ANXIETY 2 *NoLoveHere* [COMPLETED]

«Pamela»

I Know Krissy Was Gonna think It Was CrAzy , Us knowing Where She Stay , but Even tho We Weren't Around , We Had People Watch Her For Us. Make Sure She Was Always SAfe & ThAt's How We Knew Where She Was When We Got Here & We Also CAlled the Same People Which Was Friends Of Ours From the Early Days Getting Her Address. Me & James Got Out the Car & Was Walking Towards the Door When The Neighbor Walked towards Us Saying "Are You Looking For Krissy"? It Was An Older White Lady , look Like She Was Maybe 71-Or Something. James Said "Yes"! "She's Not Here. I haven't Seen Her In A While , I'm Getting Worried"! "Oh , We've Seen Her Today , Just Knew This Was Her House & Needed to Come By. We Are Her Parents"! She Smiled Big Saying "Oohhh Nice To Meet You" & Walked Up To Hug Us. "I'm Elizabeth"! James & I both Said "Nice to Meet You too" With Big Kool-Aid Smiles. Such A Nice Lady! She Said "So Where Was She When You Saw Her"? I Said "Her Wedding Celebration"? "Wedding Celebration"? She Said Shocked. We Laughed & I Said "Yes Ma'am"! "I Bet it's to that Mailman. Oohhh He's Such A Nice Guy"! JAmes Said "Mailman"? "Oh Yes. I Noticed Him Bringing Krissy's Mail For A Long Time Now"! We Spoke Krissy Up , Because She Pulled Up After & Got Out Saying "Are Y'all Stalking Me? How Do Y'all Know Where I live"? Ms. Elizabeth Looked Confused. James Looked At The Woman & Said "Long Story" then Back to Krissy Walking Towards Her. She Said "Stay Your Ass Back"! He Said "Krissy Ple"- but Was Interrupted by Ms.Elizabeth Saying "Krissy Don't Speak To Your Parents like That"! She Said " Ms.Elizabeth You Don't Understand"! She Said "I See Your Disrespecting Your Parents , And I Don't Care What the Situation Is Missy , I Don't like It." I Said "Don't Talk to Her like That Please."! Krissy Said "She Can talk to Me Like that , You Can't"! Ms.Elizabeth Shook Her Head Just Going Back Inside & Krissy Walked to Her Door Unlocking it. I Said "Can We Come In"? "Hell No"! She Went in Closing the Door , but James Pushed It Back Open Saying "You're Mad , I Get it , but Your Gonna Atleast Hear Us Out"! She laughed Saying "No I'm Not" trying To Close the Door Again & He Pushed It Back Open Again & He Said "Krissy , Please"! She Looked At Us For A Minute , then Finally Moved Away From the Door Saying "5 minutes. You Don't Leave In 5 minutes I'm Calling the Police"! He Said "Fine , fine"! We WAlked Inside To A beautiful Comfy looking Apartment. I Said "This Is beautiful"! She Said "Thanks" Rolling her Eyes. James & I Weree Just Looking Around , then Spotted Pretty Drawings. I Said "Who Drew these"? "My Fiancee"! James Said "Speaking Of this Fiancee , Is He A Mailman"? "Yes , Why"? "How Do You Deliver Mail to Apartments? Well Personally Anyway"? "Well If You Must Know , He Has A Friend that lives Out Here & He Saw Me One Day Walking Inside & When Working He Got My Mail & brought it To Me. It became A Everyday Thing. I Was Wondering For A Long Time How He Did It too , Until One Day He Told Me. Nomore Going Down to The Mailboxx For Me. He Wants to See Me & Bring My Mail Everyday"! I Said "Awwwww that's Sweet"! "Yeaaaa Whatever , Why Are Y'all Here tho"? I Started by Saying "Krissy , We Never Meant to Hurt You. We Just Wanted A better life For You"! "Better By Leaving Me"? "No , It's Just"- James Cut Me Off Saying "Pam , I Got It"! I Sighed & Said "Ok"! "Krissy Listen ,We Love You. We Never Stopped loving You. We Left You With Your Grandma Sandra , Because We Knew You Were Gonna be Ok. We Didn't have Any Money , It Was Just Hard." "So Why Didn't You Come Back When You Had My So-CAlled Sister"? "You Were ATL Bound. You loved it here & When Your Granny Died You Were 11 , but You Had friends. Your Life Was & Is Here." Krissy's Eyes Began To Water & She SAid "Grandma Sandra Got Sick When I Was 9. I Had to Take Care Of Her & Myself , When She Got Sick Up Until She Passed". She Looked At Me Saying "Why Didn't You Come To Your Own Mothers Funeral."