All over again (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 23

(Louis P.O.V.)

  *Heart monitor*

  Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep...

  BEEEEEEP....

  "He stopped breathing! Quick we need to bring him back!" I could see doctors commanding. I was dead. My spirit had come out of my body and I watched as they tried to bring me back. I turned around and walked over to the window. Harry.

  He had been crying and crying so much that his eyes had swollen up and became red and puffy. I put my hand up against the glass but it was no use. He couldn't see me because I was dead. I need to stay alive for Harry because he needs me and I need him. "Harry.. I love you" I whispered as a tear slipped out of my eye. I guess you could still have feelings even though your dead.

  Right at that moment a doctor came to close the curtains and Harry just cried even more. At that moment, I made a decision. I'm going to try and go back in my body for Harry. As I made my way to my body, I could see the doctors were just going to pronounce me dead. But then one doctor out of all three had faith.

  "Lets try one more time, I know he's in there somewhere. " he said. "Alright sir, but if he does not come back we have to pronounce him dead" another doctor said. "Ready, CLEAR!"

  They all waited for something. Silence filled the room.. then all of a sudden...

  Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep

  "He's alive!" they all screamed. They had already finished the surgery and I was put in a room. They gave me food to eat but all I thought about was Harry. Where was he at? Shouldn't they have let him come see me? A nurse came in and told me I had a visitor. Oh maybe I shouldn't worry maybe that was Harry. I smiled.

  It turned out it wasn't Harry. In fact, I didn't even know this girl. She all of a sudden came up to me and put a mask on my face. I tried to get it off but it just hurt so much because I just got surgery. I held my breath but had to give in. Then I blacked out.

(Later)

I had no idea where I was at. "Where am I?" I spoke. "Do you know this man?" they asked as they showed me a picture of a curly haired guy. "No. Why are you showing me a picture of a random guy?" I replied. They smiled and said I was free to go. They drove me home and I entered my house.

  I headed upstairs but they didn't leave. Once I got to the top of the stairs I just sat there. They then came in and began to talk to my mum. "Louis is not to know that he dated Harry or we will make you pay and hurt all of your loved ones." they firmly said. I could see a tear slip out of her eye as she nodded her head.

  Before they saw me I quietly made my way to my room. I began to look at all the pictures on the wall and then I looked to the right and saw a picture of this Harry guy that was supposedly my boyfriend. He was quite attractive and his dimple was so adorable.

  I looked down at my hands and saw a ring. H+L is what it read. My name is Louis and it starts with L. That other guy's name is Harry.. and it starts with H. Does that mean were... engaged? That can't be if I dont even know the guy. But why did those people downstairs say I was dating him?

  At this point, I was so confused. What is going on? As I went downstairs, I saw my mum cooking. I decided to help out with cooking since I needed more experience. I was also going to ask her some questions. "Mum?" I asked. "Yes honey?" she replied.

  "Why do I have a ring that says H+L?" I asked again. She cried then smiled. That smile didn't last forever because then it turned into a frown. "I don't know honey, maybe you got it at a store because you liked it." she sadly replied. "Maybe I did.." I said.

  There was something that she really wanted to tell me but she couldn't. I felt like I was living in a world of lies. I decided to go out to get some fresh air. I needed a moment to clear my mind from about everything. I grabbed my jacket and told my mum I was going to the park. She nodded her head and I went out the door.

  My hands were just in my jean jacket as I was making my way to the park. Even though I had just gotten surgery, I seemed fine. Nothing hurt, at least that I know of. Some girls ran up to me and I got a bit scared.  "Louis! Louis can we get your autograph?!!" they screamed. I wanted to be nice, so I said yes and that caused them to scream even more.

  Then they wanted pictures. I let out a small sigh and then agreed to it. Once I got my picture taken with every girl they left. As I continued making my way to the park, I heard a wonderful voice singing. It sounded familiar and it was so soothing. I got closer and closer then I saw who was singing. It was a curly haired boy with a guitar in his hands.

  He looked quite familiar but I just couldn't remember where I saw him. I sat down at a bench closest to him and just listened to him sing.

  You can't go to bed without a cup of tea and maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep and all those conversations are the secrets that I keep, though it makes no sense to me

  I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape you never want to know how weigh, you still love to squeeze into your jeans, but your perfect to me

  I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth, but it's true, it's you, it's you they add up to, I'm in love with you and all these little things

  You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you, you'll never treat yourself right darlin' but I want you to, if I let you know I'm here for you, maybe you'll love yourself like I love you, ooh

  And I've just let these little things slip out of my mouth cause it's you, oh it's you, it's you they add up to, and I'm in love with you and all these little things

  I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth, but if its true, it's you, it's you they add up to, I'm in love with you and all your little things

  I needed to find out who this guy was because I slowly started to gain feelings for him..