My bully , Ashton Irwin

chapter 45

Chris's P.O.V.

I felt someone's arms wrapping around me , giving me warmth . I turned around and opened my eyes to be greeted by Ashton . He had a huge smile on his face , before giving me a kiss on the lips . How can he kiss me after lying to me ?

" Merry Christmas ." he said kissing me again .

" Merry Christmas ." I bluntly said looking away from him . He placed his finger under my chin and forcing me to look him in the eyes.

" Are you not excited ? What happened ?" he asked , his words filled with worry .

" I know where you went last night , Ashton. Stop lying ." I said , feeling anger building up inside of me .

" You do ? But how ?" he asked .

" I heard you talking on the phone .Why did you lie to me , Ashton ? I told you to go to that party . You didn't have to lie . " I said . He then started laughing . " Do you think that this is funny ? Because , I don't." I added crossing my arms over my chest . I cant believe he is laughing right now .

" Chris , I didn't go to any party last night ." he said still laughing ." Just come downstairs ." he said grabbing my hand and leading us to the living room . I sat on the couch and he left the living room , only to come back shortly after holding something behind his back. " Merry Christmas , babe." he said and showed me what he had been hiding behind his back .

Ashton's P.O.V.

As soon as I pulled out the tickets her mouth fell wide open . She looked at me , tears filling her eyes . She then hugged me , tackling me to the floor. " I can't believe you got tickets to the concert ." she sobbed in my embrace .

"We are going to see Green Day." I said smiling as I sat up on the floor , having her sitting between my legs .

" Oh my god , we are going to see Green Day ." she shouted wiping off her tears . She then started kissing me all over my face . " Thank you , thank you , thank you." she said inbetween the kisses. I laughed as I grabbed her hands and kissed her on the lips . She kissed me back wrapping her arms around my neck . We broke the kiss and looked at each other smiling like idiots . " I am sorry." she said looking away from me.

" Why ? " I asked  her .

" Because I didn't trust you. I actually thought that you lied to me and went to the party ." she said , her bottom lip trembling.

" It's okay . But you should know that I would never lie to you . Never , ever ,ever . " I said and she chuckled . She picked the tickets that were on the table and looked at them smiling . Seeing her so happy is the best Christmas gift I could ask for.

'' But how did you get them ? They were sold out . '' she said .

'' I have my sources .'' I shrugged .

'' These must have cost so much and I didnt even get you a gift .'' she said looking at the ground .

'' Hey , you don't have to buy me a gift . Being with me on holidays is the best gift you could ever give me ." I said .

'' But .. '' she said but I cut her off. 

'' Sh dont talk about this anymore . Let's light the fireplace .'' I said to her smiling . I went outside and grabbed a few chunks of wood that we had to the garage . I quickly went back inside and placed them in the fireplace . I had seen my grandpa light the fireplace a few times so with a bit of effort I succeded .  

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After we ate dinner , Chris and I sat by the fireplace.  I brought a couple of pillows and a big blanket and placed them on the carpet , where we were sitting . I put the blanket on Chris's shoulders and she laid down , resting her head on a pillow . I laid beside her and she turned to me and placed her arm over my stomach , covering me also with the blanket . I chuckled as I pulled her body closer to mine . There are moments like these , when I feel that it is only me and her on this world . 

I know that I have caused her a lot of pain . I know that I am the reason for her scars . I know that I have broke her repeatedly . But I am willing to fix her . To make her smile , to make her happy . The satisfaction that I felt from her reaction today is undescribable . My feelings for her are pure and strong . I have done things that I am not proud of , but she accepts me . She doesnt judge , like most of the people do . 

'' This was the best Christmas ever .'' she whispered , as she closed  her eyes .

'' It was .'' I said kissing her forehead , as I covered her body more with the blanket . I closed my eyes too and slowly drifted to sleep , never letting her go .

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Helloooo ,  I hope you are enjoying your holidays!!!! Did you like this chapter ?? Thank you Araie for helping me with my writer's block ! OMG , you passed 420 k !!!! thank you all so much for reading and supporting my story . It means the world to me to see that you take time of your lifes to read the updates and even vote and comment .

Also , I want to wish you all a happy new year filled with happiness , health and love . I know that sometimes things are looking down and that we feel hopeless , but we have to stay positive and remind ourselves that it will be okay ...

Love ya , bye , see you in 2015 :)

xoxoC.