ANXIETY 2 *NoLoveHere* [COMPLETED]

«Teirra»

Who the Fuck Pulled that Trigger? I Was At The Apartment Pacing Back & Forth. Chris Really Dead ? That Wasn't Suppose to Happen ! Shit , fuck !
*KnockOnDoor*
I Jumped Hard. I Was Just So Mind Gone. I Answered the Door , It Was Peataa. My Heart Dropped. He Said "Aye , Where bro At"? He Call Chris bro! He Continued Saying "Dude Not Answering the Phone & I Need To Holla At Him"! No Words Were Coming Out. He Looked At Me , Studying My Face & Said "Aye Yo , You Ok"? I Continued To Just Look. He Said "Yo T What's Wrong With You? Do I Need To Call An Ambulance? See that's Why this Nigga Need To Pick Up" he Said Pulling His Phone Back Out To Call Again. I Blurted Out "He's Dead"! Peataa Looked Up from the Phone & Said "What"? So Calmly. "He's Dead. He Came To My bestfriends Wedding Celebration tryna Drag Me Out & Fighting On Me & Pulled Out A Gun On Someone & I bit Him , Because He Was finna Shoot the Same Guy from the Strip Club. We Started Fighting After that & He Still Had the Gun , but Everybody Jumped In & Started Fighting Over it & It Went Off Twice. That Wasn't Suppose To Happen P' I Promise"! He Just Stared At Me For A Second. I Don't think He Was Believing Me , but He finally Just Turned & Walked Away. Didn't Say Anything. I Yelled "Peataa , Peataa Wait"! He Went To His Crib & Went Inside...A few Moments Later He Came Back Out With His Keys & Got In His Car & Drove Off. I Just Kept Thinking It Was Justin , Or Krissy besides Blaming Myself. They Hated Him & Probably Cheering Because He's Gone , but In Reality It Coulda been Any Of Us that Pulled That Trigger. Me , Krissy , Justin , Damion , Or Marissa , Just like It Coulda Been Any Of Us that Got Shot. I'm Just So Hurt & Can't Even think Right. Chris Is Really Dead. Is This Really Life Happening Right Now.?
I Was On the Couch Sleeping , Didn't Even Notice I Dozed Off , When I Got A Knock At the Door. I Looked At My Phone , Having 2 Missed Calls From Krissy & Chris's Mom. My Heart Dropped When I Seen that. I Got Up & Looked Out The Window. It Was Krissy , She Said "Bitch Open the Door"! I Took A Breath Of Relief , Because I thought It Was Ms.Tina Which Is Chris's Mom. It's Finna Get Real Ugly. I Know Peataa Told Her & Chris Was Her One & Only Baby , but Had Alot Of Cousins that He Looked At Like Brothers! I hope Ms.Tina Understand This Was Not Suppose to Happen & Was A True Accident. I Opened the Door Letting Krissy In. Her Eyes Were Red & Swollen & The Blood Was Still Stained On Her Hands A Little , but Mines too! I Said "What's Wrong With You"? "Teirra My Parents Are Here. They Walked Back Into My Life MAking it More Complicated then It Already Is. I hate them. They Shoulda Stayed Away. I Wanna Know About them , I Want them To Know About Me , but I Don't Forgive them. I'll Never Forgive Them." Krissy Use To Wonder About Her Parents Up Until She Was 16. She Figured they Were Never Coming back For Her So She Let It & Them Go. Out The Blue They Come To Her Wedding Celebration & She's Pregnant. I Know It Hurts Her. I Said "Krissy those Are Your Parents. It's Been Forever Since You Seen them & I Know It Just Messes Up Everything When You Have People You Barely Know & You Waited On for So Long Come Trying To See How A Young Lady Like Yourself Is Doing Now. Their Your Parents , Still. You Only Get One Set Of those & They Weren't there When We Were Kids , but their Here Now. Get To know Your Parents & Siblings Sis. They Came Back"! Krissy Just Fell Into My Arms Crying Saying "Everything Is So Messed Up"! I Said "I Know. We Gone Get Through All Of this Tho. Your Parents Coming back , You Being Pregnant & Chris Getting Killed. We Gotta Stick this Shit Out Together". Krissy Sniffled Lifting Her Head Off My Shoulder & Wiping Her Nose With the Back Of Her Hand , Saying "Ok"!
