All over again (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 12

(Harry's P.O.V.)

  I have to say, things got really intense and interesting last night. Today is my last day to see Louis, but theres only one question...Am I ready to lose my virginity to Louis? I have just been through so much and I dont know if I am ready to make that commitment.

  During school, I didn't really pay much attention. My mind has just been so set on Louis and my virginity. So many questions were popping into my head. Is he really the one? Is he using me? Does he really love me? Will he hurt me like the others have? Does he just want me for sex?

  Most of these questions were negative thoughts and I couldn't help but believe some of them. In the end I realized that Louis did love me for who I am and not just for sex. Today was our last day at college, and it was also the day that I lose my virginity to the man I love...Louis.

  I haven't told him anything yet, but I plan on surprising him later on.

(Later)

  We were both in the dorm and we just sat on our beds. We both knew we wouldn't see each other for a week so I chose today to lose my virginity. I got up and he looked at me confused. I began to make out with him and our lips seperated for a bit. "Im ready" I said to him. He smiled and we began to make out again.

  He took off my shirt and pants. He also began to take his shirt off while I ripped off his pants. He then ripped off my boxers and then began to suck on my manhood. His head bobbed up and down as I let out a moan.

  He smiled and then started to kiss me all the way up to my lips. He kissed me on the lips before going back down to my manhood. He started to go faster causing me to let out moans. This was the best time of my life.

  "L-louis!! YES!" I couldn't help myself. He lifted his head and smiled. He then went back to doing his job. I pulled his hair and he seemed to enjoy that. He lifted me up and held me up against the wall. We went back to make out and I could just feel him smiling against my lips.

  We switched positions and now it was my turn. I started to suck on Louis manhood as fast as I can. He let out many moans. He didn't think I would be good at this but trust me I was a pro even though this was my first time. He began to pull my hair and moan at the same time.

  I knew that he was enjoying all of this so I tried to go faster. Time went by fast and it was almost midnight. We realized how late it was so we stopped and layed next to each other all out of breath. We were both breathing heavily and I just smiled.

  I chose the right person to lose my virginity to. I smiled and looked at him and he was also smiling. "This was the best night of my life" I said while still out of breath. There was only one bad thing to all of this. My father.

  If he found out what happened, he would beat me for many reasons. Especially since I was gay. I couldn't tell Louis about the beatings that I was soon going to get because then he would become so worried. I kissed him and he fell asleep. I began to cry because I was so worried. Why would he even do this?

  I didn't even want to go home because I already knew what was going to happen to me. I had been thinking about this too much. I looked at the time and realized that it was 1:35 a.m. Have I really been up that long?

  I wiped away the tears and snuggled into Louis arms. A couple minutes later I fell asleep.

(The next morning)

  Today was time to leave the campus for 1 week. This week was just time to catch up with our families and friends. I kissed Louis on the lips before leaving. Later I got home and brought some of my clothes with me. I looked up and saw my father with his fist clenched.

  He had a paper in his hand and it was the a copy of the conversations that I have had with Louis. It even showed the most recent one from this morning that Louis sent, "Babe last night was the best night of my life. Guess you really do know how to have sex. ~Kisses, Louis"

  I was guessing that he had just printed it out because that was the most recent text. He looked at me with a furious expression on his face as he clenched his fist even harder. "Harry Styles.. I'm going to beat you so hard that maybe just maybe the gay will get out of you."

  "You're going to be sorry..." he said as he walked away.

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Author's note: Hey guys, so I think this chapter was probably the shortest of them all. I want it to get nice out! Hope you guys are enjoying the book and thank you for reading it♥