Messy- Fifth Harmony

32

Friday

Texts between Dinah and Lauren

[Lauser 3:43 pm]

What's up with you and Mani?

[DMac 4:50 pm]

I don't know what you mean

[Lauser 4:51 pm]

I mean that I've seen the way you two look at each other and that twinkle in your eye when you're telling me about something she did.

[Lauser 4:51 pm]

Not to mention that I caught you two drunkenly making out at that party

[Lauser 4:53 pm]

Look- I don't care about what is going on. You're my best friend and I have to look out for you. I want you to be able to share everything with me.

[DMac 4:57 pm]

thats a little rich coming from you...

[Lauser 5:00 pm]

What is that supposed to mean?

[DMac 5:02 pm]

that i had no clue what was going on in your life because you didnt share it with me

[DMac 5:02 pm]

that you disappeared for a week without barely a word instead of telling me and letting me help you

[Lauser 5:05 pm]

ouch...

[Lauser 5:05 pm]

I didn't tell you because I didn't want to drag you into the situation.

[Lauser 5:07 pm]

I still can barely function anymore. The littlest things can spark up a reaction in my body and all control I have melts away. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I knew that I got you involved.

[Lauser 5:10 pm]

That week was literal hell. I tried to not contact you. I knew my mind was teetering on the edge of turning on itself and I was starting to give up all my hope that I could get away from him. That was when I texted you. Because I knew that if I didn't, you would have never seen me again, I was breaking to a point of no return and was still reluctant to involve you.  

[Lauser 5:10 pm]

I love you D, you've been my best friend for most of my life. I practically know everything about you and I'm sorry that me wanting to know everything is hypocritical, but sometimes things can't be said. 

[DMac 5:13 pm]

I'm sorry.

[DMac 5:13 pm]

I know that whole thing wasnt your fault and I shouldnt have said any of that, I was just deflecting and taking it out on you.

[DMac 5:14 pm]

i dont blame you for not including me in that, but it hurt to know that you went through that and I couldnt do anything to help

[Lauser 5:15 pm]

It's fine

[Lauser 5:15 pm]

So going back to you and Mani...

[DMac 5:17 pm]

really?

[Lauser 5:18 pm]

I have to get it out of you one way or another...

[DMac 5:20 pm]

fine, can it wait until the weekend at least

[Lauser 5:23 pm]

Yeah??