ANXIETY 2 *NoLoveHere* [COMPLETED]

«Teirra»

Justin & I Were At My Moms House Sitting In the Living Room TAlking! I Couldn't believe We Were Actually Gonna Get Back Together & Be Forreal this Time! He Said "It's Just Weird that Skyy Didn't Even trip"! I Said "Riggghhht , but Everyone Knows How We Feel About Eachother & Same With Krissy & D'! Everyone Knows , but Wanna See Some Different"! He Said "Guess this Is How It's Suppose to Be Huh"? "I Guess So"! Zion Came Walking Out The Kitchen With Cake frosting On Her Nose. She Said " Ms.Teirra look What Your Mom Did"! She Was Laughing! I Said "Cake Nose"! She Said "Are You like My Step-Mom Now"? I looked At Justin! He Said "Well Are You"? I looked Back At Her & Said "Well Not Technically , Because We're Not Married , but I Can Be Your StepMommy Anyway"! She Kissed My Cheek & Said "Ok StepMommy" & Ran Back In the Kitchen! I looked At Justin & Said "Umm Woah"! He Said "What"? "It's like Everything Is Just Happening So Fast"! "Naw , Everything Happening Right On time Teirra! Right On time"! He Said Looking Me In My Eyes! I Said "I Got Something I Wanna Show You"! "Oh Really? Ok , What's That"? I Got Up & Went To My Bedroom & Came Out With Some Paper folded Up! He Said "What's That"? I handed It To him & He Opened It & Quickly looked At Me! It Was the Letter He Wrote Me When He Went To Prison! This Was One Of the first things I Grabbed When I Was Getting My Things Out Of My Apartment! He Read It All the Way through then Looked At Me & Said "T' I Didn't Know You Still Had This"! "Its Been In My Drawer! That's Where I keep It , Well Kept It! It's In My Drawer Here Now tho"! He Just Stared At Me! I Said "Say Something"! He Looked For Another Few Seconds , then Said "I love You Teirra"! My Heart Dropped , Because When He Said It I Could Tell He Meant it Cuz He Looked Me Right In My Eyes! I Said "I love You Too Justin"! "Do You Really"? "Hell Yea"! He Kissed Me & Said "I'm Sorry For Everything I Done Ever Put You through"! I Laughed & Said "Boy Shut Up"! "No forreal Teirra! Everything! You Came To See Me When I Was Locked Up & I Didn't Send You Visitation Papers Or Anything , but I Didn't WAnt You Or Anyone Else Seeing Me! I had A BAby before I left the Streets & It Wasn't Even With You, but You Were Steady Coming Up there For Me"! I Said "Justin , It's Koo"! These Apologies Meant Alot , but it Was Also Weird!
*KnockOnDoor*
"I Wonder Who that Is"! Justin Said "Oh , I forgot Skyy Wass Bringing Clothes For Zion to Sleep In & Wear Tomorrow"! "Why You Tell Her Where I Stay"? He Laughed & Said "We Not On that Nomore T! We All Grown & Finally Acting like it"! I Rolled My Eyes & Said "Whatever"! "You Want Me To Get the Door , If You Uncomfortable"? "Boooyyyy , No"! I Went To Answer the Door & There Stood Skyy With A Pink Backpack On Her Arm! "Hey! Here Go Zion Clothes! Where Is She? Sleep"? "Naw! In the Kitchen With My Mom Making A Cake"! "Giirrrl , It's Already Going On 10 'o Clock , She Gone Be Up All Night"! I laughed & Said "The Cake For Tomorrow Night! Krissy Moved In With Her Parents For A lil While , So We having A Lil SomeSome Over there"! Zion Came Out The Kitchen , frosting Still On Her Nose & Now Around her Mouth! She Saw Skyy & Yelled "Momyyyyy" Running to Her! Skyy Looked At Me & Said "But there's frosting All Over Her Mouth tho" Laughing.  "Well Good thing You're Not Gonna have Her Tonight Right"? She Put Up the Sign"👌"! Justin Came To the Door & Said "If Y'all Gone Converse , Skyy Come In"! I Said "Yes , Omg My Bad...Do You Wanna Come In"? "Oh , No I'm fine! Just Came To Drop Off the Clothes! Make Sure She Take A Bath, Brush Her Teeth & Say Her Prayers"! Justin Said "I Know this"! "Teirra Doesn't tho"! She Gave Zion A Hug & Kiss & SAid "I love You Baby , Have fun , Call Me If You Need Me & Goodnight"! "I love You Too Mom! Are You Gonna be Ok At Home Without Me"? She Laughed & Said "Yes Baby! I'll be Ok! Go finish Being the Big Girl Helper. Your Cousin Will Be At the House When You Get there Tomorrow"! "Ok , Goodnight"! "Goodnight"! Justin Said "She there By Herself"? "No Idiot. She's With Her Dad & He's Bringing Her Home In the Morning. We Discussed him Getting Custody Of Her"! "Not A Bad Idea"! "Yeeaaa , I Know , Well Um Goodnight Yall"! Justin Said "Goodnight" & I Said "Wait"! She Said "I Know What You're Gonna Say & It's Ok! I knew How Much Y'all Cared About Eachother from the Beginning! I Just thought I Could Change His feelings & Obviously , I Couldn't...So I Apologize for Trying To Make Him Stop Loving You"! I Just Looked & So Did Justin! We Couldn't Believe What Was Being Said! He Said "Is This My babymama Skyy Talking"? She Laughed , then Said "Life too Short Y'all ! Way too Short! We Good"! I Reached Out & Hugged Her! Justin Joined In! She Said "Ok , Well I'll See Y'all tomorrow"! We both Said "Ok" Watched Her leave Then Went Back Inside! Mom Was Standing There With Some Homemade Cookies & Zion On Her Side & Said "That Was A Grown Woman Move"! I Said "Yea , It Really Was"! Still feeling A Little Shocked. My Mom looked At Zion & Said "You WAnna Stay A Night Here , Or You're Going With Your Dad"? Zion looked At Justin & Said "DADDY , You're Not Staying Over Here"? He Laughed & Said "We're Not At Teirra's Crib Baby. This Is her Moms House & thats Disrespectful"! Her Face Twisted & She Said "How"? "Keep On living Babygirl , Just Keep On Living"! "I Want You To Stay" She Whined. My Mom Said "You Can Stay Justin! You're No Stranger , but the Couch Is Where You Sleep"! He Said "Mama , Zion Will Be Ok"! Zion Said "I'll Just Go With You"! My Mom Said "You Sure You Don't Wanna Stay"? "Yea. I'll Come Back Tomorrow If I Can"! My Mom Laughed & Said "Ok baby! Goodnight"! "Goodnight"! Justin Said "Goodnight Momz , Goodnight Baby"! We Said "Goodnight" & He Kissed My lips! Zion Gasped & Looked At My Moma! She Said "DADDY"!! He Said "See? If You thought That Was Doing too Much Infront Of Her Mother , Picture Me Staying A Night! It Would be"- My Mom Said "Get Out"! We All Laughed & He Said "I'm Out! See Y'all Tomorrow"! I Said "K baby. Bye Zion"! "Goodnight StepMom"! Then They Were Out! Everything Was Finally Falling Into Place! With Me Anyway. Just Fucked Up Erick Ain't Here! My Mom Said , Well the Chocolate Cake Is All Ready For Tomorrow Night. I'm finna take A Shower & Go to Bed! Goodnight Daughter"! I laughed & Said "Goodnight Mommy"! I Was feeling Sooo , Complete! Erick being Gone Was The Only thing Steady Eating At Me , Other than that Everything Was Going Exactly How It's Suppose To Go For Me!