come back to me" Alex replied with one of his stupid smirks on his face

"What makes you think she would go back to you after what you did?" Logan said

"Because shes still in love with me," Alex said with a dumb smirk

"Why would you think that? You were gone for over a year, I met Logan and fell in love with him" I replied

"Because I can see it in your eyes Amelia. I see that spark in your eyes when you look at me, you don't look at him that way and you know it" Alex said

I stayed quiet. What do I say? I love Logan. I don't look at Alex with a spark in my eyes. How could I love Alex? 

"You don't know what you are talking about buddy" Logan said to Alex

"Oh, I do Logan. She looked at me like that when we were together. Tell me Logan, Does she look at you the way she looks at me?" Alex pressed trying to piss Logan off

"Of course not. She doesn't look at me with hatred or hurt. She looks at me like I'm the only one in the damn world. She loves me and I sure as hell know she does" Logan answered back to Alex

"You don't have any right to say that I love you after what you did. Do you know how much you hurt me? I couldn't breathe. I didn't know how to breathe without you. You were my oxygen. And when my oxygen was taken from me I stopped breathing," I said as tears welled up in my eyes

"I cried myself to sleep for weeks. I missed you so damn much. I felt alone and like nothing was going to ever be good in my life. It hurt me so much when you were taken from me. I will never love you. At least not in a romantic way. I hate you Alex Jones. But I also love you like a best friend because you were my best friend. So please don't tell me how I feel about you. Thank you for meeting us today. Goodbye now"

I stood up from my chair and walked out of the shop. After a few seconds of standing there Logan came out and grabbed my hand.

"Everything will be fine" 

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