All over again (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 4

(Harry's P.O.V.)

  So today me and Louis are going for a walk to go find a café. While we were walking my phone got a text. I was curious to see who would text me during this time of day. So, I took out my phone and saw who the text was from, DAD.

  My heart was racing as fast as it could possibly go. I could feel an expression of horror taking over my face. Why would he text me, I thought all my pain was going to be over. I can't let Louis see, but what did the text say?

   I quickly opened the message and read the following,  "You better get your arse home when you have visiting days or you'll get the beating of a lifetime." My hands began to shake, I was so scared of what was going to happen to me.

  I quickly tried putting the phone back in my pocket. My hands were shaking so bad that I dropped my phone. Damn it. Louis tried picking it up, but I was afraid he was going to see the message my dad had just sent me.

  I shot my hand out and quickly picked my phone up. I then put it in my pocket without hesitation. "Hey, what happened to your arm?" I heard him ask. SHIT! What am I going to say? Since he saw that I wasn't answering he asked again.

  I looked around searching for a lie that would seem realistic. "I uh hit my arm on my car door." I said. "Oh" he replied.  Did he buy the lie? I sure hope so.

(Later)

  We finally arrived at the café and we met a nice lad named Niall Horan. Louis ordered a french vanilla coffee and so did I. I guess we did have something in common.

  I started to talk about my life and he seemed to be interested.  Most people start to doze off when I start talking about my life. But Louis,  well that's a whole different story. Unless I'm just imagining that he's interested since I have a crush on him.

  Yes, I admit it I have a crush on Louis Tomlinson.  Its just everything about him that makes him just perfect. His smile, his body, his nice eyes, his lips, his laugh, it just makes me smile. I wish he would be mine but I can't just want him I barely know the guy.

  I don't know, I just have this weird feeling like I can trust him with everything. I dont even think he's gay he's probably straight like most of the guys at this college. I don't complain because I don't always get what I want, I mean it's life. What can I say?

  He made me laugh and I could just feel my cheeks turn a bit red. He always made me so happy. I wish I could call him mine but I think he already has a girlfriend. I saw a text when I was unpacking and it said, "Eleanor♡." I don't blame her, he's very attractive. All I can do now is imagine what we could of had.

  After a while, I think I pretty much told him everything about me. Not including the things my dad did to me.

(Harry's flashback)

  "Do it!" my father said. "N-no I-i don't want t-to." I cried. He carried me and roughly threw me on my bed. I started to cry even more. He pulled down my pants and ripped my boxers off. "S-stop!" I tried to scream.

  This caused him to get even angrier. He grabbed the belt from my pants and started to beat me with it. I couldn't do anything,  I just made things worse. The only option I had left was to take the pain and not fight back. Once he was satisfied with the beating he gave me, he began to rape me.

  Nothing was stopping him, not even the cries I let out. He didn't care that I was his son, he just beat me and raped me over and over again. I was crying my eyes out there was nothing that could save me, nothing.

(End of flashback)

  I realized that I had been crying now instead of having a smile on my face from Louis joke. He seemed to notice that I had tears streaming down my face. "Whats wrong Harry? Why are you crying, is it something I said. Oh god im so sorry if-" I cut him off.

  "No it's not your fault, you did nothing to me. It was just a memory I uh had." I didn't want to lie to him anymore then I already have, so I told him the truth. "Do you want to talk about it here?" he said. There were too many people here and I didn't want to say anything in front of all of them.

  "No." I replied. He just nodded his head as if saying ok. We grabbed the unfinished coffee and headed out the door. This was going to be the longest walk back to the dorm, now that I have to tell him about my dad.