ANXIETY 2 *NoLoveHere* [COMPLETED]

«Kyron»

I Wanted to Hate Krissy , but I Really Couldn't! I Remember first Finally Getting Krissy's Attention! I Could tell that Love For Damion Would Never Go Anywhere. I tried My hardest , but You love Who You love! I Did Start Back Conversing With Kyeuna , but I Don't Know If thats Ever Gonna Go Anywhere Again! My Phone Was Sitting On the Table & It Vibrated! It Was Krissy! The Msg Read "Kyron I Am So Sorry For Everything! I Know how You felt About Me Was Real! I'm the Fool , You Are Exactly What I Need & Have Been Needing All My life , but I'm So Stuck On What I know! Damion Has Taught Me Everything , I've Been through Everything With Him! I May Not Even Be With Him , but If Not I Just Wanna Have My Baby & Be Alone With Him Or Her! You Gave Me A Gift & I Want Us To Coparent & Be Great Parents! I love You So Much Kyron , I Really Do...Just Not On the "Marry" level. I'm Sorry"! I Just Put the Phone Back Down , then My Phone Vibrated Again! It Was Picture Msgs from Krissy! She Sent Me Pictures Of All the Drawings I Drew Her & They Were On the Wall In Her New bedroom At Her Parents House! Under the Pictures She Sent "Couldn't LeAve these Behind" My Heart Had Actually Came Back Together In those Few Seconds & Smiled ! I txt Back Saying "I love You Krissy! Can't Wait to Meet the Baby In Another Good 7months Or So😔 Goodnight"! She Txt Back "😂👶❤"! I looked At the Phone , Gave A lil Smile & Just Sat It bAck Down! I Just Want Krissy to Be Happy ! She's Having My Baby & That's Good For Me ! Her & Damion May Eventually Work things Out & I'll Be Ok With that. I Won't , but At the Same Time , I Will ! I Just Wanna See Her Happy & I Guess Damion Makes Her Happy!
*KnockOnDoor*
I WAlked To the Door & Looked Out The Window. It Was that Nigga. What the fuck Was He Doing Here? I Opened the Door & Said "Krissy Ain't Here"! He Said "I Know. Can I Come In"? I Stared For A Second then Said "Yea , Sure"! We Sat On the Couch & I Said "Wassup"? He began To Talk! "You & Marissa leaving Us Like that Was Some hoe Ass Shit but-" I Cut Him Off Saying "You Can Get Outta Here With All that"! "Just Hear Me Out"! I began To Get A Little Upset! He Continued On Saying "It Was hoe Shit , but Y'all Did it , We Lost One & That's What It Is! I'm Not Mad At You Or Marissa! Y'all Did What Y'all felt like Y'all Needed To Do & So Did Krissy & I ! We Stuck by Eachother like We Been Doing! I Just Need to Know Where Y'all Relationship Stand! Can I try to Get Her Back , Or Is She All You"? I Stared & Stared , then Finally Said "Go For it Damion! We're Just Gonna Coparent"! He Said "Forreal"? "What Did I Just Say"? It Was Hard Just letting Krissy Go To The One Who Hurt Her! I Was tryna Change Her Whole Life , but I Can't Beat Him! Damion Said "MArissa & I Came To An Agreement that On Every Year The Day She Lost the Baby We Spend That Day Together"! "She Ok With All Of this? She know You Want Krissy"? "I'm Pretty Sure She Knows Where My Heart Is"! At That Moment I Was Ready To Go Back To St.Louis & Find Kyeuna! She Was So Happy to Hear From Me When I Went Down there To Visit & I Saw Her the Day I Came Back For like 10minutes Cuz We Had To Get Back Here , but the Look She Gave Me When She Asked When I Wass Coming Back...I Can't forget It! I Said "Ok , Well that's that! Y'all live Happily & I know that Means You're Gonna Be Apart Of My Child's Life Also , So Just Do What You Suppose to Do When It Comes To My Seed & We Good"! "I Got Ya Mane"! "Yea , She's Gonna Be At Her Moms till She's like 8months MAybe I think"! "OkOk Koo'! Guess I'll Go Visit"! Ky Said "They Actually having A PArty Over there Today! Ya know ? Welcoming Her In the Home"! "I Came Back At the Perfect time! You Going"? "Yea , I think Ima Go"! "Wanna Ride With Me? Or Is That Too Much Right Now"? "Aye , We Might As Well Start Now Being Koo' & I Don't Mind Saving Gas So Yea I'll Ride Passenger"! We both Burst Out Laughing! He Said "I hear Ya. What time It Start"? "Rounn 5"! "Ok , bet"! He looked At His Watch & Said It's "3:30" I'll Be Back At 4:00"! "Bet"! He Said "Already" & Walked Out! I Couldn't believe I Was Getting Along With This Dude. The Same Dude , that When I first Met Called Me Mr.MailMan & Slammed the Door In My Face! All Of Us Growing Up Forreal!
*PhoneRings*
It Was Kyeuna! I Was Kinda Scared To Answer the Phone for A Second , but I Did! "Hello"! "Hey Ky! How Are things Going With You"? "There Going , I Guess" & Gave A Little laugh! "Ok Well Um , It Was Nice Seeing You the Other Day! Hopefully I See You Again Soon"! "You Wanna Come Visit the A"? "Really"? "Yes Really! Whenever You're Ready"! "How Ima Get there? I Don't Wanna Drive Alone"! "Bring Marissa bAck With You. If She Don't Wanna Come , I'll buy Your bus Ticket"! "Omg Ky I'm So Happy Right Now! I've Really Missed You"! "I've Missed You Too Kyeuna! Well Just Get Back At Me! Let Me Know Something"! "Ok I Will"! "Ok" then We Hung Up! She Was So Excited! I Guess If It Was the Other Way Around , We Were In St.Louis & I loved Krissy , but Kyeuna A Little Bit More I Would Want Her To Understand..Especially Since Kyeuna & Me Got History! Same Way With Damion & Krissy! I think I'm Really Ok With It Now & Kyeuna Is Coming to Visit too! I Just Hope Damion & Krissy Do Work It Out! Can't believe I'm Saying that , but It Seems Like Everything Is Finally Going How It's Suppose to Go!