i needed love, but you're too late now

chapter 5

namjoon's perspective
may 24 2017

i woke up on the couch that belonged to my friends jimin and tae. i tried to get up but my body wasn't letting me. i decided to open my eyes so that i could look at the time. holy crap! crap! crap! crap! crap! my first class started 45 minutes ago! oh man i'm so screwed! we had a test today! i quickly got up from the couch and sprinted out of the house. i had to run to my apartment to get my backpack. namjoon you idiot! you mess everything up! i made it to my apartment and grabbed my backpack as fast as i could. should i try to brush my hair? no it'll get ruined by running anyway, and nobody besides my friends will know that i'm wearing the same clothes from yesterday. when i left my apartment i didn't even bother to close my door.
7 minutes later
i finally made it to school while being the most out of breath i've ever been. you really needed that exercise anyway, you fat worthless piece of crap. i missed my first class but i can still make all of the rest. "hey gay lord! we've been looking for you!" scratch that actually, he's not going to be able to leave anytime soon. "where were you this morning?!" said min jun, the man who would beat me everyday at school. accompanied by his friends heon woo and se jun, also jerks but not as bad as min jun. "answer you idiot!" min jun said as he slapped me....really hard. "i just overslept." i answered back trying to pretend like that didn't hurt. "oh really! well since it's monday and you wasted our time by making us wait for you, our little 'session' will be longer today." as soon as he finished saying that, he grabbed my head and slammed in into a wall. then heon woo started kicking my stomach while se jun was screaming things like that i should die or need to get thinner and occasionally kicking me in my face. i started coughing up blood and was beginning to lose consciousness. but just as i was about to pass out, min jun pulled me up and started choking me against the wall. "i hope you know that you are a worthless, not good enough, fat, ugly, and talentless human namjoon! do you?!" he screamed at me. i was trying to say something back but couldn't due to the lack of oxygen. (more like oxyjin am i right? haha i'm sorry lol) "do you?!" he yelled at me again. after a while i was finally able to muster out an answer. "y-y-yes" i stuttered out. "good" he replied with.
then he finally let go of me and i was able to breath once again. i took one last look around the hallway and i saw them walking away while laughing their heads off....laughing at me. but before i lost consciousness, i saw someone running down the hallway and screaming what sounded like my name. i didn't get a chance to see them or hear them more clearly though, because i just passed out.

hiya! wow this chapter was awful lol. just like that pun...i'm sorry lol. so hopefully my two readers are doing well...yeppp. *awkward silence* alright well i'm gonna "go go" now. i'm sorry again lol. bai bai!