ANXIETY 2 *NoLoveHere* [COMPLETED]

«KRISSY»

I looked At This Hoe Crazy , Cuz It Seemed like She Had Some Shit On Her Mind. I Said "I'm Krissy! Who Are You"? She Said "The One & Only Ms. Ktystal. You Really Put My Parents In Harms Way Krissy"!! "I Don't Know these Damn People , They Came To Me. You Can Have They Ass & Go"! The Woman Said "Krissy"- I Cut Her Off Saying "Shut the Fuck Up. I Don't Know You , Or You" Pointing At the Man "Or This Damn bitch"! Krystal Said "Bitch"? "Did I Studder Hoe? I Don't think I Did"! She tried Walking Up On Me , but Some Fine Ass Tall light Skin Boy With Dreads Had GrAbbed Her & Said "Krystal , Chill the Fuck Out"! He Saved her , but Damn I Almost Forgot I Was Engaged. I Said "Hoe Yo Best Bet Is To Stay In Yo Place"! She Said "Bitch Fuck You & You Not My fuckin Sister Hoe"! "I DON'T WANNA BE YOUR DAMN SISTER"!! Kyron GrAbbed Me Saying "Come On Krissy. We Just Witnessed Somebody Get Murdered & We Don't Know Which One Of Us Pulled that Damn Trigger , Calm Down. We All Way too Stressed Right Now & You're Pregnant. Remember that."! I looked At Him , Then Back At Her. The Woman GrAbbed Her & Said "Shut Your Damn Mouth Now Krystal. She Is Your Sister"! I Just Looked & This Krystal Girl looked At Her , Then Me & Said "We Gone" & Her & that Fine Ass Boy Walked Off To the Car!! I Just Rolled My Eyes & Thought *She Better Be Koo' Cuz If that's Her Nigga I'll fuck him & Hurt Her Feelings*! This Man Was Looking At Teirra. She Was Crying Her Eyes Out , but Peeped Him Looking At Her & Yelled "What the Fuck Are You looking At Old Man"? He Looked At the Woman & Said "Isn't that Tiana"? The Woman Looked from Him to Teirra. She Said "My Name Is Not No Damn Tiana , Its Teirra & You Don't Know Me"! He Said "Teirra !! I Knew It Was One Of Them. I Didn't Know You & My Babygirl Were Still friends"! I Said "Oh My Gosh , Y'all Let's Go. I Can't With These Folks." The Woman Said "No , Please Wait"..Grabbing My Arm. I Said "First Of All , Let Me Go"! She Let Go & Said "Please Let Us Talk To You For A Minute"! I Rolled My Eyes & Crossed My Arms & Stood there. Teirra Said "I'm Out. I'm through With for the Day. Chris Is Fuckin Dead & I Just feel Like I Pulled The Trigger. I'ma Forever Blame Me."! Justin Said "Teirra that Coulda been Any Of Us Who Pulled the Trigger. It Was 6 Of Us On that Gun & that's Including Him. It Was Alot Of Us & this Wasn't On Purpose. We Were Just tryna Get the Gun , because If He Was Still Alive One Of Us Wouldn't be Alive & I think Thats Me. He Came With the Weapon & Everything Went Left On His End". She Said "Whatever , I'm Out" & Left. Damion Said "Aye bro , Let's Roll Out Too. Krissy We'll Be At Erick Crib"! I Said "Ok" Still Looking At this Woman Waiting to Hear What She Had To Say. Everyone Left & It Was Just Me , Kyron & these Strangers. She Said "Do You Wanna Sit Somewhere Or"? "I'm fine Standing"! "Ok , Well I'm Pamela , Everyone Calls Me Pam tho & This Is James" She Said Pointing To The Man! I Just Kept Staring , Waiting For Her to Get To the Point! This James Man Said "We Just Wanted To Finally Meet You Krissy"! I Was Mad! "After All these Years Tho? Im 22 finna Be 23 Nxt Month. I have An Apartment , Work At JCP , Engaged , Pregnant & Doing For Myself , What the Fuck Do I Need A Parent Now For? Samantha Jones Was My Fuckin Parent & She's Gone , been Gone"! Pamela Said "That Was My Mother. I'm hurt , So Hurt She's Gone & Really Appreciate Her For Taking Care Of You. When We Use To talk On the Phone When You Were A Kid , She Told Me How Beautiful You've Grown to Be & You Were Smart & Well MAnnered. She Taught You things I Knew I Couldn't At That Time." My Eyes Began To feel With Tears. She Said "I'm So Sorry We Wasn't there. We Couldn't Do For You How My Mother Could." I twisted My Face & Said "Krystal Don't look Too Much Younger than Me , Why Didn't You Come For Me When You Had Her"? They Paused For A Second & He Said "Like I told Your Mother , Your Life Was Here Now! You Were Still A Kid , but This Is What You Knew! Coming to You When You Were 15 Would've Really Ruined You"! "You Don't think It's Ruining Me Now? I'm 22 fuckin Yrs Old...I Needed You Guys then , Not Now , BUT Then! As A Kid & Teenager. My Grandmother Did A Wonderful Job , but I Needed My Parents. Granny Got Sick When I Was 9 , So I Was Really taking Care Of Her Up Until She Passed. I fuckin Needed Somebody. I Needed Y'all"!! I burst Out Into Tears & They Both Walked Up to Me & Hugged Me. I Let It Be For A Second , because Man...these Were My Parents. My Parents Are Here & I Actually felt Safe When they Hugged Me , but I Pushed Away Saying "Get Off Me" & Ran Off. Kyron Ran behind Me.
It Was Silent All the Way Home. Blood On Our Clothes & That Was Suppose to Be A Celebration. I Know Everyone Was Wondering Who Pulled the Trigger. I hated Chris , but I Didnt Want Him to Die!
We Pulled Up to The House & Got Out. Kyron Said "Baby You Ok"? "Yea , I'm Just Tired Kyron. I Wanna Get These Bloody Clothes Off , take A Shower & Go to Bed"! "Ok , Go Head. I Love You"! "Yea , love You too"! I Didn't Like That Word Anymore. LOVE !! My Parents Have Came Into My life Out The Blue. I have A Sister , that I Already Hate , Chris Got Killed At My Wedding Celebration , I Love Kyron , but My Heart Still With Damion & I'm Pregnant. I love the One Who Broke Me. Do I Even love Him? Do I love Kyron? Do I fuckin Love Anybody Anymore? The People that I've Always found Myself Thinking About Came Here Today & I Didn't feel Anything. I Don't Feel Anything For Anyone. My Grandmother Was the Last Person I Really Had A feeling For & I Just Realized that When I Met these People. I have No Love Left In Me. No Love Here At All !!