"you see, i have two packs.. well tecnically i only have one loyal pack, but i'm rebelling so i can be independant and don't have to rely on a pack" i explain. "and my loyal -err, other- pack has one clogne for every wolf. it's so that if we mess up on a deal, or fall in love -per sey- .. we have a back up that will take our place and finish what we started but ending it right; and that's who you've been talking to for the last several weeks, brandon my clogne. he is fearless as well and heartless. he is truely loyal and will do anything for the respect of his pack leader, other wise known as the alpha"
"i never wanted to hurt you.." i say, ashamed of what i used to be.
i wasn't sure whati was more ashamed of; being a part of it.. or the fact that i liked it.
"but once i got to know you i fell.. and i fell hard" i looked down, picking at my fingers. "i fell in love with you layla. and that's why they sent brandon in my place"
i looked up to see layla was refusing to look at me with a stern expression on her face as she looked out the window.
"can you say something?" i plead.
"what do you want me to say?"
"that you believe me and--"
"but i don't believe you" she shook her head and turned her head, looking into my eyes. "you should go"
"w-what?"
"you heard me" she turned away again.
"layla please.. you just don't understand yet.."
"yeah you're right, derek. i don't understand" she spat. "and i don't care"
"but-"
"just go"
"layla.." i pleaded.
"go" she said through gritted teeth shooting me a cold glare.
i gasped. "they've gotten to you.." i shook my head.
she laughed. like laughed. she rolled her head back and laughed at me. "it was about time too. i don't know how i lived without being like this" she grinned.
"no layla. they made you turn off your emotions.. you can't feel anything. you need to turn it back on. layla please. turn your humanity back on" i beg.
shaking her head she bites her lip. "no. i like being this way. carefree" she stood up and twirled around, throwing her head back and smiling, "weightless" she stopped twirling and smirked at me. "being able to be with someone without feelings getting in the way" she winked, stalking towards me. padding her bare feet across the hard wood floor.
it began to rain outside; the only noises in the room being her light footsteps and the raindrops hitting the window panels.
as she comes closer to me i feel my heart rate speed up erratically. she smirks, knowing exactly what she's doing. crawling on top of me and pushing me back with her hand on my chest, she leans down and begins kissing my neck. leaving sloppy wet, yet neat and warm kisses in a line from my shoulder to my jaw and leading up to my lips.
sucking on my bottom lip and pulling it in between her teeth, teasingly pulling it out then dipping back down ad harshly kissing me.
with a deep throated groan i wrapped my arms around her skinny waist and pulled her close to me, then quickly turning so i'm now on top of her. i pulled away, breathless from the way she makes me feel. . if only it was real.
she put her hands around the back of my neck and tried to pull me back down but i refused, shaking my head and removing her warm touch from my heated skin.
"this isn't right" i said.
"of course it is.. this time our feelings won't get in the way and then your 'pack' won't have to send someone else in your place to trick me" she said carelessly; her words effecting me more than they should've.
i sighed and pushed myself up, standing and taking a few steps back. "once you turn your humanity back on.. give me a call. until then.. don't bother" i said and walked out.
i'd rather not be with her at all then without feelings..
layla's POV.
he walked out, slamming the door behind him. i shrugged and got off my couch, walking over and plopping on my new king sized water bed.
i need something to do..
grabbed my phone, dialing the first number that came to mind.
after a few rings he picked up.
"hello?" he voice held a little confusion and some fear.
"hey" i said flirtatiously.
"layla?"
"yess"
"why are you calling me?" he sounded panicked.
"can i not call you?"
"well after what happened last week.. with your boyfriend beating me up and all.."
"oh right. right.. well he's not my boyfriend anymore.. so if you wanna come over.." i let my voice trail off as i hear a slight hum as he thought.
"he won't be there?"
"of course not"
"okay. i'll be there soon"
"okay. bye sean" i smirked and hung up the phone.
yeah. life is so much better without emotions. you don't have to second guess anything. life like this is living in the moment.
after i arrived here they bombarded me and convinsed me to turn my emotions off, and boy can i tell you life is great. having those magnified emotins all the time was exhausting.. no wonder i used to cry all the time. phew. so glad i'm not that girl anymore.
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sorry it's kind of short.. but interesting right? ;) trust me.. it's only the beginning.,
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