What would do if the one you love was dying?
- Five spinoffs from this book include
Love for you // Zach Herron - started
Never Lasting Love // Jonah Marais - started
Loved and Lost // Jack Avery -posting soon
Love like ours // Corbyn Besson - post...
It's been a month since Daniel and Ellison started dating, it hurts still,really hurts, but I know he's happy. Though I think Ellison got angry at him yesterday because he liked a girls picture then it turned out she was his best friend.
Jack and I haven't been hanging out since Daniel met Ellison, turns out he would rather hang out with her friend Taylor who is gorgeous. I've hung out with the three of them a few times and every time it's more and more fun.
I love Ellison's singing, she said some record labels have hit her up including Atlantic Records and they would love if she was the opening act for the boys on tour. I guess that's another reason I'm hurting, they're all going on tour and didn't bother asking me.
It hurts to think the people I started to see as family, don't want me anymore, I go over from time to time, but it's different. I feel like I'm invading their space, maybe when they go on tour I'll find some new friends, I am meant to start school then.
I get a message and I'm surprised that it's from one of my old friends back home, he's one of the few people that actually came to see me, mostly for my brother who was his best friend.
Damian 💪🏼💋: Hey! Been a while, I have great news! Kara 😋🐨: Hey! I know! And what is it? Damian 💪🏼💋: I'm moving to LA! Kara 😋🐨: Fr? Okay, we need to hang out! Damian 💪🏼💋: I was about to say the same thing, I'm getting there next week, message me until then? I'm lonely. Kara 😋🐨: Ofc! I'm lonely too 😖
It was nice talking to someone that I've known for a long time, kinda like reminiscing on the good old day. I feels eyes on me and I turn around, I'm currently at a coffee shop, I sigh when I see Daniel.
He smiles slightly and waves, I wave too, god he looks so good in his sweater, the thought immediately leaves my mind when I see Ellison. She wraps and arm around Daniels waist and he kisses her forehead lightly.
They're perfect, I shouldn't ruin it.
Daniels P.O.V
I've been worried about Kara lately, she was so happy when me and Ellison started dating, it was cute. But nowadays, me and the boys barely see her, she's never over and Jacks worried.
So am I. That's when I see her smiling at her phone sitting on a chair outside a coffee shop, maybe she's moved on. I think sadly, then Ellison puts her arm around my waist, she knows how I feel about Kara still.
She said she would help as best she can to get Kara out of my mind if that's what I wanted, in all honesty, I don't even know if we're real. We act all cute and cuddly outside and with friends but, she knows how I feel about Kara and sees me as a friend.
What's worse is I know she's talking to Jonah a lot, like more than a lot. Jonah is the only person who knows our secret because he really likes Ellison, she deserves Jonah. Jonah deserves her.
I sit down once we get into the coffee shop and find my seat right next to Kara, a glass window diving us. It's ironic that it's how I feel, a wall of glass hiding me, and only letting me see her on the outside.
I quickly grab my phone and look at the pictures of Ellison and I together, some of this memories are real.
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SeaveyDaniel: I turned Comments off on this one because I'm not in the mood for judging rn... may turn on later 😒
I look up and Ellison seems a bit upset, she frowns and looks up at me "why did you turn comments off? And what's with the caption? Are you afraid people will judge us?" She asks annoyed.
Even though this is all fake, I still feel bad, how can I explain to her why I did it? "No, everyone will think your beautiful, it's just... something you wouldn't understand" I say slowly.
Ellison gets up angry and storms out of the cafe, nearly bumping into Kara whose coming back in for another coffee. She orders and sees me alone so she sits down across from me and smiles.
I smile back, no matter what, her smile is way to infectious... there's no way I don't love her "so what's up with you and Elli? She seemed annoyed an your post earlier was vague" she says smirking.
I sigh and shrug, I'm about to tell her when her order is up and she goes and grabs it "I was just sick of looking on there and seeing comments about you and I being better" I say when she gets back.
"I understand you, whenever I post a pic, people ask me to break you two up."
"I thought people would be happy with my decision, they were at the start."
"And now it feels like the world has given up? I understand, I feel the same."
"So, are you coming on tour? I don't think anyone got an answer from you."
Her eyes go wide and she stares down at her coffee for a second before quietly stating "no one asked me if I wanted to go... plus an old friend is moving here and I got school" I sigh in understanding.
"Jacks worried about you, your never over anymore, I miss hanging out with you."
She smiles and nods agreement, maybe this friend thing can work out after all, I smile and we make plans to hang. When she leans forward I see cuts running up her arm and I suddenly can't breathe, what happened?
------------------------------------------------------- Guys, I've started a new spinoff of this book which is Zachs love life... I swear all the books I read are about him... but I hope mines a little different from others ☺️
