ANXIETY 2 *NoLoveHere* [COMPLETED]

«Pamela»

I Was At My Sister House Playing Cards! She Always Had little Game Nights Almost Every Friday Night. I Had So Much On My Mind! I Was Worried About My Son Going to Prison , then He Told Me How Krissy turned Out Was Basically My fault & I Somewhat Believe thAt , Erick's funeral Was Coming Up & We're Attending , Because Krissy Is following Us Home After! James Walked Over to Me & Said "Babe , You Ok"? "Yes , I'm fine. Are You? You the One Been Drinking"! He Laughed & Said "Yes" then Walked Off! My Sister Said "He Is Tipsy Sis"! I laughed & Said "I Know"! She Stared For A Second , then Said "What's Going On With You? You Seem A Little Off tonight"! I Got Quiet & Looked For A Second , then Finally Said "Krissy Is Moving In With Us"! "Your Daughter Krissy? The One Who lived With Mama Sandra Krissy"? Me & My Sister Had Different Moms , Same Dad! "Yes! Her"! "That's Great"! She Said Excitedly. "Its More To the Story"! " & that Is"...? "She Has Grown Up To Be Different from her Siblings. She Has So Much Going On & I Just Don't Know How to Feel Abouth All Of this! Her Brother Already Possibly Could Be Serving Time , for helping Her"! "Helping Her Do What hell?! Rob A bank"?! "Carmen Quit Playing"! "I'm Not Playing , like What the fuck Did He Help Her Do"? "She Was In trouble With Some People & They Were Gonna Kill Her & Her friends , So he Just felt like He had to Save Her & Everyone Else"! My Sister Breathed In & Out & Said "Um Wow! She Done Grew Up Way Different from Them Forreal. You Know Mama Sandra Did Her Part. She Just left Here When the Baby Was 11 , how Old Is She Now"? "She Just Turned 23"! "Yeeeeaaaaaa , Alot Has Happened Since That Baby Was 11"! I Got Whiny & Said "I knoowwww! Aaron blames Me For How She Turned Out. I Just , I Don't Know"! "Let that Baby In. Don't look At Her No Different then Krystal & Aaron! She's Yours & Not tryna Make You feel bad Sis , but You left Her Behind. Even When Your Mother Died , You Still Left Her Behind. You Went To the Funeral & Looked At Your Babygirl In the Eyes & Still Left. I Don't Care Who She Had Grown To Know & Love , She Shoulda Walked Out those Church Doors With You , Not Her Friend & Her Parents! After the Funeral I Kept Asking You Which Little Girl Was Krissy! You Never Wanted To tell Me Cuz You knew What I Was Gona Be On! I Woulda took BabyGirl In Myself , but You..You Pamela Had to Be the One To Raise Her If You Wanted Her Anything Like Aaron & Krystal! You Had To Do it , Not Anyone Else"! "I Know Ok?!! I Know"!! I Just Burst Out Into Tears. It Was Me & James fault! I kept tryna Put It In My Head that Krissy Knew Better , My Mother Raised Her , but That Was Until She Was 11! She Hadn't Even Become A Teenager Yet! She Had A Long Way to Go & Her life Was Rough I See! My Sister Got Up & Hugged Me! She Said "I'm Not tryna hurt Your feelings Pamela , but When She Move In With Y'all You Need To Know It's Not Gonna Be the Little Krissy You left Behind When She Was 2! You Gotta Work Hard To Get Her love & Respect Back"! I began Wiping My Eyes Saying "Yea , Yea I know"! She Kissed My Forehead & Said "I love You! Everything Is Gonna Be Fine"! "I Love You too & I know"!
*PhoneRings*
It Was Aaron! "Hello"! "Ma , the Police tryna take Me In For Questioning. I Called Pops , but He Ain't Answer the Phone"! "What?! Where Are You"?!! "Leaving the House. Heading to the Police Station"! "I'm On My Way"! Carmen Said "What's Wrong"? "Police Got My Baby , I Gotta Go"! "I'm Coming"!! "Ok"!!
We Pulled Up To the Police Station & Me & Carmen Tried To Get James To Stay At the lil Party , Cuz He Had been Drinking , but He Just Had To Come. He Wasn't taking No For An Answer! We Got Inside & There Were 2 Polices Standing There. JAmes Said "Where Is My Son"? "Sir , Who Is Your Son"? "Aaron. Aaron Jones"! "He's In the Back For Questioning , For A Shootout That Happened"! "My Son Didn't Do that. Let Him Out"! "Sir , Ima Have To Ask You To Calm Down & Is That Liquor On Your Breath"! James Just Stared , then I Said "Yes Sir , but We Were At A Party & Didn't Plan On Leaving the House Until Aaron CAlled Us"! "Did He Drive"? "No Sir , I Did"! "Have You been Drinking"? "No Sir"! ThAnk God I Really Hadn't Been Drinking , He Coulda Easily Asked to Smell My Breath , but He Just Said "Ok , Well Wait Out Here! He Should Be Coming Out Soon"! "Ok"! Me , Carmen & James Sat Down & Waited.
Aaron Came Walking Out The Back After Another Good 20 Or 25minutes Maybe! I Got Up & We Sped WAlked to Eachother & Hugged. He Said "Mom I'm So Sorry! Sorry for Everything I Said & For Getting Into This Mess"! "Oh , baby Hush"! I Said Hugging Him Tightly & Continued To Say "You Were Right"! "No I Wasn't I Was-" I Cut Him off Saying "Aaron" Paused , looking him In the Eyes & Said "You Were Right"! The Officer that Came Out Behind Him Said "Y'all Are free To Go! Thanks Aaron For Your Info"! We All looked Confused , but He Said He Was free to Go..It Was time For Us To Get Out Of there Before that Changed!

We Pulled Back Up To My Sister House Dropping Her Off At Her Party She left ! She Said "Soooo , What's Going On here? I'm Lost"! Aaron Said "I Cleared My Name! I Did the Crime Yea , but I Cleared My Name"! I Said "How the Hell Did You Do that"? "Ma , I Don't Wanna talk About It. I'm Just Blessed That I Got Outta that & Now I Just Wanna Go Home"! I looked At Everyone In the Car , then Back At Aaron & Said "Ok baby"! CArmen Reached Over Giving Aaron A Kiss On the Cheek & Got Out! She Said "I love Y'all & Be Safe"! Then She Looked At Aaron & Said "I Don't Know What You Did Nephew , but Aye I'm Happy You're Not Locked Up"! He Gave A Slight Smile & Said "Me Too Aunty! Goodnight"! She Said "Goodnight baby" looked At Us & Said "Goodnight Yall"! We both Said "Goodnight" Watched Her Get Inside & Left. How the Hell Did Aaron Get Out Of this? I Really Wanted To Know! I'll Just Sweep This Whole Situation Under the Rug! He's Not In Prison & ThAt's All that Matters!