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real life

today was one of those days where i want to ignore everyone. i dont know why i do it, it just happens. my family and close friends know i do it so they dont force me to have any social interaction.

im currently home alone because my brother is on tour i think or hes just with friends, i wouldnt know because we havent spoken to each other in a good month. disappointed but not surprised.

i walk into the kitchen of our huge house and look for anything i can cook without burning down the house. did i mention my mom and dad also went with joey? yeah well im here alone, in this big house.

i grab a stool to get the bread on the high shelf.

"what the heck, who put it this high" i mumble to myself. always making me struggle.

i take the nutella out of the fridge and grab a spoon.

i spread the nutella on the 4 slices of bread i have. i put the bread and nutella away before walking back upstairs to my room.

i decide to go live on instagram because i have no one to hang out with considering im ignoring people.

i set the phone on my vanity and start the livestream. comments come flooding in, asking why i haven't been active on social media, why im not answering texts, and the sweet comments along with the rude ones.

"okay so i havent been on any social media besides my finsta. 1) i have nothing to post, i have selfies but i dont like them. 2) its one of those mornings"

i see jade comment "romanticvibes: u stupid troll check my text now" i groan and grab my laptop, i click the imessage icon.

jayd🌼: IM SO BORED IM COMING OVER

jayd🌼: im on my way

jayd🌼: im by the target near your house

jayd🌼: IM PULLING INTOYOUR DRIVEWAY

i take my phone, still on the livestream, and walk downstairs.

"jade was texting me this whole time and i didnt know. im such a bad friend"

i flip the camera so the viewers can see my house.

"so as you can see im home alone because my family thought everyone needs to go on tour with joey"

i walk towards the door and open it for jade.

she comes running inside, with a duffel bag. she closes the door and smiles.

"why do you have a duffel bag?"

"bitch youre home alone, you need company so why dont we invite your bae" she says, wiggling her eyebrows and laughing at her own hint.

all the comments start to mention why dont we and zach, considering most of them are why dont we fans.

"no, how about we just stay here" she groans and shoves me.

i start reading the comments and see seaveydaniel comment "yeah invite us over".

i show jade and she starts hitting me, whispering yes multiple times.

"we're going to in n out later so if any of you want to come join us, you may" jade says, not even giving me a chance to object.

"i mean i guess we can go" i say.

"you are going, you dont have a say"

"i kinda figured" i start reading the comments again, some asking what im eating and what im wearing.

"im eating nutella bread thing yeah" i smile and laugh at my dumb explanation.

"im wearing a cropped black pullover and black adidas pants"

"no bra" jade attempts to whisper.

"SHUTUP STUPID"

i watch as the comments start going fast.

"no im not wearing a bra because im at home and i legit woke up 30 minutes ago and forgot to put one on"

"anyways, im going to end the live because i need to get ready so bye lads ill ttyl"

"THATS SO CRINGE, NEVER SAY THAT AGAIN" jade screams and laughs.

"whats wrong with it? ttyl is cute"

"bella thorne is shaking"

i start laughing, clutching my stomach.

"BELLA IS SHAKING IT UP" jade screams.

"OKAY BYE GUYS BYE" i say, ending the livestream.

"bro we're fucking stupid" jade says, walking upstairs.

i shake my head and follow her into my room.

"are we seriously going to in n out later?" i say once i lay on my bed.

"yes, ive been wanting fries so we are going and who knows, maybe zach will show up" she giggles and walks into my bathroom.

"i dont want to speak to zach or any boy because yknow" i say, getting sad at the thought.

jade walks out and sighs. "i know you miss him but babe hes not good for you. after everything he put you through, you cant go back"

"i know but enough of me. how are you planning to tell your family youre bi?"

"uh i dont know, i know theyll support me but im just scared theyll get mad that i never told them sooner" i nod, not wanting to push the topic onto her.

"lets get ready for our long day" she jumps on my bed, causing me to groan.

"its still early"

"yeah but i want to go to the beach for a little"

"i guess, i do need to work on my tan"

"thats the spirit! now hurry, i dont want to be stuck in traffic"

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word count: 895

hey hey hey :-) im back, i was busy with homecoming and SATs but i am finished so expect updates again.

i kinda want to change it to this format but its based on social media so idk

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