Hidden Feelings

Chapter 24

(If yall aint heard Jacquees song Come Thru yet yall need to. Im leaving for camp, monday so I thought i'd give yall an update... I BETTER GET HELLA COMMENTS FOR THIS

2 months later

Cayden sat in his living room watching ESPN. His mind kept wondering to Amerria. He knew something like this was going to happen sooner or later but he just couldnt face it.

Then to top it all off she cheated on him with a bum ass nigga shit it would hurt less if she had fucked a dude on his level.

He knew he was coward for leaving her without saying nothing but he was caught off guard. Then after he left he found out he had a std. That means she fucked this bum nigga raw.

Nah, he wasnt that type of nigga so he decided to just leave. She wasnt gonna ho him like some bitch.

At this point Amerria couldnt say 2 words to him because he just didnt give a fuck anymore. His phone rang signaling a call, he answered.

"Yo, whats up??" He said into the phone. It was Jay calling.

"My nigga, you coming to the baby shower tomorrow??" Jay asked him. Jaz was 7 months pregnant with a boy.

MiKayla and Amerria had planed the whole baby shower but Cayden didnt know this.

"Yea nigga I'll be there." He said plainly into the phone. They quickly ended the call.

Meanwhile, Amerria, Jazlyn, and MiKayla were all sitting out to eat. Kay and Jaz were both trying to keep Amerria happy because if they didnt she would go back to depressed.

"Merri, I just cant believe your having a baby!" Kay said. A couple of months ago they were both shocked at the news that she was pregnant but the big puzzle was that Cayden still didnt know.

They both understood what had happened but Amerria was 4 months pregnant now and the only people who knew were her mother, Jaz, Kay, and her booking agent. She was scared to tell people that she was pregnant.

She was already in love with her baby though. She loved her rounding of her belly. She loved the thought of being a mother but she ofter felt alone and that caused her to be very depressed.

"I know, I just wish Cayden would answer my calls so i could tell him because without a doubt uts his. Aint no ifs ands or buts about it." Amerria said. She was tired of Cayden avoiding her. He cheated too and she forgave him why couldnt he do the same for her.

"Hopefully he comes to the baby shower that way yall will get to talk. Shit, im tired of all of this. I'm getting ready to have my baby in 2 months. I want my child's godparents there and getting along." Jaz said. Sometimes she wished they could all go back to their high school days when shit wasnt so complicated.

"I know but what am i 'posed to do, he wont even talk to me. It seems to me that he forgot how much he hurt me before i even cheated on him so fuck it. No im sitting here pregnant and alone." Amerria said in a giving up tone.

"Well i guess we will let tge chips fall where they may lay." Kay said ending the conversation.

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Jazlyn stared at herself in the mirror of her and Jay's bedroom. Amerria had designed her a royal blue strapless, short skater dress with some royal blue Jimmy Choo heels. She had on royal blue jewerly. Her protruding belly was on display and she had a million dollar smile on her face.

Jay walked into the room and seen his sexy, pregnant girlfriend standing in the mirror. He smiled.

"Baby, are you ready??" Jay asked her.

"Yea, here i come." She turned around from the mirror and walked to Jay. She put her arm around his waist and then kissed him. They walked hand and hand downstairs to their waiting car. They sat patiently on the way to the place the baby shower was being held at.

Amerria and MiKayla stood patiently outside of the place the baby shower was being held at. Amerria just wanted to break down in tears. Cayden had got there and when he passed her walking in he looked at her like the scum of the earth.

That broke her heart. He couldnt tell that she was pregnant because she always hid her belly well when she went out in public.

She soon seen Jaz and Jay pull up.She put on a big fake smile. They exited out of the car.

"OH MY GOSH, YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL!!!" Amerria gushed at her glowing best friend.

"Thank you boo, lets go celebrate my baby." Jaz said.

They all walked into the place and everyond immediately swooned to Jaz. Amerria stayed in the background by herself. She was nervous as hell being in the same room as him.

Here she was pregnant and he didnt even know.

"Excuse me for a second yall... Hey Cayden come here." Jaz said pulling Cayden along with her going in the direction of Amerria. Amerria started to panic.

Jazlyn didnt say a word all she did was grab Amerria's arm and began to drag her to an excluded room.

She pushed Cayden and Amerria both in the room.

"Sit yall asses in here and talk. Shit, yall better at least be cool when yall come out of this room. Now i will be going back to my guest and i dont want to see yall for awhile." Jaz said and then she turned around and walked out of the room.

Amerria and Cayden just stared at each other. Noo one knew what to say.

"I got something to tell you..." Amerria said trailing off.

"Oh that yo ass gave me a std... Its to late for that shit!!!!" Cayden said above his inside voice.

"Cayden Im sorry shit but you are to blame too!!You cheated on me too! Im hurt too but I love you enough to look past it." She said tears cascading down her face. She began to rub her stomach.

"I NEED YOU CAYDEN!!! WE NEED YOU CAYDEN!!" She screamed, sobbing.

Cayden's face turned. He knew deep down what she meant but didnt want to believe it.

"What the fuck you trying to say!" He said lowly. Amerria took a deep breath.

"Cayden, Im...."

TO BE CONTINUED..............

SHE SAID IT'S YOUR CHILD
-Mary J. Blige

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Here yall go....

Love, Teona Chanel