Warning: angst
                              
                              Imagine Connor's reaction to a puppy
                              Sure, he's used to Sumo, but Sumo is a giant
                              On Connor's "birthday" (the day Hank adopted him) Hank gets him a puppy
                              Connor's obviously ecstatic, he loves dogs
                              But what he didn't expect was a golden retriever puppy the length of his forearm to stumble out of the carrier and start licking his face
                              Connor just fawning over the puppy
                              But also being scared to hurt it because it's so small
                              Connor also puts a blue bow on the puppy's collar
                              And Hank takes videos to send to everyone he knows because Connor is precious
                              The dog (named Buddy) grows up with Connor and Hank in their home
                              And Connor takes care of his baby boi like his own child
                              The trio (and Sumo) have the time of their lives with Buddy, frolicking and playing and being happy good boys
                              Until, of course, Buddy gets old.
                              Sumo had passed away a year earlier, and neither Connor or Hank were emotionally prepared for what happened to Buddy.
                              One day Hank and Connor come home from a case to find Buddy lying in his usual spot by the door, where he waits for them every day
                              But when Connor whistles for him Buddy doesn't even move
                              Connor, trying over and over again to get his dog to respond, panicks and rushes Buddy to the vet
                              The veterinarian says that Buddy has a tumor in his stomach that prevents him from moving due to pain, and that they have two options
                              Attempt a dangerous surgery to remove the tumor, or put poor Buddy out of his misery
                              Connor, of course, chooses the surgery, because he wants to save his dog
                               The surgery is successful, and the tumor is removed
                              But several months later, Buddy is found unconscious when Connor wakes up in the middle of the night
                              The vet says that the tumor had returned, even bigger than before, that another surgery is too risky, and that the best option at this point is to put Buddy down
                              Connor immediately asks if there's an alternative
                              The vet says no, and Connor immediately starts crying and hugging his dog
                              "I'll let you two say goodbye. Bring him to the far room when you're ready."
                              Connor just collapses on his dog and cries for a good few minutes
                              But then Buddy nudges Connor's face with his nose and licks his tears away
                              And Connor just pets his dog and mumbles reassuring things while Buddy continues ro lick Connor's face and tears
                              After ten minutes, Connor says he's ready (even tho he's really not) and Hank picks up Buddy and carries him to the room the vet said to take him to
                              Hank looks back to see Connor staring after them.
                              Connor waves a tiny bit to his dog for the last time
                              And Buddy lifts his paw as a goodbye
                              
                              For many, many years, Connor mourns for his lost dog
                              One morning, twelve years since Buddy died
                              Connor is sitting on the couch, watching TV
                              And Hank covers Connor's eyes from behind.
                              "Don't look, Connor. I have a surprise."
                              "O-Okay, Lieutenant."
                              After a minute or two, Hank lets Connor look
                              And in front of him stands everybody he knows: Gavin Reed (yes, they're friends in this AU) and Caleb (the RK900 that's Gavin's partner), Markus, North, Simon, and Josh from Jericho, Luther, Kara, and Alice
                              But in front of them all stands Hank, grinning
                              And holding a squirming, snuffling golden retriever puppy with a blue bow on his collar.
                              
                              
                              
                              
                              
                              I don't know why I made this but I think it's great
                                      
                                          
                                   
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My Stream of Consciousness - 1
RandomI decided to make this for no particular reason XD enjoy!
 
                                               
                                                  