All over again (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 29

(Louis P.O.V.)

   "Let me go!"

  I just remembered everything with Harry and now they are taking me away. Do something. My self conscious would tell me over and over. I just didn't know what to do. As the two men were about to throw me in a van, I hear a loud shot and one of the men fall.

  What the hell just happened? When I turn my head, I am shocked to see who is holding a gun. You would think it was Harry, but it wasn't. Niall.

  He held the gun in his hands and pointed it to the other man. He looked at Niall, ran to his car, and drove away. Niall then quickly ran to me.

  "Are you okay?"

  My head was aching. A lot actually. I was very suprised when I saw Niall holding a gun in his hands. Who would have known that such an innocent lad could have a dark side to him. But I was still thankful because without him, I don't know what would have happened to me. As I began to stand up, my body collapsed.

  Niall bent down by me and realized how beat up I was. I tell him it's nothing, but he kept telling me I needed to see a doctor. I tell him that I will be fine and all I need is rest. Although he knows I need medical treatment,  he just shakes off the thought and lets me be. I was so caught up in everything that I forgot about Harry.

  Oh no. How could I even let myself forget about him what if he's missing or hurt? Anything!

  If anything happens to Harry I will blame myself repeatedly. Over and over again. I could never live with myself knowing that something happened to Harry because of me.

  One thought led to another and another and they seemed to never end.

  "We need to find Harry" I say a little too demanding.

  "O-ok" Niall said with a bit of confusion.

  Time went by what seemed to take ages. Seconds felt like minutes. Minutes felt like hours. Hours seemed like decades. It just felt so long. Once we finally arrived at the flat, I ran all over the house to find Harry. My eyes could not believe what they saw. Harry was all beat up on the ground with tear tracks all over his beat up face. My heart broke into one million pieces.

  "Harry! Harry are you alright?!"

  When he didn't answer, fear began to take over my body. I can't lose him.. not again. I began to shake him back and forth very fast and my heart jumped when he began to breath again.

"Oh Harry!"

  Tears began to run down my face and I tightly hugged him.

  "L-lou" his voice was trembling.

  I hushed him by pecking his lips. "Shh it'll all be okay you don't need to speak" I began to carry him to the room because he was too weak to even stand. I was also weak and hurt, but I fought the pain to help Harry.

  Once we got to the room, I gently set Harry down on the bed. "So what about that sex?" he joked. Even when he was very hurt, he could still be quite the jokester. I smiled and told him when he was better I would pleasure him. He just smiled and I told him to try to rest while I get him some ice. By then Niall had already left so it was just us two.

  "I can't let you go"

  "Haz I'm just going to get ice for you"

  "I just can't stand the thought that they would hurt you again Boo"

  "Don't worry Hazza I'll be fine" I said as I pecked him on his lips.

  "I'll come with"

  "No Hazza your too hurt"

  "Please Boo?"

  I couldn't say no to his puppy eyes so I gave in.

  "Alright, but let me help you to the kitchen"

  I began to walk over to him and went by his side. I then wrapped one arm around his waist and pulled one of his arms on top of my shoulder as I held it. It took a bit longer to get to the kitchen then I expected but I didn't really mind.

  Once we arrived at the kitchen I set him down on a chair and began to walk to the freezer. I then opened the freezer and got some ice, put it in a towel and tightly wrapped it before giving it to Harry.

"Thanks Boobear"

  I smiled and nodded. "So where do we go from here?" I couldn't help but ask. I needed answers to almost everything and he was the only one who could answer them.

  "What about the band? What will happen to our families? Do we have to stay hidden forever? How long do we have to lie to our fans? Will they accept us?" Questions just kept piling and piling.

  "Jeez calm down! Is this 100 questions or something?!"

  I got where Harry was coming from. He was right, I was asking way too many questions.

  "Sorry" I replied.

  "I don't know what we're going to do"

  After all these questions I ask he just says he doesn't know?! Does he not know he loves me? Does he not know if he wants to be with me? Does he not know if he wants to be seen with me? Does he not know if he is ready to come out with me?

  "What do you mean you don't know?! You have to know something!" I began to raise my voice.

  "Louis don't you think your overreacting a bit?!"

  "No! I'm not overreacting! All I want is answers and your not giving them to me!"

  "Louis calm down!"

  "You don't tell me what to do! You know what I'm done! I've had it with all your shit!"

  "Louis please"

  "Save it! I'm done here." I then began to grab my coat, keys, and made my way out the door, then left. I wasn't going to stay here any longer if I wasn't going to get answers. I wasn't going to turn around and go back. Turn around Louis he's hurt, he can't handle himself. My self conscious was right but I wasn't going to listen. Not this time.

  If it was answers I want, it's answers I'll get.  I don't need Harry for any of this. I can do this on my own.

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Author's note: Hey guys sorry I haven't updated a lot lately I've just been so busy. I'll try to update more (: