My Stream of Consciousness - 1

I just wanted to put this out there...

For the record, I know a lot of suicidal people, people who have heavily considered suicide, and I might even know someone who has committed such. I'm not sure, I haven't  heard from them in a long time and last time I talked to them they were talking about suicide and how it tempted them.

I completely understand how you people who want to commit suicide feel; I've walked along the  border of it myself. And I know how sweet death can seem, how it would feel to just end all of our suffering. 

But don't forget that people care about you. Your family, your friends...

And however welcoming it may seem, suicide doesn't end the chances of life getting worse. It just eliminates the chances of it getting better.

There are so many people out there who believe in you. I believe in you.

I believe you can do something, even if you think you can't.

Forget the people who push over your building blocks for fun. Stand high beside the people who build you up.

You can do anything if you really want to do it. You just have to believe in yourself.

When life pushes you down, get up, dust yourself off, and kick it in the crotch. Don't listen to anyone to tells you to kill yourself. Instead, walk away. And don't be afraid to cry or tell somebody about what's happening. 

Don't keep emotions bottled up inside. 

Heh... ironic, coming from me... I  crying just writing this...

*wipes tears away and smiles* it's hard for me, too...

Going through growing up, and mood swings, and sharper edges on your replies....

It's hard, I understand...

*hug*

But I love you guys, and I want you to stay safe. When the confident side of you trips over a stone and leaves insecure you by yourself, turn around. Pick them up, dust them off, because trust me...

*starts crying again*

You're gonna need them.