ANXIETY 2 *NoLoveHere* [COMPLETED]

«Krissy»

Teirra & I Were Getting Ready For Ericks' Funeral! I Couldn't believe this! T' & I Are both Wearing Pretty black Dresses To Go See Erick Laying In A Casket , then Get Put in the Ground. I know this Was Wrong , but We've Been Smoking All Morning & Going In This Church high As Hell. She Said "How Do I look"? She Had On A long Black Dress , Pretty Necklace , bracelets & A Watch! Hair In A Bun , With A Side Bang , Small Hoops In her Ears &  Pretty Black Lipstack! "You look Good T"! "I Know , Thanks"! We both Laughed & I Said "Girl Whatever"! She Laughed Hard & Said "Mhm"!
"KnockOnDoor"
It Was Justin. The Funeral Started In 20mins & We Were All Riding Together! She Said "Wait , Krissy...before You Answer the Door , I Know You Forgave Me Already , but I Just Wanna Apologize Again! I'm So Sorry For Everything I Said To You"! I Just Hugged Her , then My Phone Started Ringing. I Pulled It Out , It Was Justin! I Said "We Good T , Come On , Justin's Waiting"! She Breathed In , then Out & Said "Lets Do this"!
We Got To the Church & It Was Full Of People! His Parents , Grandparents , Aunts , Uncles , Cousins , Elementary , Middle & Highschool friends Were there! Even Jessica from the Strip Club Was Here. She Had On A Shirt , With A Picture Of Them Hugging & Laughing On the Couch! It Was An Offguard Photo! I Was Just thinking "Dammnnn , Erick Was Loved"!! We Were Sitting In the Car Just Preparing Ourselves! Justin Said "Y'all , I'm Not ReAdy"! Teirra GrAbbed His Hand & Said "We Got this"! He Just Looked , then We Finally Got Out & Went In!
Me , Teirra , Justin & Damion Sat On the Family Side! Marissa & Kyron Came! Skyy , Zion & Her lil Cousin Ariana Were there. They Were On the Other Side , but they All Sat Together! My Parents & Siblings Were At the Very back. Damion & Justin Began Crying Immediately! The Preacher Said "Today Is Not A funeral. It's A Celebration! This Man Was Loved By Many , All Different Races Are Here today! God Makes No Mistakes , Erick Is Gone Home"! He Was Saying Alot of things!
They Opened the Casket & His Parents Were Going Up Last , So Everyone Else Was Going Up Now , then It Finally Got To Our Row! I heard Damion Whisper "Justin bro , I Can't Do this"! He Replied "Come On Bro! I Got Ya"! He Grabbed Damion's Hand & We Went Up! Erick Looked Just like Himself! He Looked like he Was Only Sleeping! Teirra Said "Oh My God , No !!! Erick Get Up , I'm So Sorry !!! That bullet Was For Me , Oh My God"!!! I Grabbed Her , Crying My Eyes Out Myself Saying "Come On T"! "No , Get Off Of Me!! Erick Im Sorry! Tell Me You Forgive Me , I Have to Hear it! I have To Hear You Say It Bro Please"! Justin & Damion hit the floor! Justin Sat Up With His Face In His Hands & Damion Was Actually Layed Out hitting On the Floor Saying "Erick bro !!! Erick"!!! Everyone Else Had To Come Up Here & Say their Last Goodbyes , but We Were A Mess Up Here! I Grabbed Teirra Again , She Was Steady Tryna Push Me Off , but I Had A Grip On Her & Walked her & Myself Out! Two Ushers Came & Got Damion & Justin & Walked them Out Of the Doors too! We Were All Out In the Hallway A Mess & Steady Tryna Keep Teirra From Going In. She Opened the Door & Zion Was Up there off Her feet With the Help Of An Usher Giving Erick A Kiss ! It Wasn't Even Their Rows Turn To Go Up , but She Was Up there! I Closed the Door & Teirra & I Were Just Crying All Over Eachother. DAmion & Justin Were On The floor With Damion's Right Arm Around Justins Neck & Justins Left Around His! Zion Came Running Out A Few Seconds later Crying & Running Straight To Justin & Damion Hugging them Both! She Said "It's Ok DAddy , Please Don't Cry! Please Don't Cry Uncle D"! Justin Said "Baby..I...I...Can't Hee-help it! He Really , Gone"! He loved You two Daddy! He Did! When He Was In the Bathroom With Me He Said How that Man Really Needed To Put That Gun Down , Cuz If He had Shot One Of Y'all , He Was Going to Jail Behind Yall! He Wasn't tAlking Directly to Me , but He Was Looking Out The Door Watching & Said It low to Where He Thought  I Couldn't hear"! Damion Said "He Said that"? "Yes Uncle D! He loved Y'all & Me! To Know That Is Enough to Make Us All Smile"! They Just Started Crying Again. Teirra Was Shaking , She Wanted to Go Back In So Bad. We'll Go In A Minute. Erick Was Always The "Ill Die For MINE" friend & He Did Just That!
We Went back Inside & Walked Up To Erick's Casket. He Had Pictures , Money , A bear Etc'...In there With Him! I Whispered In His Ear "I love You Erick , Forever & Always! We're Really Gonna Miss You E"!! Then Teirra Came Up Whispering , hers Was Kinda long , then She Kissed His Forehead! Up Nxt Was Damion , He Whispered then Put A Picture Of Them , And Justin When They Were Younger Inside! Justin Whispered then Put His Favorite Gold Chain In there. Erick been Wanting That Chain Since They Were like 17 & He finAlly Gave It to Him! Zion Put In A Coloring! She Was Good At Drawing & It Was Her & Erick In the Bathroom that Day Of My Wedding Celebration! I looked Over To See Another Drawing! It Had 2 Girls & 3 Boys Sitting On Stairs Laughing With Eachother! My Name Was Above One , Teirra , Justin , Damion , And Erick! At the Bottom It Read "ForeverSolid"💪 With -KyronS.- Signed At the Bottom! I looked Back At Kyron & He Was Already looking At Me! I Started To Cry Again & Mouthed "I'm Sorry"! He Just Put His Hand Over His Heart , Basically Saying He Forgive Me!
After the Funeral We Were At the Repass! Me , Justin , Zion , Damion , Teirra , Marissa , Kyron , Skyy , Jessica , Krystal & Aaron Were All Sitting together! We Had Our Own Lil Shirts On With Pictures of Him & Us! Except , Aaron , Krystal , Marissa & Ky Of Course! Aaron Got Up Saying "I Didn't Know Him , Neither Did Krystal , but We're Most Definitely Team Erick! If You Team Erick Get Up & Say It"!!! Everyone At the Table Stood Up & Said "TEAM ERICK"!! He Said "I Can't Hear Yall"!! We Yelled "TEAM ERICKKKK"!!!! "OkOk that's Better"!!! Erick's Parents Walked Over to the Table & Said "Team Erick For Life"!! We All Got Hyped After that & Everyone there Just Started Yelling "Team Erick! Team Erick! Over & Over Again!
Me & Teirra looked At Eachother & Hugged! I Just thought To Myself   "Yes , Teaammm Erickkkk Damnit"!