ANXIETY 2 *NoLoveHere* [COMPLETED]

«Kyron»

I Really Couldn't believe Krissy. I Was Hurt. It's like , She Don't Even Care About Our Baby's life. She Just Worried about Teirra. She Need To Wake Up & Realize that's A Whole life Growing Inside Of Her.
I WAlked Into My House & Marissa SAid "Well , I've finAlly talked To D'! He's Staying. This Whole Shooting Thing Has Gotten Way Outta Hand He Say"! I Said "I Just found That Out Too"! "I have To Get Back To St.Louis , It's Too Crazy Here"! "We're Gonna Leave In the Morning"! "So , Is Krissy Coming Or No"?? "Nope"! "WAit , huh? No"? "No Marissa. She Is Not Coming. Teirra Is More Important"! She Shook her Head & Said "I'm Going to Talk to Her For You"! "Marissa , No! Let her be Stupid If She Wants. She lose My Child , this Wedding Is Off for Good"! "You Really Shouldn't Allow Her to Stay Fam"! I Was Irritated at This Point. "What the fuck Can I Do Marissa? Drag her Into the Car"? "YES!! That's Exactly What You Should Do. A Child's life Is On the Line"! I Just Looked At Her When She Said That , Because I knew That Would Make Her think About Dj. She Got Very Sad & I Said "I'm Sorry Marissa"! She Waved Her Hand Back & Forth Saying "You Don't Wanna Lose Your baby. You Just Don't Wanna Do it. You Cannot be Ok , With Her Going Through these Shootings & Stuff With Your Baby In Her Stomach"! I Got Emotional Nxt & Said "Its like She Don't Caree"! Marissa Said "She Don't Yet! She Have To Feel That First Kick. Right Now , Even tho A baby Is there...To her It's Still Nothing. Ain't Nothing Changed Yet , but If That Baby Kicks She Gone Zoom To the Lou Couss"!! I SAid "He Or She Ain't finna Kick No time Soon tho. She Ain't Nothing , but like A Month Or So Now"? "Be the Man. Be the Fiancee. Be the Father"! Marissa Was Right , Krissy Is bringing Her Ass to St.Louis till this Stupid Shit Die Down. Fuck how it Turn Out.
Me & Marissa Were In the House Playing Old School Radio Music. She Was Eating Cheese Dip & I Was Laying Back Waiting On Krissy To Pull Up. I txt Her & Told Her To Come Over Asap!
*KnockOnDoor*
"Marissa Get that , It's Krissy"! I Said Taking off To the Bathroom Having To Shit. "Ok" Marissa Opened the Door & I Could Still Hear What Was Going On. Marissa Said "Hey"! She Said "Hey"! "Is Everybody Doing Ok"? "Naw , Not Really. We Gotta Stick Together tho If We Wanna Survive the Shit Popping Off"! "Krissy You Really Should Come To St.Louis With Me & Kyron"! Marissa Was tryna Help Me & Maybe Krissy Would Listen To Her. She Is A Woman ! "Marissa , I'm Not Going Anywhere. I told Kyron that & Now I'm telling You that"! "You're Pregnant tho! You Putting the Baby In Danger"! "Don't You Worry About My Baby Ok? He Or She Is Gonna be Fine"! "How Are You So Sure"? Krissy Said "How Are You Not"? They Were Going Back & Forth. I Had To Hurry Up & Get Back In there. This Arguement Was Getting A Little to Heated. It Was Quiet For A Minute , then I heard Marissa Say "You Can lose that baby In the Blink Of An Eye Krissy. Listen to Me When I tell You"! "Omg , It's Not Even A Baby Yet"! "SO !! Omg You Have No Heart"! "I have A Heart , but Right Now It's All About Survival. Me & My Friends , Not Just Me. Why Would I Up &-Take Off"? "BECAUSE YOU HAVE AN UNBORN YOU HAVE TO THINK ABOUT"!! "If it Die , before It Becomes An Actually baby Then It Is What It Is. It Won't feel A thing"! I Didn't Know How To React To What Krissy Just Said. I Came Out The Bathroom & Walked Into the Living Room & Marissa Was Back On the Couch Shaking She Was So Mad. I looked At Krissy & She Looked At Me. She Said "Is This Why You Called Me Over? To Talk About Me Leaving With Y'all? Kyron I'm Not Going"!! "Yes You Are"!! "No the Fuck I'm Not"!! "You Have No Choice"!! She Said "Excuse Me"?? "You Heard Me Krissy. You're My Fiancee & That's My Baby. You're Coming to St.Louis"! "I Don't Wanna Get Married Anymore & Don't Really Wanna Have the Baby Since I'm Not Getting Married"! My Heart Hit the Floor & Rolled Into the Bathroom & Threw Up For Me. That Hurted Me So Bad. Being With Krissy Has Always Been My Dream. Is She Serious Right Now?? I Said "Krissy Are You Meaning This Right Now"? She breathed In , then Out Saying "Yes Kyron. I'm Sorry , but Every Word"! Marissa Looked At Her In Discuss & Said "Krissy"- I Cut Her Off SAying "Marissa Shut Up"! She Looked At Me With A "Excuse Me"? Face & Just Turned & Walked To the Back! Krissy Said "Kyron I love You but"- "Krissy Stop it Ok.? Stop With the Lies. You Don't Love Me , You Never Did. You Still Love Damion"! "Damion Has Nothing To Do With This"!! "He Has Every Fuckin thing To Do With it"! I've Never In my Life Thought I Would Cuss At Krissy , but When I Get Mad , I'm Mad! She Stared At Me In Shock For A Minute , Because I've Never Cussed At Her. She Finally Went On to Say "Like I Said , He Has Nothing To Do With this. It's All About Survival. You & Marissa Was there , Y'all Really In it , but Y'all Leaving the Team"! "Chris Is Dead Ok Krissy? He's Dead. Go To War With His Family For What Baby? That Whole thing Was His Fault , He Brought the Gun. So We All Can Survive , We All Need To Get the Fuck On Down. One Of theirs Is Dead , they Coming With More Anger Than Us. I Just Don't Want My Baby To Get Hurt. You Or My Actual Baby" I Said Pointing At Her Stomach. "Either You Stay Here & Be A Team Player Kyron , Or You And MArissa Can Go & Have A Nice Life. I'm Not Leaving T' Nem"! She took Off the 2carat Ring Putting It In My Hand & We Looked At Each other For A Long Second & She Finally Said "I Gotta Go"! WAlking Towards the Door. I Grabbed Her. She Looked At Me. I Said "Krissy , Please baby"! She Pulled Away & Walked Out The House. My Heart Was Racing & Head Was Pounding. I Didn't Ask A Woman to Marry Me , Just To Leave Me , before We Even Get To the Alter. This Cannot & Will Not End Like This !! I Just Stared At the Diamond Ring.