Banana Bus Crew Oneshots

All Those Comments... (Nogla x Depressed!reader)

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide and self harm mention in this story. Sorry both of my Nogla stories are kind of sad and depressing
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-- (Y/N)'s POV --

"Ah, fooking Hell, Brian!" I heard Nogla said through my headphones. Him, Brian, Craig and I were currently playing Mario Kart. I giggled softly I saw David spin out of control from being hit with a red shell.

"Why does this Irish asshole get all the red shells? I'm lucky to get a banana for you idiots to hit." I said to the guys. They all laughed some as the race soon ended.

First: Brian
Second: David
Third: Me
Fourth: Craig

"I'm off for the night. It's pretty late. Night guys." Brian said as he logged off Skype.

"I have to pick Sam up at the airport anyways. She's coming to visit again. I'll talk to you guys later." Craig spoke as he left the call. I smiled as I just sat there and stared at David.

"I should get going soon. Me mum was coming to see Joe and Tony." David said. I nodded with a sigh.

"I wish you could come visit me in LA. I really miss you, Davie. You can come take me to my favorite haunted house here in LA! Come on, visit me for Halloween?" I asked as I smiled at my screen. David adjusted his glasses some as there was barking in the background.

"I want to, (Y/N). I want to come see ye but I'm busy. Maybe Christmas." David said. I nodded some as I looked down at my phone.

"Yeah, okay. I have to get going. Stuff to do around the house. I love you, David. Talk to you tomorrow." I said before I logged off Skype.

A sigh escaped my lips as I loaded up YouTube on my computer and went to David's channel. He had posted our latest gameplay of the two of us playing Zombies on BO3. I smiled some as I began to watch the video before scrolling through the comments. That's when my smile faded.

Ew, why are you dating a fat cow?

Wtf is wrong with her face?

Omg. She looks like Nogla's GTA character. Brb, dying of laughter.

She's only dating him for the followers. I hear she's been sleeping with Lui on the side.
- Oh my god! She's sleeping with Lui? :o
- Lol what a slut! That's sickening she'd do that to both of the guys. What a bitch
-ikr. She should just die in a hole instead of using both of the guys.

There was a rumor I was sleeping with Lui? Sure, I post pictures with him pretty often but I wasn't involved with him. I looked up to Lui like a brother. He saved me a few years ago from an abusive relationship. He stepped in while he was beating me outside a restaurant. Bless Lui's soul.

I didn't know I was crying until the sound of tears hitting my keyboard brought me out of my thoughts. I quickly got off YouTube as I sat at my computer.

What if I just disappeared? David wouldn't have to worry about me and he could find someone who was obviously prettier than me, more talented and overall a better person. It took me months to finally feel comfortable with David. Did he do it out of pity? Since he knew the past I've come from? I quickly got up and walked to my bathroom.

While walking to the bathroom, Lui looked at me. He smiled as he was walking to his room. Yes, I lived with Lui. Maybe that's why people always commented on David's videos that I was with Lui behind his back. As I closed the door, I turned to look myself in the mirror.

I just looked myself over before opening the medicine cabinet. Lui never opened the medicine cabinet so it's where I hid my blades. After i saved, I went through PTSD and was diagnosed with extreme depression. This was the only way I could escape from those memories. I looked at the one blade as I leaned against the sink.

I slid the blade over and over again against my skin before moving the blade to my other arm. I then began to feel weak as my legs collapsed under me. I leaned my head against the cabinet under the sink. There were knocks at the door before it opened.

"(Y/N), are you oka--- oh my god." Lui said as he looked down at me. I slowly looked up at him as he grabbed a towel off the rack and began to pat the blood off my arms.

"Just let me die here, Lui... I-I'm a no one a-and deserve to die..." I whispered. Lui pulled his phone out and began to talk to someone. I slowly closed my eyes then opened them when Lui shook me.

"(Y/N), stay with me! The ambulance will be here soon. Keep talking to me." I heard Lui say. I slowly looked up at him and let out a chuckle.

"I-its better this way, Lui. David will be with someone better. His fans will be happy..." I whispered before I closed my eyes. I heart Lui shouting at me as he shoot me. Then, I fell into darkness.

-- Time Skip --
-- Lui's POV --

I've been sitting next to (Y/N) since we rushed her to the hospital. She was on suicide watch and nurses would come in every few minutes to check on her. I was just going through my phone until someone burst through the door. I turned to look at who it was and let out a sigh.

"Nogla, thank god that you came. She's okay. Doctor said she's gonna be out for a few month hours at most." I said as I walked over to him. He nodded as he came into the room and looked at (Y/N).

"What happened?" David asked. I sighed as I paced around a bit trying to find a way to explain to him.

"She's depressed. She's been depressed since the day I met her. She had PTSD from when her ex would beat her. She would cut herself to escape the pain and the memories. S-She's been fine since you two started dating. She seemed so happy.

She cut herself and I found her in the bathroom. She thinks she's not good enough for you. She reads the comments on videos you post of the two of you. She took the comments to heart and thinks you deserve better. I've never thought she'd try to kill herself..."

I spoke. I looked over at (Y/N) as David kept watching her. He slowly nodded as he sat down on the bed next to his girlfriend. He gently brushed her hair out of his face. A small groan left (Y/N) as her eyes slowly opened.

-- (Y/N)'s POV --

"D-David..?" I mumbled as I saw him sitting next to me. He smiled as he gently kissed my forehead.

"Hey, baby. Lui called to tell me what happened. I don't want you to scare me like that again." I heard David say. I frowned as I instantly burst into tears.

"I'm so sorry, David! I-I just thought that this would have been better that way. If I was gone. Your fans would be happier that this 'fat cow' wasn't around. I'm sorry, David. I truly am." I said as I quickly sat up and wrapped my arms tightly around David. He wrapped his arms around me as he pulled me close to his chest.

"Don't listen to those idiots. I love you and I know both Lui and I were be devastated if anything happened to you. I can't lose my girlfriend and Lui can't lose his best friend." David spoke. I slowly nodded as I looked up at him.

"I'm so sorry, David. I promise this will never happen again. I love you with all my heart." I spoke to the Irish man. He smiled and gently kissed my cheek.

"And I love ye, too. Can we take her home yet?" David asked Lui. Lui thought for a moment before shrugging.

"I'll talk to her doctor." With that said, Lui stood up and left the room. I turned to look at David as I held his hand tightly in mine.

"How long you in Cali for?" I asked him. He watched me for a moment with a smile.

"A month. I really don't get to see ye a lot. Maybe I'll move here one day or you came come to Ireland. Whatcha think?" David said. I giggled softly as I looked up at him.

"I'd love to move to Ireland but I love it here in California. I've lived here all my life and it would be hard for me not to see Lui almost everyday." I said as David watched me. Soon, the door to my room opened.

"Doctor said he will release her once he does a few tests." Lui said. I smiled at him then looked at David. I gently kissed David on the lips before pulling away.