ANXIETY 2 *NoLoveHere* [COMPLETED]

«Teirra»

I Was Getting What I Was Gone Get Out Of My Apartment. I Couldn't believe Krissy Was Leaving Me. *PhoneRings*
"Hello"! "BAby What Is Going On.? Someone Just Called & Said Your Apartment Had Police Cars & Coroners There"! "Everything Is Ok Now Mom. I'm Going To Stay At Krissy's For A While"! "No! Come Home. You Can Stay As Long As You Need To"! "Krissy Is Leaving , Going To Stay With Her Parents For A Little While & She Said I Can Hold The Apartment Down"! "Her Parents?? Where Did they Come From"?? "They Just Showed Up At The Celebration Party"! "What Celebration Party"? My Mom Is Just Hella Clueless! I Said "Krissy Is Getting Married , Well Was"! "Why She's Not Now"? "Because Her Man , took Off When Everything Got Real. Krissy Is Pregnant & He Wasn't there When All the Drama Popped Off & We All Knew It Was Coming"! "Wheree Did This Man Go ?? Why He Didn't Take Her"?? I Pouted & Said "Mom Please. Enough With the Police Questions"! She Was Quiet For A Second & Said "Well Is Everyone Ok"? My Heart fell. "No Mom. Everyone Is Not Ok"! "What's Wrong? Who Got Hurt"? "Erick. Erick Is Dead"!!! I Said Bursting Out Into Tears. She Gasped & Said "Baby I'm So Sorry. Omg Erick Was My Baby. Right Along With Justin & Damion. I Can't Believe this. What Happened"? "Gunshots Went Off Mom. You Should know That , Being that Polices & The Coroner People Were Out there"! "I Didn't Know It Got that Bad ! Omg Shooting In Your House?? No Teirra , You Coming Home"! I knew My Mother Would React This Way. I Didn't Want Her Knowing Anything , but People talk Alot Around Here. "Mom , I'm fine"! "I Don't Wanna hear it. I'm On My Way"! *Click* She hung Up the Phone & I Just Sat Down On the Couch. Damn , I Wish I Had Somewhere To Run Off to Like Krissy! I Don't Even Wanna be here!
*KnockOnDoor*
I Answered the Door to See My Mom & Dad StAnding Infront Of Me. They burst Right On In. My Dad Said "What the hell Is Going On"? I Was So Over telling What Happened & I'm Pretty Sure My Mom Already Told him , but When BigShit Pop Off muhfuckaz Just Gotta Hear from the Horses Mouth. I Said "Hello Dad , Hello Mom"! So Calmly. He Said "This Is Not A time For Jokes. Look At this Place! It's A Mess. What Happened Teirra"?!! His Loud Voice Scared Anyone. Even My Mom Looked A little Frightened. I Said "Dad , People Got Murdered In Here!! That's What Happened !! Please Stop fuckin Asking What Happened"!! I burst Out Into Tears & Him & Mom Both Walked Up & Hugged Me. He Said "Teirra , Me & Your Mom loves You So Much. We Don't Want Anything Happening to Youu! Krissy Is Like Our babygirl Too , but You Actually Are & I'm Going Through Hell To Protect Your Life & Know that You're Ok"! I Said "I Know Dad. I know."! My Mom Said "Now Clean Your Face & Finish Getting Your things So You Can Come Home"! "Mom , I Really Wanna Go To Krissy's House"! "Not Now , Let Everything Die Down , then You Can Go Over there. You Should Stay With Us , While Krissy Is With Her Parents Anyway." I Just Said "Ok"! I Wasn't Gonna Argue & Find A Reason To Stay At Krissy's & She's Not Gonna be there Either Anyway. I Need My Parents , Just like She Need Hers!
I WAlked Into My Childhood Bedroom & Just Looked Around. There Was 2 Pictures Of Me & Chris On My Mirror. I WAlked Up , Grabbed them & Stared at them for A Long Second. I Was Interrupted , by My Phone Ringing & It Kinda Made Me Jump , Being that I Was In My Own Little World. "Hello"! "How You holding Up"? It Was Krissy. "I'm Ok Mane. Where Are You"? "Home. T' this Is Way too Much. I'm Pregnant , Ericks Gone , I'm Praying My brother Don't Get Caught & I Hurt Kyron So Fuckin bad. I'm losing it"! My blood Just Started boiling. "Krissy You Know All Of this Is Your Fault Right"? "WHAT?! Why Would You Say that"? "Bitch it Is. Don't play Dumb. All You Had To Do Was Give Me My Damn Phone. It Didn't Have to Get this Far"! "I Was tryna Help You! You Know You Wanted Yourself Out Of that Relationship Just As Bad As I Did"! "You Don't Know What I Wanted. People Are Fuckin Dead Krissy. Including One Of Ours , Erick!! When Will You Realize You Were being Way Too Protective Of Me & Cost So Many Lives"?!! "Fuck You Teirra , Ok?!! Fuck You"!! *Click*!
I Didn't Mean To hurt Krissy Feelings Or Make Her Mad , but Damn..those Were All Facts Damnit!
*KnockOnDoor*
I Yelled "Mom Ooorrr Dad , I'm fine"! "Its Justin"! I Ran to the Door Opening it & Hugging Justin The Same Way He Hugged Me When He First Got Out! I tried to Finally Pull Away , but He Pulled Me Back To His Chest & He Cried. I Just Hugged Him. I Don't Know Exactly Where Me & Justin Actually Ever Went Wrong , but I've Always been the One To be there. That's Why He's Here Right Now & Not All Under Skyy. We've Been Doing this! I Just Whispered "Its Gonna be Ok Justin."! He Never Responded To Me , Just Cried. I know Erick's funeral Is Gonna be Rough On Everybody.

Justin & I Were Now Standing Outside. I told Him About What I Said To Krissy & He Was Pissed. I thought He Would Agree With Me , but He Was Not Happy About What I Said. "Teirra , You Really Need To Apologize To Krissy Man Forreah. What We Not Gone Do Is Point Fingers & Say Who Did What"! "Justin , but Its true. All She Had To Do Was Give Me My Phone. Then Erick & I fell Out , Because I Was Finna Get killed & told Where He Stayed. I Shoulda Told them Where Krissy Stayed Instead" I Said Rolling My Eyes! He Gave Me A Look & Said "You Never Ever felt like You Shoulda left Him T'? Huh? You Never felt like *Ok This Dude too Crazy. I Need To Leave Before Somebody Seriously Get Hurt*! It's All Our Fault. If Its One Person Fault , It's Everybody Fault! Just like We All Had Our Hands on that Gun. It's All Our Fault Cuz We Don't Know Who Did It , So That Mean We All fuckin Did it"!! He Had A Point & I Shoulda Never told Krissy that It Was All Her fault. I Said "Ima Go TAlk to Her. Ima Let Her Calm Down First , I Know She's Still Hella Pissed."! "Hell I Bet. That Was The Wrong Shit to Say To A Pregnant Woman that Was Somewhat In A Shootout , letting Her Fiancee Leave Her Behind To Stick With Us & Got A baby In her Belly. She took A big Risk For You"! "Shut Up !! I Know I Know , I feel Terrible." He Said "You Should"! I Just Looked At Him , Rolled My Eyes & Began thinking About My Bestfriend & the Stupid Shit I Said To Her!