i needed love, but you're too late now

chapter 3

                               may 23 2017
                              3 hours later
namjoon's perspective

i finally arrived at jimin and tae's while being fashionably late at usual. that's a shocker. i stepped up to knock on the door but there was no need to because taehyung already opened the door by the time i was about to knock. "hyung! you're late!" "i know tae, i'm sorry." "you made us very worried about you!" great job namjoon you already ruined the night by making everyone worry about you. "i get it if you don't want me to hang ou-" "no! we forgive you! please stay!" taehyung said while making a pout, he always knew i could never say no when he did that. "of course tae."

even though they say they want me here, i know they're lying. i mean, seriously? who would want such a thing as kim namjoon anywhere near them? they're only letting me still hang out with them because they feel pity for me. i wish i could find someone who actually loved me. i wish they could love me as much as i love jungkook. oh no....jungkook is here. whenever i'm in front of him i always find a way to embarrass myself. i can't even imagine what's-

"namjoon? hellooooo namjoonie?" jimin said waving his hand in front of my face. "what? what happened?" i asked everyone because i've been zoned out for the last 2 minutes. "nothing much. what've you been thinking about for the last couple of minutes?" hoseok asked. "nothing. just school and stuff." i replied while lying. "ok. if you say so." hoseok responded.

                   hoseok's perspective

i knew he was lying. namjoon is a horrible liar. it's obvious that something is up with him. i just wish he knew that he can tell us anything that's going on with him. but i know he has a really hard time opening up to people, even the people he's closest with. i won't push him though. whenever he's comfortable with telling me what's wrong, i'll be ready to listen.