Hidden Feelings

Chapter 20

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Amerria awoke the next morning feeling very relieved. Even though they had just got off of vacation Amerria was tired. She didnt mean to go to sleep on Cayden but that didnt mean she didnt hear what he said.

Many would say shes crazy for falling asleep immedialtely after he told her he had cheated on her but it was all apart of her plan.

The only thing that she seemed not to understand was why did Cayden always seem to hurt her.

She couldnt feel nothing but hurt because after all her and Cayden seemed to be through he always finds a way to fuck it up.

But, Amerria's not a stupid bitch. She planed to carry on her day being normal. She was about to shower, get dressed and go to work. When she got off she would confront Cayden because even though it hurts she would not let him see the hurt. Because she wanted him eating out of her hands.

Amerria got up out of bed beside a sleeping Cayden. She went inside the bathroom. She was in the bathroom about an hour, to do her hygeine.

She came out of the bathroom and walked inside of her walk in closet. She picked up a brand new lavender peplum dress, black fishnet tights, lavender Christian Loubition booties, and a dripping dots necklace. She threw the clothes on and applied her makeup.

She stood in her mirror and admired herself. Not to sound conceited or anything but she was a bad bitch and she didnt understand why Cayden would want to cheat on her.

She grabbed her Michael Kors crossbody bag and a jacket and headed out the door. Everybody was asleep so there was no need to say anything. She walked downstairs into the lobby and watched as her driver opened her door. She climbed into the back seat of the car and watched as the busy new york scean flew by.

Before she knew it they were pulling up to her modeling agency. As she steeped through thosr doors she couldnt help but feel relieved.

Meanwhile back at Amerria's pent house suite, Cayden finally woke up a hour after Amerria he rolled over in bed finally realizing that she was gone. He got up out of bed searching for her. He found her nowhere. He went into the bathroom and went through the same routine that Amerria went through.

He stared at hisself in the mirror and asked hisself why he kept doing this to Amerria.

He couldnt deny that he loved her because he truely did. No ifs, ands, or buts about it. That was his baby and he couldnt seem to figure out why he continued to hurt her.

He went back into her room and grabbed his phone off the charger that was bedside. He sent her a quock text.

to Wifey: Where are you

It took her about six minutes to reply back but she finally did.

Wifey: I had to come meet my agent for some meetings. Meet me for lunch in 40??

Cayden thought about it a minute. He knew this was the perfect time to tell her his secret. He didnt want to hurt her anymore. So today would be the day he said it.

to Wifey: Okay, Ill meet you at Garcias

He went inside of the closet put on some cargo shorts, an sky blue polo shirts, and his polo canvas shoes. He sprayed on some colonge and placed his aviator shades on his face. He put his wallet in his back pocket, grabbed his phone and keys, then headed out of the pent house.

He jumped in the car with the driver and sped to the resturant.

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Amerria followed behind the hostess to the table that she had researved. She sat down ordered their drinks and waited patiently. Then all of the sudden she spotted Cayden walking into the room. It seemed like everybody in the busy resturant had their eyes on him.

Even though she felt he took her for granted she didnt take him for granted because she knew that to find a man like Cayden was rare. She just hoped he would feel the same way about her someday.

He spotted her in the resturant and swaggered across the room to meet her. When he got there she stood up and planted a big juicy kiss on his lips. They both smiled at each other then they sat down.

"You look beautiful today" Cayden said giving Amerria a compliment. She smiled.

"Thank you, so do you!" She said back truthfuly.

They made small talk, laughed and had fun together. But they both knew that this moment was going to come to an end.

After the waitress collected their plates. Cayden payed the bill and they exited the resturant together. They both got into the car and drove off. The car was very silent.

"Amerria??" Cayden asked out of the blue.

"Yes, bae??" She answered back innocently.

"I cheated on you and im very sorry about what i did. I dont want to lose you... and i dont know why i fuck up just please forgive me." He said with tears briming his eyes.

Amerria sat there as still as a statue, after awhile she slowly turned her head to face him. She had tears streaming down her face. This was something that she didnt want to happen.

"I already knew you cheated on me... I heard you the first time you said it last night." She said just above whisper but she was loud enough for him to hear.

He gasped. He had thought she fell asleep.

"I bet you thought i was sleep didnt you?? Well i wasnt! I didnt feel like dealing with it last night. I just dont understand why you keep hurting me!!! I AM NOTHING BUT GOOD TO YOU AND YOU JUST HURT ME!!!!" She said. At first she was talking normal but as she talked she got madder and madder and at the end she was full on yelling.

He was shocked because Amerria wasnt one to scream and holler. He hung his head low because it killed him to see her cry.

"Im so sorry baby. I promise it wont happen again just please dont leave me." He said on the verge of tears. This made Amerria know that he was feeling her pain.

"IT AINT THAT EASY CAYDEN THE TRUST IN THIS RELATIONSHIP IS BROKEN NOW!! IT WAS NEVER THIS COMPLICATED WHEN WE WERENT TOGETHER! SO I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY IT IS NOW!!! BUT THE QUESTION IS WHEN YOUR IN SEASON AND IM IN EUROPE WHO YOU GONE FUCK?? ONE OF THOSE GROUPIE HOES!!!! I CANT DEAL WITH THE FEAR OF YOU CHEATING ON ME!!!!" She screamed at Cayden. He was feeling really shitty about himself. She grabbed his head and made him look at her.

"AND YOU CANT UNDERSTAND THAT IM HURTING AND YOU KNOW WHAT MAKES THE PAIN WORSER?? THAT YOU CHEATED ON ME WITH MY FUCKING BLOOD SISTER!!" By the time finished he rant she was sobbing.

The most ultimate betrayal she had ever felt was her love and her big sister fucking.

If im not number 1 then i guess you can call number 2
-Kelly Rowland

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Teona Chanel