The Long and Winding Journey ( a Hollywood heights fanfic)

ch.21

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The car ride back to LA was silent. Loren had spoken barely two words to Eddie as they drove home. She was ready to get home, she needed the comfort of home right now something familiar. She had missed her mom and Mel. She prayed that she would be forgiven, but she had a feeling she would have to gravel.

She didn't want to hurt anyone that was never her intentions hurting the people she loved was the last thing that she ever wanted to do. But, when wht happened last night it was almost unavoidable and she knew that.

Had she made the wrong choice, she shook her head she knew she didn't this was the right choice. Every bone in her body told her it was, however her head was a different story.

She had so much to tell her mom and Mel she couldn't get home fast enough. When Loren was little she couldn't go a night without talking to her mom. She never kept a secret from, never broke her heart.

Loren hoped that one day she would have the relationship she had with her mom with her own daughter. Then there was Mel her best friend well more like her sister. Mel and Loren were open and honest about every thing.

They never had a secret if they did they went to each other immediately, Loren loved that about Mel. She would never hurt her well never intentionally.

Loren closed her eyes she was exhausted, exhausted and heartbroken as to what she has done, how could she do this. Would the person she loves the most ever forgive her. Will she ever forgive herself.

Eddie felt horrible. He couldn't look at Loren the whole way home, he felt bad that he made her make that kind of decision, He didn't even think about it at the time.

He just kept his eyes focused on the road. He knew he needed to get her home. He could see the pain in the back of her eyes. The pain of her hurting the one she loved. He felt partially responsible for this pain. Honestly, he felt fully responsible.

He shouldn't have done what he did, he should of never proposed. A promise was good enough for him, but he wanted no one to be able to break them up.

He was scared that if he didn't propose he would lose her. He knew better he knew she wasn't going anywhere. But, he couldn't help himself he was greedy. But now he was hurt, and so was she.

Eddie loved his dad more than words could say, he respected him. He would never hurt him, well intentionally.

Then there was Jake, He knew every detail about his personal life. Every minute of his life was planned by Jake.

He loved them both dearly. Eddie never wanted this to happen he never wanted to hurt people. He never wanted to see the pain in her eyes.

The pain that was his fault. Eddie would make this up to her. He didn't care what he had to do.

Eddie couldn't take the silence anymore, he had to say something.

Eddie "Babe....are you okay,"

Loren: "um...sure...I'm fine."

Eddie: "Babe....I know your'e not I can tell....please talk to me,"

Loren looked down at her hands ring less and empty, and then to Eddie's his was also ring less and empty.

Eddie pulled over to the nearest stop he could. He knew they needed to talk.