My bully , Ashton Irwin

There are a lot of kinds of pain. There is the physical one , when someone hits you or you pinch yourself . There is an emotional one , when someone's words hurt and make you feel sad .There is also the pain that you feel , when you hit your little toe on a furniture . There is the pain you feel , when you give birth , there is the pain , when you have blood tests and there is the pain , when someone takes the last cookie and that one is not you . All these types of pains have one thing in common , they have a negative impact on the one induring the hurt . Where do I wanna go with this ? I dont even know , but I thought that pain is the perfect start as my life is full of it .

I never really thought that my life would turn this way . I remember myself six years ago . A happy ten year old with caring parents . I was the social butterfly , the happiest kid in the playground . I never expected my mum to leave , I never thought that since the day my dad slapped the physical pain would get worse day by day. I never thought that my mum would leave us like that .

It was time to get to school . I hated school , not because it is boring though . I lke learning new things . I hate school , because he is there . He waits there every single day . I dont know why he hate me . He doesnt have a reason . One the other hand I have one , he makes my life more miserable than it already is . I wore my black jeans and a white t-shirt . Then put on my black , old shoes and brushed my brown hair. I went downstairs to see my dad wasted on the couch and a beer bottle on the floor . The sight disgusted me , but I was used to it . I made my way to the fridge and took out milk and cocoa powder . After making sure that the milk hadnt expired , I filled the glass and then added a spoon full of the powder . I mixed with a spoon and breakfast was ready . I drunk milk pretty slowly , but today is an exception . I was late for school so I managed to finish it in a couple of minutes , which for me is a big achievement . On my way to the door , I grabbed my red backpack and left .

I was walking towards school , more like running but whatever , and prayed that he had left .But boy I was wrong . There he was on the front gate . He was wearing his signature black sunglasses , a blue sleeveless t-shirt and black jeans . When  he saw me he started smirking .Of course , he would . Why wouldnt he ? I am the one hurting not him . I slowly approached the gate , my heart was pumping faster with each step , but I know that I cant prevent him from doing what he wants . There wer a few steps left , to be persice only 3 .1 , 2 , 3 and I started running . If  I passed the gate , I would be safe for the first period . 

''Where do you think you are going ?'' he said grabbing me from my hair , stopping me . I remained silent ,closed my eyes and expected the pain . He punched me in the nose . My hand run over the punched spot  to check if there was blood and there was . I covered my nose and stayed on the floor . I sharp kick in te stomach , made me wince in pain .''See you later .'' he said and the noise of his footsteps faded . I slowly got up , still covering my nose.  I immeditely headed to the bathroom . I am afraid to see my nose . I slowly removed my hand and the sight was worst than I expected . I took some toilet paper and cleaned the blood off my nose . But lucky me blood was still coming out , so I have to ask for a bandage . After washing my hands , I went to the nurse's office .

''Chris , how did this happen ?'' she asked me . If you only knew .

''I fell from the stairs .'' I bluntly said , while she was cleaning my nose . The pain was bearable , I am used to it . He has been bullying me since forever so I am used to the pain . I dont know why he hates me . But I know one thing , that it is definetely mutual . I hate Ashton Irwin .

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Hello to anyone who is reading this !! So , this is the first chapter of my story . I randomly  thought of this while I WAS EATING ORANGE COOKIES .Anyway ,enjoy!!

xoxoC.