My bully , Ashton Irwin

chapter 5

Aston's P.O.V.

I walked to the small room . I open the old, rusty door . It was dark . A small light was breaking the darkness .I heard whimpering . I walked towards the light . I saw her . She was laying on the floor , her face was pale and a bloody lake was surrounding her pettite figure . I sat on my knees and took her bloody hands in mine . She opened her brown eyes .

''It's your fault .'' she said and her eyes closed .

''No , please . I am sorry .'' I said to her .I was crying .

'' A sorry cant fix anything .'' she said and she stopped breathing .

My eyes shot open . My breathing was heavy . What the hell was that ? Cold sweat was covering my back  . She died , because of me .It's your fault . Her sweet voice was still echoing through my ears . 

''It is not my fault .'' I screamed . ''It is not .'' I whispered .Yes it is Ashton . No .Yes . You hurt her . You punch her . You have broken her .It is all your fault . She cuts because of you . You are a horrible person . You deserve to suffer not her . '''Shut up .'' I yelled .

''Honey what is wrong ?'' my mum came in .I started crying .

''It - is- my- fault .'' I shuttered . I cried in my mum's embrace . It is my fault .

''It was just a nightmare , love .'' my mum said . It was not just a nightmare . It is the third night in a row that I see the same nightmare . I see her every night , since the day that I took her to the nurse . I remember how pale her skin was and how much I was scared . 

Chris's P.O.V.

"Wake up , useless piece of shit ." my dad yelled in my ear .Screw you , I mentally said .I got up and glared at him ."If you continue looking at me like that , you wont be breathing for long .Be down in 5 to make me breakfast ." he said and left the room .Prick. I changed into a pair of jeans and a yellow t-shirt .My style is pretty simple ....jeans and t-shirts ,I couldnt afford anything else . I brushed my teeth and gathered my hair in a ponytali . I headed downstairs to make breakfast . I opened the fridge and took out the eggs .  I made a simple omelette and distributed it in two plates . Dad came in and sat on the table . We ate in silence . I finished first . I stood up , but he grabbed me by the wrist .

''I wont be home tonight . You better not do anything here .'' he said and I nodded . He released my wrists and I rushly left the house . My wrist hurted , not only by his strong grip , but also from the deep cuts that I made three days ago . That day I woke up at the nurse's office . I dont know how I got there , but she said that if the person that brought me there was late , I would be dead . She of course asked me why I did why I did , but I didnt answer . I didnt want her to feel pity of me . I finally reached school . Ashton , Luke and Calum were there . I havent seen MIchael in a while , he hasnt come at our small meetings , like Ashton calls them . I sighed before I passed the school gate . Three steps were seperating us and I tried to make them as slow as possible .

''' Cant wait you forever .'' Luke said . I went and stood in the middle of them . Calum pushed me on Ashton , Ashton on Luke ,Luke slapped me across the face , then pushed me on Calum . Calum kicked me in the gut and I fell on the floor . All three of them were now kicking me , tears were staining my cheeks , as the pain was unbearable . My ribs were hurting like hell and my stomach wasnt any better . 

''Let's go , I think it is enough .'' Ashton said .

''Come on , we are having fun .'' Calum said giving me a strong kick in the ribs . 

''I said enough .'' Ashton yelled and they left .I tried to stand up , but my legs failed me . I really cant attend classes today . I attempted one more time to stand up and thankfully I succeded.My yellow shirt was now dirty and brown .My jeans had blood , that must be from my knees .I started walking , more limbing to my house . I finally reached the house and dad wasnt there . So far so good . I cleaned my bloody knees and washed my face . I had a purple bruise on my cheek , a cut on my lip and my ribs felt broken . I really wasnt good . I took  a short shower and changed into a pair of sweats and a white t-shirt . I made myself a cup of tea and sat at the living room . I turned on the tv , roaming the channels .I watched Spongebob reruns all day . I really love Spongebob , he is the coolest sponge I have ever met . I probably sound like a five -year old but I dont care .

It was getting dark and I could hear raindrops  . It was raining . This is on e of the best moments in my life . Dad isnt home , it is raining , Spongebob is on Tv and I am away from Ashton and his friends . I really enjoy moments like these . Even though thay are rare I try to make the most of them . Suddenly I heard a knock on the door . Tell me it is not dad , please . I groaned as I stood up to open the door . The rain had got heavier . I slowly opened the door . He wasnt dad . He was Ashton .

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