Don't Let Me Go

Chapter 14

I decided to change up the point of view on this part. I was hesitant about doing it so let me know if you thought it was good idea or not so I'll know whether or not to do it again the future. I hope you like it! Thank you so much :)

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Zayn's POV

"Already?" I said. I was close to tears.

"Yeah. I can believe it either." Niall said.

"I'm not ready..." Louis said.

"I'm with Lou. I'm not ready either." I added.

Making music without Harry and leaving my girlfriend for 8 months didn't sound like a good idea to me.

"It'll be okay boys. We're doing this for Harry. He would've wanted us to keep making music. It's been 4 months already. As much as it may hurt, we need to get back to our career." Liam said.

"It's just not gonna be the same. Are people even gonna wanna listen to us now that Harry's gone? Hell, we're not even One Direction anymore! We're Niall, Zayn, Louis, and Liam!" Louis yelled.

We decided not to call ourselves One Direction anymore. We weren't One Direction anymore, not without Harry.

"Of course! Our fans still care about us. Yeah they'll be upset and it will take a little getting used to, but we're gonna do this. We're not 1D anymore, but we're still brothers. Nothing will ever change that. Remember that." Liam said.

"I don't wanna do it anymore..." Louis said.

Um, what? He was so strong this whole time. Now that it's time to get back to the music, he wants to quit?

"Louis, you can't quit. We need you." I said.

"No. I can't, it's just too much." Louis said.

"Yeah Lou. We can't do this without you. Who would sing all your parts in the songs? We even gave you more solos!" Liam said trying to cheer Louis up. He was failing, big time.

"You guys will. Just split 'em up like you did with Harry's solos. Pretend I'm dead too..."

Wow. I didn't know he had all these feelings bottled up. I was surprised when Morgan was the only one to have a complete mental breakdown earlier on so I guess I was half expecting it.

"Louis! How could you say that?" Liam said.

"Well I practically am..."

"Louis!" Liam shouted. "Don't say things like that! You have so much to live for! You have a really good life you know? Do you really think Harry would've wanted you to quit like this?"

"I really don't care what Harry would think! He didn't own me! I own myself! I tell myself what I can and can't do! I make my own decisions! Not Harry, not you, not anyone! Me! You don't know how I'm feeling right now! You'll never know! The only person who could half understand is Morgan! She's the only person who loved Harry as much as I did!"

"I know you and Harry were close, we all were! We'll get through this together."

While Liam and Louis argued back and forth, Niall and I sat in the other room. We had backed out of the room a few minutes ago.

"Why is Louis even trying? Daddy Direction wins 9 out of 10 times." Niall said.

"Maybe he was hoping it would be that 1 time. You have to fight for what you believe, and stick up for yourself." I said.