i needed love, but you're too late now

chapter 6

namjoon's perspective
may 24 2017
5 hours later

  i awoke in something that felt very uncomfortable. i opened my eyes and i seemed to be in a white room. there was a woman standing next to a desk and she appeared to be on the phone. "yes i will....thank you very much." she said then ended the phone call. she turned around and must've been shocked to see me awake. "oh! i did not know that you were awake!" she said with a light chuckle at the end. i tried to say sorry but i wasn't able to. i just coughed and couldn't say anything. after a while, i was able to say a couple of words. "where am i?" i asked her. "oh. right. you're at the hospital. you were severely beaten. your nose and one of your ribs are broken. you have bruises all over your body, the most noticeable ones are around your neck. and while we were examining your body we found that you are severely underweight. you must not be getting enough food into your system. we also found cuts on your body as well. in certain areas that make us a little suspicious." i completely froze after she said that. she knows the most important thing that i must keep hidden from everyone. "you were very lucky that mr.jeon came just in time to save you." she explained. "wait? do you mean jeon jungkook?" i questioned. "yes." she replied. jungkook helped me? but why would he? i'm not worth his time. "you have six people waiting to visit you. would you like me to let them in?" "uhhhh yeah go ahead." i said hesitantly. i really didn't want to face them right now but i guess it'll have to happen at some point....might as well get it over with. "ok, they'll be here in just a minute." she said while turning around and leaving the room.
  after a couple minutes or so, i heard the door opening. then all six of my friends came into the room. "namjoon! oh thank goodness you're okay!" jin said while he immediately started hugging me. "hyung give joonie some space!" hoseok yelled at jin. "sorry joonie." "it's okay jin don't apologize." i reassured him. i looked over to see jungkook in tears. "kookie are you okay?" "no hyung. i was so scared that i-i-i had been too late to s-save you. but i'm feeling a little better knowing that you're still alive." "oh kookie i'm so sorry for worrying you." "hyung don't be sorry it's those jerks who hurt you fault." "oh yeah by the way i wanted to know who those guys were. who are they?" yoongi asked me. "they're just some guys who don't like me very much. it's not a big deal." i told him. "no big deal?! you're in the hospital because of them namjoon! how is that not a big deal?!" yoongi shouted at me. i begin (more like bejin am i right? ok i should probably stob it now lol. S-T-O-P              I-T!!!! .....i'm sry lol.) to start crying because of the sudden outburst. dang it namjoon! that's such a stupid thing to cry over! you're such a wimp! "yoongi look at you did!" jin yelled at yoongi. "namjoon i'm so sorry! i was just really angry at those guys!" "it's okay yoongi it was a dumb thing for me to cry over." "no it's not namjoon you're reacting how anybody would." tae reassured me. "ok. thank you." i responded.
                               1 hour later
                           jungkook's perspective
  "hey hyung?" i asked jin. "yes kookie?" "is it okay if i spend time alone with namjoon so i could talk to him about the things that the nurse told us about?" "of course kookie." "thank you hyung." jin smiled and nodded at me. "ok i think that we should leave namjoon. everyone leave except for jungkook." jin announced. "why is jungkook the only one that can stay?" jimin asked. jin gave him a look that said don't question anything and just do what i say. jimin quickly knew what that look was so he was immediately saying his goodbyes to namjoon. "goodbye joonie! we love you!" jimin and hoseok said in unison. everyone said their farewells and then it was just me and namjoon. "so uh namjoon i wanted to talk with you about some things."
namjoon's perspective
i started to quickly tense up. what could he want to talk about?! does he know something about me that he shouldn't?! "namjoon.....are you happy?"

holo everyone! wow this is officially my longest chapter! yay! anyways, so uh remember when i said i was gonna update soon...ya that clearly didn't happen lol. i procrastinated on this project we were given a month to do so like three days before it was due i devoted my whole "blood sweat and tears" to it. so enough with the excuses! i wanted to thank anyone who is actually reading this story! gladly appreciated lol. i think that i am done ranting for now. so until next time. bai bai!