I grabbed a piece of paper from my backpack and I titled it "The real (YFN) (YLN)" Once I started to write I felt like I could not stop writing. After I realized I finished a whole front side and three quarters of the back I quickly summed up my point. But I cannot for the life of me stop thinking about Colin. There is a part of me that wants to get to know who he is and his story. But a part of me still loves Liam and hopes that one day that he makes me his. I guess time will only tell. The bell rang and we turned in our papers to the teacher. As I was packing my bag I felt Colin grabbed my arm and he said "What is your next class?" I grabbed my schedule and I said "AP Biology." He smiled and he said "Crazy. We are taking the same Science. Mind if I walk with you?" I shook my head no and we began to walk to our next class. Either I was going to like this year or absolutely hate it.
We walked into the classroom and we sat down and the teacher came in and he said "Good Morning everyone. I am Mr. Saltzman. I am your science teacher." I felt Colin was looking at me and I smiled and I said "Why are you staring at me?" He just said "Has anyone ever told you that you were beautiful?" I blushed and I said "Maybe you should stop with the flirty looks and the constant grabbing of my arm because it makes me want to die." He gave me a puppy face and he said "What am I doing wrong?" I said "You are trying to make me hook up with you?" He smirked and he said "We both know that you really do." I faked a laugh and I said "Only in your dreams because I don't know what kind of girl you think I am but let me tell you I am too smart to play your stupid games. Trust me. I am not the girl you think I am." He had a surprised facial expression and said "Oh I think you are the girl." The Science teacher cleared his throat and we both looked at him and he smiled and he said "Are you two okay? Is there something that you would like to share with the class?"
I said "No I just asked Colin if he had a pen." I looked at Colin and he smiled and he said "Yes I do. Which color do you prefer?" I saw his eyes turn a light shade of brown and I wanted to barf and I said "Black please." He gave me a black pen and Mr. Saltzman said "Alright now pay attention." He turned around and continued to write on the board and I threw Colin's pen across the room and I heard him silently laugh. These classes we have together will be a pain in my butt. Once I started to pay attention the period seemed it flew by and now it was time for lunch. I met up with Nicole and Veronica and we grabbed our lunch and Nicole said "What's up? How was the first two blocks." I gave her the look and she said "That bad? I heard the new kid was in your first two classes." I said "Yeah he is something else." Veronica said "Well I saw him this morning and man I would hook up with him if I was given the opportunity." I played with my salad and I said "It's just he thinks that if he uses his flirtation and that thing where he grabs your arm with his hand it will make you completely mesmerized and you instantly fall in love with him."
Nicole said "So if he asked you out would you go out with him?" I shook my head no and said "I would rather hell freeze over than date him." She started to choke on her cucumber and she said "Are you crazy? Why would you not go out with someone like him?" I said "Why should I? Plus I have feelings for someone else." Nicole sighed and she said "That one time thing that happened at writing camp with Liam Payne is most likely never going to happen again." I said "How are you so sure?" Veronica said "Because he spends half of his time with the football team and the track team. He never wants to be seen with you I think that is an instant give away that you should not waste your time on him." I looked over at the table he was sitting at and we made instant eye contact and he winked at me and I smiled.
Nicole looked at me and she said "Are you going to the welcome back party at the Ashley's tonight?" I said "What? We aren't cool enough." She said "Uh (Yn) this is the year to be wild and have fun. Stop being so down in the dumps. Maybe this party will bring you closer with Liam. Or maybe your first kiss with Colin. I mean anyone is dying to kiss that beautiful man. If he looked at me and be like kiss me I would giggle and of course kiss him." Maybe she was right but I needed to go shopping for an attractive dress. It was time to stop being afraid of myself and let the true me out and ready to party. The bell rang and I looked at Nicole and Veronica and I said "Mall after school we are going to Macy's and Victoria secret and maybe the perfume store." I saw Colin walk bye and I took the initiative to wave at him and he smiled that million dollar smile and winked. Maybe I will enjoy this party and I'm dying to see what Colin would be wearing tonight. These fantasies I have in my head might be a slight problem.