*BeatOnDoor*
TEIRRA OPEN THIS FUCKIN DOOR NOW"! It Was Ms.Tina , I know That Voice. Krissy Whispered "Who Is That"? "Chris's Mom"! "Bitch Do Not Answer That. That's A Mad Black MOTHER Out there."!! "Krissy What Do I Do"? Ms.Tina Yelled "Bitch I Know You're In there , Open the Damn Door"!! I Said "Ima Have To Face Her One Day , I Might As Well Tell Her What Happened Now"!! Krissy Shook Her Head , Like She Was Not With this. I Said "I'm Gonna Fuckin Kill Peataa"! Krissy Said "He Told Her?! How He Know"?! "Fuck it , We'll talk About All that Later , I'm Gonna Talk to Her"! Krissy took A Deep Breath Making Me More & More Nervous. I finally Opened the Door & This Woman Grabbed Me By My Neck Pushing Me Inside & We Hit the Floor. "You Bitch , You Killed My Son!!! I'm Gonna Kill You Teirra"!!! Krissy Grabbed Her tryna Get Her Off Me , And She Turned To Her Saying "Bitch Get Your Fuckin Hands Off Of Me"! Ms.Tina Was Just 39 , Still Somewhat Young & Hella Strong. I Guess that's Where Chris Got It from. Krissy backed Up , being Respectful To Her , but Also Saw How Angry She Was. It Was Scary. His Mom looked back At Me Pulling Herself & Me Off The Floor  Saying "You're Gonna Regret this Teirra."! I Said "But Ms.Tina it Was"- "Shut the Fuck Up. You're Gonna Pay For It"! Krissy Jumped In & Said "He Was Beating her Ass For The Longest , then Came To My Wedding Celebration Slapping Her Ass Up. He Did It To Himself"! Ms.Tina Said "Excuse Me"? "You Heard What I Said"! I Said "Krissy Please Shut Up. You're Not Helping." Ms.Tina Said "So You Must've been the One To Pull the Trigger? Since He Interrupted Your Sweet Wedding Celebration"! "Ain't No telling Who The Fuck Shot Him. Maybe I Did , But None Of this Shit Was Suppose to Happen. Your Son the One Came With the Gun. MAybe If He Would've Just Brought His Hands , NoOne Would Be Dead."! Ms.Tina backslapped the fuck outta Krissy. Krissy Looked Shock For A Second , then Hit Her Ass Right On the Eye. I Gasped & Yelled "Krissy"! Krissy Said "Naw , fuck That. She May be Old , but Ain't Nobody Gone Touch Me"! Ms Tina Looked At Krissy , Covering the left Eye & Looked Back At Me & Said "The Both Of You Will Be Sorry"! I Said "Ms.Tina You Don't Understand"! I Know How Chris family Is. They Are Really All Crazy. She Said "I'll be Seeing You" looked At Krissy Uncovering Her Eye & Said "And You"! Krissy Said "Girl How Yo Eye feel" Mockin Evette from "BabyBoy" then Started Laughing. This Shit Was Not Funny At All. A mother's Son Is Dead , And She Wants Revenge. Real Revenge. I Rolled My Eyes , And Ms.Tina Said "We'll See Who's Laughing Last" & Walked Out. Krissy Said "YeaYea" Closing the Door Behind Her & Looked Back At Me. I Said "Krissy this Shit Ain't No Game. She's Serious"! "Girl She Ain't Gone Do Shit." I WAlked to The Window to See If She Had Left & They Were Over At Peataas Crib. Chris's Mom , Alot Of His Cousins , Peataa & His Girl , Her Girls His brother & His Ole Lady Were Out there. They Were Deep As fuck Looking At This Apartment. I Said "Krissy Look At this"! She Said "What"? Walking Up to The Window. We both Looked Out & She SAid "Oh My Gosh.!! His Mama with All them Folks"? I Looked At her & Said "Still think It's All Funny? Their Not Playing Krissy. They Are Not Fuckin Playing. Chris Dead bro , Not Coming back. They With the Shit"! Krissy Looked from Me Back Out The Window & I Looked Back Out there Too. A War Has Been Started ThAnks to The Person Dead. A WAR DONE STARTED !!