My bully , Ashton Irwin

chapter 22

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE READ THE AUTHOR'S NOTE AT THE END , IT IS REALLY IMPORTANT !!!!!!!

Ashton's P.O.V.

I wonder how she thinks about me now . Does she think I am weak ? I mean I cried in her hug and practically begged her to stay with me . I have to admit though , I enjoyed her comfort . She was so warm . I would do it again . I would cuddle with her under the warm covers any time . What the hell ? Why am I thinking this ? I shouldnt think about cuddling with her , should I ? I mean I dont even like her . She is not even my type . Wait , what is my type ? I usually have fun , I dont really commit to girls . It's just something I cant do .

Someone's body crashing into mine , brought me back to reality . I looked down to see scattered books . I looked at the person . It was her . I bended down and picked up her books . I handed them to her , my eyes focused on hers . She had a purple bruise on her cheek . I assume that her father did that to her. That jerk . Her eyes looked like they were searching for something , like they were digging in my soul . What do I say now ? Before I could open my mouth . A high pitched voice interupted the moment .

'' Ashton , why are you looking at her ?'' of course it was Ashley . I didnt know what to answer .I dont even know why I cant take my eyes off hers . She pushed Chris on the floor .'' That's how you do it .'' she said flipping her blonde hair . Chris remained silent . I was looking to Chris then back to Ashley . Ashley was looking at me expecting me to do domething . But Chris's look , was something I couldnt understand . It was dull . '' Come on Ashton . let's go .'' she grabbed my arm and shot a glare at Chris , before dragging me away . I turned my head to see Chris , clearly frusturated picking up her books . I felt guilty . I am being an asshole to her and she doesnt deserve that .'' Why did you help her with her books ?'' Ashley asked angrily . She can be so annoying .

'' Because .Why do you care ?'' I asked her angrily .

'' We are supposed to bully her . Not help her .'' she said .

'' Can you just stop talking ?'' I spatted . I just cant deal with her now . I have other things to worry about . I walked away from her and went to my next class . Maths .

Chris's P.O.V.

I quitely sat on my seat . I let a sigh escape my lips . It wasnt that loud , but it seemed to draw Ashton's attention . I pretended that I didnt notice that he turned his head to look at me . I wonder where Michael is . He is not a big fan of Maths , so he may have decided to skip . The teacher came in and started talking about this upcoming test that is so important and that we should all study for , but I cant stop thinking about him . I cant forget his eyes , the way he looked at me in the hallway . I cant stop thinking about him showing his ''sensitive'' side . I cant forget the way he held me that night , while he cried and how cold I felt when he left .I know I should be angry at him for treating me like shit at school , but I didnt expect something else .

''So kids , you will have to study for this exam if you want to pass this class .'' the teacher repeated for the tenth time . '' Ashton , you have to get at least a B , if you want to pass .'' she added and Ashton 's eyes widened . The bell rung and everyone left . I slowly got up and exited the class . My whole body hurts , dad found out about the money that I took for the flowers and let's say that he was not that happy about it .

''Chris.'' I heard someone call . I turned around to see Ashton .

''Yes .'' I said .

'' Can you um come at my house today to study for the exam ?'' he asked scratching his neck .

'' Yeah .'' I said and he left . I just shrugged and continued my way to my locker . I found the green lockers and opened mine  I found some letters in that sure werent mine . I opened them .

Fat 

Bitch

Useless

Ugly 

Worthless

Five words , five notes . Tears brimmed in my eyes but I pushed them back . What have I done to those people ? I barely talk to anyone . Before I could throw them away , I felt a tap on my shoulder . Michael's now purple hair caught my attention and spread a smile on my face . 

''Hello .'' he said smiling . '' What are these ?'' he asked pointing at the letters in my hands . 

''Nothing . I was going to throw them .'' I said nervously . He took the letters from my hand and scanned them . A frown appeared on his face .

'' Unbelievable .'' he said throwing them at the trash .

'' It's okay .'' I whispered trying to calm him down .

'' No , it's not .'' he stated shaking his head . 

'' I am used to it .'' I shrugged , pretending that I wasnt hurt by these words . But I was . He sighed .

'' What is that on your cheek ?'' he asked referring to the bruise on my left cheek .

'' I fell . So how was you weekend ?'' I asked him , trying to change the subject .

'' Good . Yours ?'' he asked . If you only knew , Mikey . If you only knew .

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Hellooo !!! How are you ?? Oh my god , it is August . I hope you enjoyed this chap , it is a filler but anyway . !!!IMPORTANT , IMPORTANT !!!!!  I am leaving for Albania in a few hours , so I wont be able to update frequently , hell I dont know if I am going to be able to update . There is no Wi-fi in my house there , so I will try to update when I am at my grandma's . I AM SUPER SORRY . I will stay there for a month or a little less . I will try , I  promise. I have a Nokia Lumia , so I cant download wattpad . BUT PLEASE DONT GIVE UP ON THIS STORY  !!!!!!!!!!

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