(Hey yall, Monday was the last day of
school for me so this book should be finished by the beginning of July. Im also gonna post a preview for a story at the end of this month so be on the lookout... I NEED PLENTY OF COMMENTS)
Amerria sat in the middle of her bed staring at the blank tv screen. She had no idea where Cayden was. As soon as they got home he grabbed his keys and left.
She could understand why he was mad but he had no right to be. Shit he had cheated on her plenty of times. She deserved that payback.
She picked up her phone and sent Jaz a quick text.
to JazzyBoo: My life is over...
Jaz looked at the text message while rubbing her growing belly. Jay was gone and she was at home alone watching movies on netflix.
Jaz immediately called Amerria.
"Whats wrong??" Jaz asked Amerria as soon as she picked up. Amerria just sobbed loudly into the phone.
"I cheated on Cayden and he found out..." Amerria said sniffling.
"WHAT!!!" Jaz screamed into the phone while sitting up on her bed.
"I know and now i feel guilty but he has cheated on me so much so i shouldnt feel guilty." She said wimpering.
"Baby, quit crying. Cayden has did you wrong beyond measures. You deserved this payback. Shit he will be alright." Jaz said getting heated thinking bout how Cayden had did her.
"As soon as he found out he grabbed his keys and left, that was about three hours ago. " Amerria said trying to dry her tears.
"He salty but he'll be back. Who was the man you fucked??" Jazlyn asked.
"BJ from college..." she traiked off saying.
Jazlyn gasped. "Did yall use protection? ,cause he a hoe."
Amerria sat there quite she didnt remember using protection. Hell she hadnt ever used protection.
Jaz took note of her quietness, "Amerria make you an appointment and go to the doctor. Ill talk to you tomorrow after you get back from the doctor, Jay just walked in.
They both hung up the phone while Amerria grabbed the phonebook. She doubted something was wrong with her but she needed a checkup anyway.
Jaz looked up at Jay who was walking into the room. He walked over to her and kissed her lips then her belly.
"Where you been at baby?" Jaz asked.
"To pick Cayden up from the airport" He said because he didnt know what was going on.
"WHAT!!!!!?!!!" Jaz screamed and reached over and grabbed her phone.
"Baby whats wrong??" Jay asked concerned. Jaz put up one finger signaling him to hold on.
"Amerria, um Cayden is down here in Texas." Jaz told Amerria.
Amerria started sobbing loudly. He really left her. That was fucked up after he has did worser things to her. She hung up the phone. She quickly dialed Cayden's number but he didnt answer. She called it back multiple times only for him not to answer.
She laid in bed crying. Maybe her and Cayden werent meant to be together. She cried herself to sleep.
***
The next morning, Amerria woke up with a killer headache. She slowly got out of bed and walked to the bathroom. She had to be at the doctors at 9:30 then she had to be at work right after.
She looked at herself in the mirror and cringed. She turned the shower on and stepped in.
She quickly washed and got out. She brushed her teeth and washed her face after drying off. She walked out of the bathroom to her vanity.
She sat there in the seat and put on natural makeup and just some clear lipgloss. She walked into her closet and pulled out some white jeans, a black and white peplum top, and her white and black Doc Martien oxfords.
She put on a black panty and bra set then she put on her clothes. She fixed her hair up in a high bun.
She grabbed her black Berkin bag and keys and left her apartment.
She had called her driver off today so she hopped in her pink BMW and drove to the doctors.
She went up to the lady at the front desk.
"I have a appointment with Dr. Jefferies??" she said politely.
"Okay sweetie, just sign in and she should be in shortly." the lady said.
Amerria nodded and signed her name on the paper and sat down. She shot Jaz a text telling her that she was at the doctors.
"Amerria??" Dr. Jefferies said calling for her.
Amerria stood up and waled over to Dr. Jefferies giving her a hug.
"Hey sweetie, How are you doing today??" The doctor said leading them back into a exam room.
"Im doing fine" Amerria said shortly.
"So what can i do for you today??" she asked.
"Um i need you to give me all of the std test." Amerria said shyly. The doctor nodded and handed her a cup with a white cap on it.
Amerria took the cup and headed to the bathroom. She quickly peed in the cup and handed it to the nurse that was standing outside of the bathroom.
"It'll be about 10 minutes, go wait in the waiting room." the nurse said. Amerria walked back and sat in the same spot. She sat there patiently. It was the longest 10 minutes of her life.
"Amerria?" Amerria stood and went back once again.
Amerria sat in the chair and waited on Dr. Jefferies to come back in.
"I have good news and i have bad news. Which one do you want first??" the doctor asked her when she came in.
Amerria's heart dropped when she said that.
"Bad news first" she said barely above a whisper.
"Well Miss Merria we found that you have Clymadia. Now it is very early so with 10 days of medicine you should be clear. Now good news, you are 8 weeks and 2 days pregnant. Here are all your precriptions and your next appointment."
Amerria just stared at her as tears rolled down her face. How could she be so stupid. One this for sure though... this baby without a doubt was Cayden's shit she fucked BJ 3 days ago so it couldnt be his.
The doctor helped her walk to the car. Amerria drove off with the weight of the world on her shoulders.
Gotta tell 'em the truth
-Keri Hilson
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Hidden Feelings
RomansaAmerria Nicole Davis met Cayden Malek Smith when she moved to Florida. Everyone always made fun of her because she was strangly tall, had weird colored eyes and wore geek glasses but not Cayden he thought she was cool. They became the best of friend...
