All over again (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 20

(Harry's P.O.V.)

  I didn't know which way to go. I went every direction and still found nothing. My phone had no signal. What was I supposed to do. After a couple of hours of walking, I found a bus stop. Once the bus arrived it was night and he saw I was the only one waiting there. He also saw how worn out I was so he told me he would give me a free ride since his shift was over anyways.

  I thanked him and got on the bus. He drove me to the nearest bus stop to my house. "Hey, be careful kid." he said as he let me off the bus. "Thank you so much sir. You are a very good man" I replied and he smiled. I waved goodbye and he drove away. I saw there was a bench at the bus stop so I decided to rest. Before I knew it, I started to doze off.

(Next morning)

  It was early in the morning and I got up off the bench and began to walk. It was about three or four miles from the bus stop to my house, so I began to walk a little faster so I would get home earlier. I was getting closer and closer to my house and my heart began to beat quickly.

  Now I was one block from my house. I started to walk slower because my feet began to ache from all the walking I had done. I finally arrived at home and just stood outside the front door. I'm guessing my mum already went to work so I grabbed the key under the mat and opened up the door.

  I headed upstairs to my room thinking that I was alone and could rest. But I wasn't... there was someone on my bed sleeping. They also had a picture of me in their hands. I remember that picture, I had the best time of my life that day.

  I saw some hair that looked familiar. All of a sudden, Louis shot out of bed. I got a bit frightened and jumped a little. "Harry!" He began to kiss me and I let him. He actually cares about me. He really does. "You actually care about me.." I then began to cry. "Of course I do, I don't know what I would do without you. Back in the college was nothing"he said.

  "It was just some guy who had a major crush on me but I told him I had a boyfriend and he didn't listen" he explained. I just wrapped my arms around him and let tears hit the ground. I didn't know I meant this much to him. It looked like he had something on his mind. Something that was bothering him.

  All of a sudden he spoke the few words that I would never forget.. "As I was waiting for you, I realized something shiny in your drawer. When I opened the drawer I found a razor blade.. Why do you do this Harry? Is this why you always wear bracelets?" Oh no.

  "It all started when my father told me that nobody loves me.." I began to explain. It was hard to explain so I choked up a lot. "He told me that nobody even cared about me and then he beat me so ... I started to cut myself. Nobody was there for me. My mom always had work so she didn't know about any of this becuase I always wore bracelets to cover them up. If people saw the cuts they wouldn't even bother to ask." I explained.

  He looked at me with his eyes swelling up with tears. He was still processing everything I had just told him. He then came up to me and hugged me. "Harry.. if I would have known then I would have tried to stop you. Please stop hurting yourself. I love you too much to watch you do this to yourself. " he sadly said.

  I smiled at what he said and hugged him even tighter. Louis actually cared about me and nothing was stopping him from showing his emotions. But the only thing stopping both of us showing our emotions to the world is both management and modest. They just seem to really hate the idea that Louis and I are dating.

  He kissed me and told me we should go to get cupcakes and I agreed. We both put on jackets and headed out to the car. Louis held the door open for me and I smiled and got in. He then went to his door and got in. Once we arrived at the cupcake shop we started looking at all the different cupcakes.

  There were just so many cupcakes to pick and choose from. The lady that worked there let us try a bunch of different flavors. We ended up taking a dozen cupcakes with us because we didn't know which ones to choose because they were all good. We thanked her and left the shop.

  I thought we were heading back home but I was wrong because Louis started driving another direction. I was confused but just trusted him because I loved him that much. I ended up falling asleep and when I woke up I found a blindfold on me. I began to freak out because I thought Saralexis had kidnapped me again so I started to scream.

  I heard feet running, then a soft voice came out, "Oh my god Harry what's wrong?!" Once I heard his voice I began to calm down. "I uh .. I'm sorry I just thought that someone had kidnapped me or something" I explained. "Why would someone kidnap such an adorable human being like you?" he chucked.  Well it wouldn't be the first, I thought to myself.

  He then helped me get out of the car and guided me some place.  I still had the blind fold on so I had no idea where I was going. Once we arrived to the spot he was taking me to, he took off the blindfold and let me take a moment to gaze at the wonderful sight.

  It was beautiful, there were lights, candles, blankets, food, flowers, and in the center there was a teddy bear with some sort of box in its hands. He led me to the blankets and handed me the flowers and began preparing food for me. Once he was done, he handed me a sandwich and I laughed. "Wow your a wonderful cook" I joked.

  He smiled and made one for himself too. "Listen tonight is a special night and-" I cut him off. "Louis, every night I spend with you is a special night" I smiled. A tear came to his eye and I wiped it away. We ate a bit and then went to dessert. The cupcakes were delicious, not to mention we ate all 12 of them.

  We were both stuffed but Louis still had one more thing to give me. He grabbed the bear and took out the small box and handed it to me. I thanked him and he smiled. He got up from sitting and got on one knee.

"Harry, you have always been the best boyfriend anybody could ever ask for. We have been through thick and thin and were still here. You are so adorable and I couldn't have asked for anything better. I love you with all my heart and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Harry Edward Styles... will you marry me?"

  Happy tears began running down my face. I smiled and nodded my head yes several times, then I hugged him and gave him a kiss on the lips. He got the ring and out it on my hand. It was such a beautiful ring, it had real diamonds on it and on the inside of the ring the letters "H+L" were printed on it.

  My life was beginning to make sense and I really enjoyed it. What else can I ask for? I have a wonderful mum, fiancé, and I'm actually very happy with myself. My dad can't hurt me anymore because I have Louis. This was the best time of my life and I was going to enjoy every second of it.