ANXIETY 2 *NoLoveHere* [COMPLETED]

«Pamela»

What Did Me & My Husband Just See? My Child , Our Child Is Living Like This ? Is This Really How She Turned Out ? My Mom Was A Church Going Woman , She Couldn't Have Got Any Of this From Her ! Is It Me & James Fault For Leaving Her ? I Don't Know , but I'm Just So Shocked & Lost Right Now. Polices Pulled Up & One Said "WhAt's the Problem Here Ma'am"? I Just Said "Go Inside" & they Did Just that. My Husband Pulled Me Close to Him & Said "Babe , You Alright"? "I'm fine. Just A Little Shookin Up"! "Yea , Me too." I looked to My Right & Seen A Little Girl Ballin Out With Tears Hugging this Man. I Guess He Was Her Dad , Or Something I Don't Know , but He Was Stuck. He Was tryna Comfort Her , but Also Stuck Because Of What Just Happened. I heard Screaming In the Building & Was Just Ready To Go , but Me & Krissy Havent Said Too Much to Eachother Yet & I Wasnt Leaving Her Again. James Said "I Need A Cigarette" & Walked to The Car. I Kept My Eyes On this Little Girl & Young Man. I Just Couldn't Understand Why Any Of That Happened. We Came On the Wrong Day & I Really Feel Like Krystal Is Gonna Come Here Anyway. I Really Hope & Pray She Doesn't. I WAlked to The Car & Just Sat In there. I looked At My Husband & Said "This Is Our Fault Isn't It"? "Is What Our Fault"? "The Way Our Babygirl Turned Out? It's Our Fault" , Then I Began To Cry! James Put His Head Down In Disappointment , Then Looked Back At Me & Said "Its Our Fault , but It's Not Our Fault"! "And How Not"? "We Left Her With One Of the Best Women In the World. We Were Wrong For Leaving Her , but We Left Her With Someone Who Was Really Gonna take Care Of Her"! "My Mother Died When Krissy Was 11. We Still Never Came Back For Her , She Was On Her Own James. We Attended My Mothers Funeral & Looked Our Babygirl In the Eyes & Still Left Her Behind & I Just Don't Understand Why. Aaron & Krystal Were Born , Why Did We Leave Her Here"? He Put Out The Cigarette & Looked Towards the Building , Then back At Me & Said "When We Left Her With Your Mom When She Was 2 To Get Ourselves On Track , She Didn't Even Cry. She Was So Use To Being With Her Anyway & We Felt like Everything Would Be Easier With No Kids So We Just Left One Day & Never Came Back. We Figured She Was Just Fine"! I Said "That Doesn't Explain Leaving Her After the Funeral Again"! "PAm She Was 11. Her Life Was Here then. She Sat At that Funeral With Her friend , Tiana , Teirra I Can't Remember Her Name & Her Family & When the Funeral Was Over She Left With Them. That Was Her Family , She Didn't Know Us Anymore , So We Let It Be. We Just Wanna Meet Her & See How She Turned Out Now , And Obviously Not So Good , but We Left Her So She Could Have A Better Life. We Never Planned To Ruin Her Life, So Don't Make It Seem that Way. I Sighed & Said "Yea , You're Right babe"! He Kisssed My Cheek & We Continued To Sit. My Mind Was Racing. Will She Accept Us? Will We Accept Her Lifestyle? Will She Get Along With Her Brother & Sister? What Is She Doing With Herself Now? I Sat In Hurt & Failure. Krissy's Life Had Got Out Of Control & I Will Forever Blame Us. We Were Suppose To Be Parents , Struggling To Make Ends Meet Or Not , We Should Have Never Let Her Down. I Continued To look At the Little Girl & the Man. A Car Pulled Up Quickly to The Building & A Woman Got Out Running towards the Little Girl. I Guess that Was Her Mom. She Grabbed Her & Hugged Her So Tight. That Made Me think About the LastTime I Saw Krissy , Before I Left Her. She Was 2 , I Hugged Her For A Long Time & Kissed Her Repeatedly. She Laughed & Said "Mommy Stop" & Ran Off , Not Knowing I Was Leaving. That Was the Last Words She Said to Me , "Mommy Stop"! Tears Fell Down My Cheek & I Quickly Wiped them Away. James Said "Baby You Ok"? "Yes I'm fine. Just In My Own Little World" then Fake laughed. Another Car Pulled Up & this Time It Was Krystal Getting Out. My Heart Dropped & I Said "What the Hell Is Krystal Doing Here"? James Said "Huh"? Looking Back & We Both Got Out. Krystal Ran To Us & Hugged Us. I Pulled Away & Said "What Are You Doing Here Krystal? I Told You Everything Was Fine"! "I Had To Make Sure Y'all Were Ok"! "I told You We Were Fine. Go Home."! "No! I Need To Meet Krissy." James Said "Now Is Not the Time Krystal. Someone Was Just Murdered"! She Shrugged Her Shoulders Saying "It Wasn't Her Was It"? We Both Said "No"! "Ok , Well What's the Problem"? James Said "Krystal, Get In that Car & Go Home. Jacien Got Out The Car & Said "Krystal Come On Man , Chill Out"! I looked At Him & Said "Jacien I love You Like A Son , I Really Do , but Why Did You Bring Her Here"? "Ma' That Wasn't Me. I'm Riding Passenger". Through the Window I Seen Isiah Hit Him. Jacien looked At Isiah then Back At Me & Said "We Just Wanted To Make Sure Everything Was Ok". "Everything Is Fine Like I told Her , Now Come Get Her Please & Go Home."! Jacien Closed the Door Walking towards Krystal & She Was Waiting On him To Put His Hands On Her So She Could Smack Him. She's Here , I Might As Well Forget About It. The Coroner Pulled Up. Everyone Stood Still After That & Just Watched them Get Out & Get the Stretcher. They Were Moving Fast & Went Inside. The little Girl , Her Mother & The Guy Were Still Standing Outside , but The Woman & Her Child left When the Coroner Pulled Up. The little Girl Was Still Crying. Isiah turned Off His Car & Him & Kim Got Out Also. Everyone Just Stood & Looked. A Few Seconds Later , they Were back Out With A body On the Stretcher Covered Up & Everyone from the Party Walked Out behind. Everyone Had Blood On them , Accept the Guy That Had Been Standing Out There With the Little Girl. I Wonder Who He Was. I Just Guessed He Was Her Dad , but He Didn't Leave With them , So I Don't Know. Everyone Looked Stuck & Was Just Standing there Covered In blood. The Coroner took The Body On & Left. Krissy Started Staring At Me & James. She Just Stared & Stared. Krystal Broke the Silence by Saying "Which One Of Y'all Are Krissy"??