All over again (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 39

Louis POV

  I put my back up against the wall and slowly slide down. Why did I just do that? At the moment I don't know what emotions to feel. Almost like I've already felt every emotion too much. If I feel upset, it will show how weak I am. Showing fear will tell people that I'm a wimp. Feeling sorry with show that I am way too forgiving. But most of all feeling like an idiot is something I never seem to stop showing. I just sit there staring at the wall as time flies by. Without a word or any food in my stomach, I head to what used to be Harry's bed. I took the liberty to put on the only sweater that he left in his closet. It smells minty just like him. I wrap myself in the blankets he used to call his. I lay my head on the pillow where his head use to have dreams or even nightmares.

  My body doesn't seem to want to do anything but just lay there. I have been staring at the ceiling for who knows how long. The same questions keep popping up in my head as I just lay in misery. Is Harry okay? Did they find him?

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  It's the next day and I have barely got any sleep. I can't believe it's already been two days without him. It feels like two years. I hear a light knock on the door and jump to my feet. Harry! I fix my hair a bit and brush my teeth. I spray the cologne that was left on the dresser and make my way to the door. I don't find who I'm looking for when the door flies open.

  "Louis!" This girl takes the liberty to hug me when I don't even know her.

  "Um hi.. Do we know each other?" Who is she and why is she all over me?

  As she unwraps her arms from my body, she fixes herself up and begins to speak. "My name is Gemma Styles. I'm Harry's sister. He talks about you all the time."

  Now that she explains herself it makes more sense. Does he really talk about me all the time? I begin to feel my cheeks turn bright pink.

  "Aww someone's blushing!" She gently swats my arm.

  "Hehe.." I scratch the back of my neck, a habit I've adapted from Harry. 

  "Enough chit chat I have to get you to my loving brother!"

  What is she talking about? Where are we going?

  "Huh?"

  "Well, I talked to my best friend and she said it was fine for me to stay at her flat while you two have a night to yourselves at my hotel." Her voice is high pitched and very cheerful.

  I put on my shoes and we make our way out. We take a taxi to her friends flat then the hotel.

  "This is my stop, he's in room 37. I don't have an extra key sorry so you'll just have to knock on the door. Have fun!"

  I am left alone to think of the various things to say to Harry. I'm Sorry? No it's too cheesy. How are you? Come on Louis it's only been two days. I arrive at the hotel and make my way in. I reach door 37 and take deep breaths. My hands become shakey as I go to knock at the door. I lightly knock and mentally yell at myself for knocking to quietly. I try to keep my hands as still as possible but I can't seem to stop fiddling with my fingers.

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