All over again (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 32

Harry's POV

  Being dead felt strange. In so many ways I felt so free, yet in many ways I felt trapped. I never really believed in the whole Heaven and Hell stuff, but now I know that it's all real. Heaven was beautiful.  Everyone wore white and they all looked so young. I think I was going to enjoy my stay here. The only thing that was missing, was Louis.

 

  I know that asking for Louis to be here is too much, but I love him so much. I did this for him. All of it was for him, to show him how much I really cared about him.

  Before I killed myself, I left Louis a song, Oh god.. I hope he finds it. It would really show how much I really loved him. Oh please let him find it. Please...

  Louis POV

  I was quite early so I just decided to stay in the car and reread the note Harry had left me.

  "Baby, let me be your last first kiss.."

  The words were so well written but why did he say this? He knew he was my one and only. Maybe this was a clue to something? As I put the pieces together I found out what he was trying to say.

  He was saying that this was a song title and I will find the song at the place where we last had our first kiss. I glanced at the clock and saw I had a good ten minutes left. Meaning I had ten minutes to think of where we had our first kiss.

  Of course! We had our first kiss near campus, outside, and next to a bench before Harry hit his head on the bench. I decided on going inside and then when I finished speaking to Sara and seeing Harry, I would go to the campus and see if I found anything having to do with a song. As I folded the piece of paper, I stuck it in my pocket and got out of the car.

  When I opened the door, I was startled by the bell clinging as a sign that a customer has arrived.

  "Oh hello! You must be Louis Tomlinson!" the lady welcomed me.

  "Yes I am. Are you Sara?"

  "Ah yes. Please make your way over here." She guided me to the place where they were holding Harry's body.

  "Harry?" Tears immediately began to cover my face,

  "I'll give you some time. If you need anything just holler my name."

  She then closed the door and walked away. I could hear her heels clicking on the hardwood floor. Once the clicking disappeared, that's when I let it all out.

  "Harry I love you so much.  How could you leave me?" Harry looked... different. The color was drained from his whole body and he looked so.. so lifeless. I know when your dead your supposed to look lifeless but he looked different. It just wasn't the same lifeless that you would expect to see in a dead person.

  After talking to him for a while and letting out all my feelings, I decided to head out to look for the song he was trying to refer me to.

  My cheeks were stained from my tears and my eyes were puffed up and red but I didn't care. I thanked Sara and said goodbye before heading out the door and getting in my car.

  My mind was racing of all the ideas of what the song could possibly sound like.

  Later, I finally arrived at the college and began looking everywhere for a CD or something. Nothing. Harry was smart so he wouldn't have it outside. Wait.. what about inside?! I then headed to the room that Harry and I stayed in. I still have to tell the administration about Harry's passing.

  As I got the key from my set of keys, I struggled to keep a steady hand. This is it. I tried to keep a steady hand and finally managed to stop shaking. Before opening the door, I took a deep breath before opening the door to the place that we once lived together.