I apologize..

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"But I do"

It fell silent, until I heard a thump on the door.

"Please open this door, I will explain everything, what happened at the dance, and some things that I haven't told you" His voice sounded like he was on the verge of crying, just the thought of him crying sent me rushing to the door, unlocking it. When I opened it, I saw Yoongi, I looked at his face, just to see tears ready to fall. I sent a smile, holding his hand as I sat him down on my bed.

I sat there letting him calm down before he did anything.

"At the dance, I lost you so I was searching for you, as I was, there was a girl that looked similar to you, but I couldn't tell exactly because it was too dark. As I was approaching the girl I thought was you, she turned around and quickly noticed it was me, she thought I was going in for a kiss as I was getting closer, so she leaned in as well, but it was wrong timing because you were right there to witness it" He sat there hands shaking as if he committed a murder.

I got out of the chair I was sitting in to sit in the bed next to Yoongi, sitting criss-cross across from him. He faced me, I made his body face me, and flashed a smile allowing him to continue

"When I saw the actual you I caught on with what was going on, so I tried to follow you to explain, but by the time I got out of the cafeteria, you were already gone, so I got my clothes and walked outside, then I saw your mask at the fountain, so I knew where you went, I ran here as fast as I could just to apologize" He sighed trying to not cry.

"You alright right now?" I asked him in worry now that I knew what was going on, he didn't reply but nodded his head slightly.

"If you'r truly alright, then tell me what you meant when you told me that you under stood my situation" I asked, hesitating a bit.

Before he could continue any further, he took in a deep sigh, trying to prepare himself, and probably myself.

"When I was a child, my parents were always moving around, so that means I had to transfer to many different schools, resulting to leaving the actual friends I had behind, at all the other schools I've attended, the kids never liked me, though I did make some 'friends'. The ones that weren't friends with me, usually bullied me, but I had no idea why, I have done nothing to them that caused them to do so." He breathed

"What about the ones that were your friends?" I asked with a bit of hope, though I didn't know why, because for an odd reason, I already knew the answer.

"The ones that considered themselves my 'friends' talked behind my back, they would bully me, demand me for my money, and bully me in anyway a friend wouldn't do"

I knew it

Tears were threatening to stream down his face, and so I brought him into a hug, resting my chin on his shoulder, stroking his hair trying to calm him down. He broke free from my hug ready to continue his story.

"I thought my life was hard, I thought I had no one to depend on, which lead me into depression" 

My eyes widened 

"I've been wanting to end my life, I wanted to disappear from this horrible world, then I slowly lost any hope I had, I wanted to return back to Daegu, my hometown, I wanted to return where my friends were, to Jin, Jimin, Hoseok, Taehyung, Jungkook, I wanted to restart my life. Before I met all of them, I actually had depression back then, but then they helped me through it. They aren't here now though."

Jin, Hoseok, Jimin, Taehyung, Jungkook, I need to remember those names

"Then my parents had to move here, I still had depression, but I didn't tell anyone about it. When we moved here, my parents stayed here for a little while, but then they moved once again, but they left me here with the house, and some money to help me at leas survive. I hated them for that, I was hesitating, whether I should go to school or not, but in the end I decided to go, as I was looking for a school, that's when I bumped into you, then that was our first meeting."

He's experienced so much, and yet I didn't know any of it..

"I decided on a school, and to my surprise you went there, at first I didn't care because I thought you were just going to be like everyone else, spoiled brat, attention seeker, you know, like that"

I was close to smacking him in the arm

"Later, I found out that you got bullied by others too, but I didn't believe it because I thought it was your friends teasing you, at least judging by the way you acted when they threw paper balls at you during class, but as time passed, they got intense with their ways, then I knew for sure that everything they were doing, weren't something friends would do. I was pretty much convinced that you had no friends at the school, along with the fact that you eat on the roof because barely anyone is up there"

This is his story time, why is he mentioning me?

"I don't know, but I felt as if we were getting closer to each other, even though we didn't even talk to each other as much as we do now, I guess it was because we were so similar to one another. Sorry I don't know where I'm going with this"

Even though there were so many things I wanted to ask, I knew it was best if I didn't ask him, for now, I just wanted to comfort him from all his worries.

I held his shaking hands in mine, and smiled at him, letting him know that I was always there for him. I smiled at him, which caused him to flash that rare gummy smile of his. 

He poured his emotions to me, he told me about his past, I feel as if it's unfair if I don't do the same, but for now I won't.

I allowed Yoongi let out his inner emotions he's been bottling up. I smiled at him, and let him stay over at my house to sleep over, he wanted to go home, but I forced him to stay with me

Ever since his parents left Yoongi all by himself in their house, it must get lonely, so I wanted to make him less lonely, maybe I can ask him to move in?

That question is for another time

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I did it


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