𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐫𝐞𝐧 / one shots

Don't let me go(English)

She is standing in front of the window looking to the horizon, trying to see something in between the fog that the storm that is falling caused, she is pleading, begging she gets there in time... she is hoping she gets there, that she doesn't let her do what she is going to do in a matter of minutes, but with the skies falling is impossible for her to get there.

It's even more impossible to think she would go to stop her when she has been avoiding the gaze of a pair of brown eyes, the ones that always gave her warmth to her heart, but since the younger girls spoke her feelings to the green eyed girl it all changed.

The loneliness is killing her, that's why she can't continue with this journey, she is not only just giving up to her dream... she is giving up to love.

Camila's POV:

"This is stupid" I said while chucking back some tears that were trying to escape. I was hoping by this time she would be here... laying next to me, trying to convince me, trying to make me stay but she isn't here... and it's getting late; mom and dad must be waiting for me at the airport.

I finished packing a while ago, but my suitcase was still open, I really don't want to go... but I have to if I don't I will be heartbroken. I finally closed my suit case; the only thing I was leaving here was my heart and the memories.

My phone rang and I went to answer it ... maybe it is her, maybe she cant get here but she is trying to make me stay, I thought "Lauren?" I said trough the phone "Sorry Mila, its Dinah" "oh" my heart sunk to my stomach... it wasn't here, it's never going to be her. "Are you sure you wanna do this?" "No, I'm not... but I was never sure of anything I have done you know?" tears were streaming down my face "I respect your decision, but what do I tell to the others?" "Nothing, I left everything I wanted to say in her birthday present and to Normani and ally I hope they just understand" I said in a sigh "so, this is a goodbye?" "Yeah, it is... I love you Dinah, oh and tell Normani and Ally that I loved them too, bye Dinah" "Bye Mila" I could hear she was crying I hung up the phone before I changed my mind.

I grabbed Lauren's present, it was an album with all of our photos... it wasn't that big because we didn't have a lot of photos together, but I tried my best to make it full of all the memories we both experienced. My finger traced one of the photos that were inside of it ... one tear fell in the photo; in that time we were happy, we were... together.

I closed the album I put it aside in my bed stand where Lauren would find it. I sat on my bed i was tracing figures on it, flashbacks of the nights we spend laying here talking about everything and nothing, cuddling and laughing. I smiled while another tear fell from my eye.

"This is it" I said while trying to convince myself from not backing out of my decision, I have to be brave.

I glanced at the clock, it was getting late.

I turned the radio on, a song that was too familiar to my situation was playing, I turn the volume up.

I sang alone with the song, I put everything that was inside of me in that song wishing she would just appear and told me everything was going to be alright, but the song was getting to an end and I ... I was getting tired of waiting.

"Don't let me go... cause I'm tired of sleeping alone" I sang the last verse of the song with all of my might. I wiped away my tears while sighing. I took few breaths to pull myself together, I glanced one more time to the clock and to the album, I grabbed my suitcase and turned around. My heart stopped beating for a few seconds trying to assimilate everything... I blinked one, two, three times I couldn't believe it, she was here; I couldn't believe this was real, until she spoke saying the words i craved the most ... "I won't" my suitcase fell to the ground, I hugged her and she hugged back, I sobbed into her arms; after a few second she pulled away and looked straight into my eyes "I won't let you go" she hugged me once more and I finally, after all of this month's, felt complete.

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