𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐫𝐞𝐧 / one shots

I missed you(English)

Camila's Pov:

"WHAT'S GONNA MAKE YOU FAAAAAAAAAALL IN LOOOOOOVEEEEE" today im singing out loud because i dont care about anyone else i am just thinking about the song, and the way my hands dance in the air, the wind blowing my hair this really seems like i'm in a music video "Hey, mila?" my mom yeap she is here with me in the same car. i always forgot that people is around me when i hear to my music "hey waddup mum?" i said while taking my headphones off, ugh i hate this i was making really good stuff "i was just wondering" oh no, i can see it coming " are you" she made a little pause "in love with someone and you hadnt tell me yet?" yep there it is and yes mom i am and i would love to tell you but you so you could have helped me, the thing here is i dont know how would you take it "Nope..." i lied "well, i just want you to know that i love you and i wont judge you ok? you are my daughter and i will always love you no matter who you love even if its an alien" we both laughed, does my mom knows something? , no it cant be i am just gonna forget about this "thanks for the ride mom, love you see you" i blow her a kiss and got to the front door of the person i was wating to see since forever, i knocked on her door, the door flew open and i felt two arms wrapped around me but it wasnt hers i just hugged back "hey tay tay " i smiled at her "where is your sister?" "she is upstairs, i missed you mila , you know being here, your fun" i could see the sincerity in her eyes the same her sister had on hers "i missed you too tay" we pulled back from the hug so i could go upstairs. When i got to her room i stay there standing awkwardly in front of her door remembering why i hadnt been here for such a long time

*Flashback*

"Camz, im dating keaton and i know about your feeligns so please i want you to stay away from us okay? i dont want you to get hurt" Ouch that hurt, i could feel my heart breaking and that pain on the chest but she doesnt have to know how in pain i am so i just give her a fake smile and she bought it . I Left her house without letting a tear fall from my eye.

I got to my house and cried until i fell asleep, untill i didnt feel nothing, i just felt numb.

*End up the flashback*

Since that day i did as she said i stay away from them, but not only their relationship,nope, i stay away from her and her family too. I needed time to heal the scars but it didnt matter cause the one and only that could heal them was her. She send me texts that she missed me, that se want me near her, that se needed me, but my heart just couldnt take the thought of her being with someone else.

The only reason i came back, i know this is going to sound selfish, is because they broke up. How a good friend i am. i felt my troath getting dry as if all of the liquids of my body were drained from it.

"You need to do this from both of you, dont let her push you away." i said to myself and got into her room,there she was lying in her bed her back facing me so she couldnt see me, Yeap still in love with her i thought i made my way to her bed and sat there i rubbed her back so she could face me "Mom i dont feel like talking could you please go?" i hear her raspy voice, the voice of a lost angel, the voice i missed to hear , the only music i couldnt download to hear it on the repeat of my ipod, her voice "So, you dont want me to stay then?" i said in a whisper because i was really scared of the result of this unexpected visit, she then turned around and sat on her bed i closed my eyes, i didnt feel like seeing her angry face and then i felt her arms, she was hugging me she started to sob in my shoulder and i just play with her hair cause i knew that she always loved when i played with it, made her feel better "i missed you" "i missed you too" i said a single tear was falling from one of my eyes she pulled back from our embrace and hit my shoulder "dont you dare to leave me again ok'?" she said pointing at me with her finger "promise?" she handed me her pinkie "yeah, promise but wait i have something to say " i said as i took a breath "Im sorry" i breathed again "im sorry i left, im sorry i wasnt here for you , im sorry i didnt call you or text you back, im sorry because i was an asshole and im sorry that he hurt you and i wasnt here" i looked at her with sincerity and pure love into her green beautiful eyes she just nodded and hugged me.

We stayed there hugging in silence, me traicing circles in her arm, humming songs together, holding hands like nothing ever happened " why was the reason of the brake up?" i finally broke the silence"i missed you and he was getting pissed off of me just talking about you and crying because you weren't here and that i didnt gave him what he wanted" wow she left him for me, im such a stupid hey no wait he is a stupid, no, a douchebag, but i still felt bad"sorry" i said with shame looking down at my lap " dont be" she smiled at me and i couldn't help but stare at her eyes, at her lips "can i tell you something?"she said "sure, what's up?" "i wasn't sad because we broke up i was sad because you weren't here,i realized that the one that i wanted with me was you" "what?" was all i could managed to say "I'm in love with you too Camz" is this real life? is this just fantasy?someone tell me please that i'm not dreaming is she really telling me this"but, why now? why didn't you tell me this before when i got here" she laughed at my comment "because i didn't want to rush the things between us" "you are not rushing anything" i said and we started to laugh, we laughed a lot until our stomach were hurting, when the laugh died down we just looked into our eyes, the beauty in her eyes it's awesome i don't get tired of staring at them , my gaze then went to her lips and i felt her gaze in mine too i closed the gap between us , it was giving me anxiety, our lips were perfect for each other and the feeling in my stomach were beyond butterflies this were fucking fireworks it was a short kiss but yet, full of all of our love, i pulled back from the kiss and like all the lovers did i did too rested my forehead in hers "i love you lauren" "i love you too camz" I kissed her forehead we laid back down on her bed cuddling as we did before but now with a different meaning, i laid there smiling, thinking of how perfect this is, of how perfect we are. Thinking of how much i missed this. Thinking of how much i missed her. 

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