? "I Did , I Just"- Cut off By A Pissed Off Krissy. "YOU WHAT?! WHY DIDNT YOU GUYS TAKE ME IN THEN? I Would Love To Hear the Answer to This"!!! "You & Teirra Were Inseparable. That's Who You Left My Mothers Funeral With & At that Moment We Knew You Were Ok & Taken Care of"! "So , Because You Saw Me Walking Out With People , You Assumed I Was Ok. I WASNT FUCKING OK! I Was lost & I Was Hurt"!!! "We're So Sorry For All the Pain We've Cost You Krissy. I Mean It." James Said "We Just Want A Chance , to Be Your Parents"! I Said "How Bout We have A Dinner At Our House Tomorrow Night.? Bring Your financee & We Can Get To Know You Forreal"! "No thank You. I Don't Wanna End Up Killing Your Precious Krystal"! "You two Will Just Have To Learn To Get Along & Aar"- I Paused. Krissy Doesn't know About Aaron & She Is Gonna be Pissed When She finds Out. Another kid Ahead Of Krystal & We Still Didn't Come Get Her , two New Kids On Our Arm & Everything. She Said "Who"? I Said "Nobody"! "You Just Said *Aar* like You Were Finna Say Aaron Or Erick Or Something."! "Oh I Wasnt , My Bad." Krissy Just Stared. She Wasn't believing Me. James Said "If She Is Coming to Dinner Tomorrow , She Should Go On & Know About Her Brother So there Won't Be Any Surprises." We Were fucked , but James felt Like it Was Only Right.! Krissy Said "Brother"? Looking Confused. I Just Came Out & Said "He's After You. He Came before Krystal."! Krissy's Mouth Dropped , then She Said "Are You Fucking Kidding Me? There's two Of them? How Old Is This Aar Or Whatever You Was Finna Say Kid"? I Dreaded Saying Anything. Krissy Said "How Old"? Furious. "He Just Turned 19 last Month". Krissy Was Finna be 23 In A Week. They Were 4yrs Apart. She Said "So Y'all Got Y'all Shit together In 4yrs"? James Said "Everything Was Somewhat Coming Together."! She Said "I Was 4 When He Came Into the World. Y'all kept Him & Krystal , but Didn't Come back For Me? I Was In School & Everything. Y'all Acting like I Was A Problem"! I Said "Noooo , You Weren't. Your Granny Was Just Use To Having You. We thought About Coming for You , but She Told Us To Let You Stay With Her & That's What You Knew. She Said Not To Take You From What You Knew"! She Looked For A Second & Said "Its Been Past 5minutes. Y'all Should Go"! James Said "Babygirl"! "Police , Or Leave"!! We WAlked to The Door , She Opened It & We Turned Towards...I Began Saying "Kri"- but She Slammed the Door Shut. I looked At James & He Said "Come On"!
We Got In the Truck & I Seen Krissy break Down Into Tears through the Blinds , She Hit the Floor Crying. That broke My Heart & I Started Crying finna Get Out & Go Back To Her , but James Grabbed Me & I Was Yelling "Let Me Go!! She Needs Me!! She Needs Us"!! He Just Held Onto Me Saying "Let Her Be Pam , Let Her Be"! I Just Broke Down More Into His Arms. Krissy loved Us & Just Wanted Her Parents. She Still Do Love Us, Or She Wouldn't be Crying. I'm Gonna Get My Daughter back , Even If it Kills Me. It's Just A Mother's Love For Her Child !!