ANXIETY 2 *NoLoveHere* [COMPLETED]

«Kyron»

I Didn't Know How to Feel Right Now. Krissy Ended the Engagement & It Haven't Even Been 2 Weeks Yet. I love That Girl , She's Having My Child. I've Waited On the Day To Put That Ring On her Finger & She Gave It bAck. I WAs In My Room & Marissa Walked In! She Said "I Just Talked To Damion. He's Going Back To St.Louis After Erick's Funeral. I'm leaving With Him"! I Said "So He's Ok With That? He's Not Beating You Up About leaving Him Here"? "He Has Been Wanting Me to Relax & Go Easy Since The Miscarriage. On the Phone He told Me It Was Good I left. I have No Idea Why He Went Off On Me Earlier, but Maybe He Will , Maybe He Won't Say Anything On the Way Back! He Shouldn't be Mad That I left. That Was Gonna be Hella Dangerous Unless I Got Sent UpStairs With Krissy"! I Said "Maaannnn , I Just Don't Understand. This Girl Really CAlled Off Our Marriage & She's Pregnant"! "She'll Come Around Ky! I Mean Her Parents Just Walked Back Into her life & She's Pregnant & I hate To Say , but She Do Still Love Damion. I Can See it & I Can Just Tell"! That Really hurt Me. I Said "Damn Marissa , Really"? She Through her Shoulders & Arms Up Saying "You Want Me To lie To You"? I Just Rolled My Eyes & Sat BAck On My Bed. She Came & Sat beside Me & Said "Couss , Don't Be Upset Mane! I hate Seeing You Upset"! I looked At Her Saying "Marissa , I Do Have feelings Mane. She Really Done Hurt Me"! She Said "Start Back talking To Kyeuna" So Excitedly. I Just Looked At Her. She Said "Come On Now. That lil while that You Were In St.Louis Y'all Started Back Conversing Again. Too bad You thought I Didn't Know"! "It Wasn't like That tho"! "Whatever"! "No , Marissa Forreal"! She Just Looked At Me & I Looked At Her. She Was Hurting For Me & tryna Make Everything Better , but Right Now...She Couldn't Do it. My Marriage Is Off & Krissy Is Leaving Pregnant With Our Baby.
I Decided to Go To Krissy's Crib. I Had to Be Sure She Was Sure About this! Marissa Said It Was A Good Idea.
*KnockOnDoor*
It Took Her A Second , then She Finally Opened the Door! She Looked Shock To See Me Standing There , but Her Eyes Were Swollen. She Had Been Crying. I Said "Baby? WhAt's Wrong"? Grabbing Her Pulling Her Towards Me! She Pulled Away , Grabbed My hand & We Went Inside! We Sat On the Couch & She Was Just Sniffling & Wiping Her Nose! I Said "Krissy What's Wrong? Is the Baby Ok"? She Looked At Me & Said "Yes Kyron! Your Precious little BAby Is Doing Just fine"! "I'm Sorry Bae , What Is This About? Are You thinking About Erick"? She burst Out Crying Harder! I Pulled Her To Me Hugging Her! She Said "Teirra Says It's All My fault! Everything Was All My fault , Since I Didn't Give Her , Her Phone"! I Didn't Know What To Say To that , Because Krissy Should've Gave Teirra the Phone. Maybe , He Wouldn't Have Busted in the Building , but At the Same time , She Wanna See Her Bestfriend Happy! I Just Looked At Krissy! She Said "Omg You think It's My fault Too"?! "No baby , I Mean I Dont know! That Woulda Saved Alot Of the Drama , but-"! She Cut Me Off Yelling "Get Out!! Just Get Out"!! I tried Grabbing Her Arms & Telling her It Wasn't Her fault , but She Pulled Away Saying "You think What Everybody Else Think! You're Suppose to Be My Man , My Fiancee & You think What Everyone Else Is thinking"! I Got Very Confused. I thought This Wedding Was Off! I Said "Krissy , I thought This Wedding Was Off"! "Ky , I Love You & I'm Pregnant With Your baby! It's Just , My Parents Are In My Life Now & It's like I Don't Know Who I Am Anymore! I'm Just Hurt , bringing A Child Into this World & If I Don't Know Me , My Child Most Definitely Won't Know Me"! I Said "Krissy , You Are A Beautiful , Young , Smart , Strong Lady! The Pain You've Been through In life Made You A Woman that No-one Can Defeat , Even If they Tried. Don't Feel like You Don't Know Yourself Because Your Parents Are Here finally! Bring Them Into Your World! You Were Doing Fine before they Came & You're Gonna Continue Doing Fine With them! & This Whole Shooting Situation , It's Not Just Your Fault. You Weree being A friend & Things Went Way Left. I'm So Sorry I left , but I Just Couldn't be there To Get Hurt , Or See Anyone Get Hurt. I've Seen My Own Cousin Get Murdered When I Was 13! Marissa brother! I Just try To Stay Out The Way! I'm So Sorry I left You & The Baby behind , but That Shit Still Eats At Me. Can't Go through it Again , I Just Can't"! I Was In My Feelings Now! She Said "Kyron I'm Sorry ! I Guess Everything Went Left After The Wedding Celebration With Everybody! We Shouldn't Have Had It!" I Kissed Krissy's forehead & Rubbed Her Stomach , then Continued On to Say "Baby We Gone Be Ok"! She Said "I'm Still Gonna Go Stay With My Parents For A Little While"! "Why"? "I Just feel like I Should. I Wanna Really Get To know Them & I Want them To Get To Know Me"! "That's Understandable. Just Promise Me When You Hit 9months You'll Come Back"! "I Might be Back Before"! We both Laughed & I Said "Even better" , then We Kissed On the Lips!
*PhoneRings*
"Hello"! "Ky Mane Come To the House! Damion Over here trippen"! I Pouted & Said "I'm On My Way" hearing Damion In the Background! She Said "Ok , hurry Up Please"! "Ok" then Hung Up. Krissy Said "Everything Ok"? "NAw , Damion At the House Trippen! You Coming"? "Yea"!
We Pulled Up To My House & Marissa & Damion Were Outside & He Was All In Her Face! Krissy & I Jumped Out & Ran Over to Them. I Grabbed Damion Getting him Out My Cousin Face & He Swung , but Missed ! Krissy Asked Marissa Was She Ok. She Said "Yes"! I Said "Nigga What the Fuck Wrong With You"? Damion Yelled "You & Marissa Ain't Shit , Y'all left Us. Krissy Pregnant & You left Her"! He Looked At Marissa & Said "We Suppose to Be A Team! Seems like I'm Krissy Rida & She's Mine"! I Said "Woah Wa-" but He Cut Me Off Saying "Nigga Shut the Fuck Up. Krissy Will Never In this Lifetime Love You Like She Love Me & I Can Say the Same , Especially After Realizing We Were the Two there For Eachother."! Everyone looked At Krissy & I Said "Is Everything He Saying true? Will I Ever Really have A Chance"? She Just Burst Out Into Tears! Marissa Rolled Her Eyes & Sucked Her teeth & Walked Inside! I Just Looked from Damion to Krissy & Said "Get the fuck Out My Yard! Both Of Yall"! It Was Hard Saying that To Krissy , but I Will Never Be the One She Really loves! I WAlked Passd them & Went Inside. Marissa Was Right there At the Door Waiting On Me & She Hugged Me & I Actually Cried!