All over again (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 34

Harry's POV

  "How could you..." His innocent voice came out as a whisper.

  Fuck.

  I knew this would screw shit up.

  "Louis please hear me out" As I lean over to hold his hand, he backs away.

  Shit. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

  I'm such a screw up. Maybe I should have died. I knew he never loved me yet I still tried.

  His soft voice interrupts my thoughts.

  "I have to go.. I need time to figure this all out"

  As he goes to stand up my heart begins to race. This is the feeling that I have always enjoyed when I was around him. I love feeling the butterflies flutter all inside my stomach. I love the way my pulse begins to quicken just at the sight of him. I love the pump of adrenaline I get when he says my name. Everything about him is just so perfect.

   And here I am a big fucking screw up. A no good soul. A waste of breath. A waste of space. A huge mistake. Most of all a jackass.

  I have been so caught up in my thoughts that I hadn't noticed that he left. Way to fucking go Styles.

(Later that day)

  "Niall what do you mean you don't know where he is!"

  "I'm sorry lad I don't!"

  "I told you to keep an eye on him! And what the fuck did you do? You lost him!!"

  "Harry I'm sorry! He got in his car and drove away and I tried to follow him but I got stuck in traffic and spent hours looking for him but I didn't have any luck!"

  "FUCK!!"

  "Where are you going Harry?"

  "I'm going to look for him! He's out there alone and hurt! Who knows what he'll do!"

  "Harry people think your dead! If they see you they will call the cops and you could go to prison for faking a death!"

  "Shit! Niall he's alone out there!"

  "If he's not here in an hour I'll report him missing and I'll go look for him. For now we just wait."

  "An hour?!"

  "Do you want to make it two?!"

  "No, an hour is fine. If he's not here call the fucking cops and go out and look for him got it?!"

  "Yes Harry! Now calm down!"

  (2 hours later)

 

  Fucking Niall is asleep and its been over two hours. I decide not to call the police because it would cause too much of a scene and its just too much fucking work.

  If I go to find Louis looking like myself, then people will start to question how I'm here if I'm supposed to be dead. I quickly go over my options and finally decide to change my appearance.

  I rush to Niall's bathroom to see what I find. I look through the cabinets and find a box of hair bleach. I grab it and quickly begin to bleach my hair. Once I let it sit for a bit, I head to the shower and wash off the access hair dye. I grab a pair of scissors and begin to cut some of my long hair. I then dry off my hair and head to Niall's room. I begin to strip off my clothes and put some of Niall's clothes on. I grab his Ray Bans, put them on and head out the door.